
"Stan, we're the spa in Pasteur, right? So all you bring the goods yes, let's go back to Lembang again later." ask me while cleaning our goods.
"Yes to Zen Family Spa and Reflexology in Pasteur. After the spa play to Dago bentar yes, or from here we go to Dago used to be a new spa? I still want your old path. There's still a lot that we haven't obrolin Gab" he said with a sad face.
I nodded with a laugh at Stan's expression, "His face is very Stan, afraid I don't want ya hehehehe. When would you like to talk, I'll definitely be Stan!"
"It looks like Mending Dago used to be a new pasteur, abis that bablas to the toll home to the capital city's cruel rich stepmother." hahahaha
A while we were just as silent, I was busy folding clothes and packing, while Stanley was busy with his phone.
"Stan, about the one in FO. Yes you actually I look and hear at a glance when you are angry with your father. And I'm honestly not surprised to think your dad has WIL, but Stan from the bottom of my heart that I don't believe the woman's words, I see sadness in your papa's eyes."
"You're really asking for an explanation from your father, because we don't know what's behind this. You don't need to be inferior or afraid I'm thinking bad, because I've done more than you Stan. Even if you knew what had happened, you'd probably stay away from me."
I'm trying so hard to control myself that I don't cry remembering my past. My job is to strengthen Stanley right now, not to ask for his strength.
"Hey what you mean Gab, I'm not gonna see you bad, no matter how ugly your past may be I don't know, I'm not gonna judge you bad because I know how good your heart is. Our time together was enough to show that you were valuable to me fighting for Gab."
Stan hugged me, gave me strength or he sought strength from me. I don't know what is clear at this time we embrace and it feels warm calm.
"Gab, when I was married to Arizka, on the day H I begged her and knelt down so she would let me go and hold me accountable in another way. I know when I agreed to marry her, it was like I was digging my own grave. And so with the abandonment of self-esteem I kept begging Arizka to let me go."
"So what did Arizka do to your request Stan?"
"What happened was very surprising Gab, suddenly he came down from his wheelchair and stood up straight, he said he would not let go of me because this is all his plans." I gawked.
"According to his confession, when he woke up from fainting from the collision, I was the first person he saw because it was me who was waiting for him. He had the same heart as me, and at that time his condition was that he had a foot injury made him unable to walk."
"The next day when you came along I looked at Arizka and introduced you, she was very angry because it turned out that I already belonged to someone else. From there he had an idea to pretend to be severely injured to paralyzed and have his family pressure my family to comply with his request to marry me." I'm increasingly gawking about the Arizka princess conglomerate that is beautiful and known to be kind enough to be able to do such a rich thing, so tricky.
"So why did Arizka finally unmask her own Stan? If he had the intention of the charade should have continued all responsibility?"
"Arizka thought I was begging to cancel the marriage because I was ashamed of having a disabled wife, because at that time I just reasoned I was not ready to be married. He thought my attention had been with him at the hospital because I had a heart for him. But the point is I've benefited so much from the prejudice is that I've come to know the truth."
"How will Arizka finally propose the annulment of the marriage?"
"Arizka didn't realize in the room where I was and she was talking there was a cctv, at first I didn't know either. And since I had no proof that I was married under pressure, we continued to have the marriage. After marriage, day 2 I immediately invited him to stay in the apartment."
"As for the newlywed couple, Arizka tried to approach me and ask for her right, honestly everything that was on her was really very beautiful, yes Arizka is beautiful but there are things that can not make me fall in her charm. Every time I try to give up on her demands, every memory of you comes up and makes my body react to her."
I breathed my breath rough, like a block piercing my chest up, honestly hearing Stan's story about the claim of rights from Arizka gave me goosebumps and shortness of breath, I imagined things that were not hehehehehe. For some reason it was so relieved to hear Stan's body react to Arizka's temptation.
I can't imagine if Stan fell into temptation and had sex with her, then I might not be able to accept Stanley anymore. As good as I am, there is still a selfish side where it must be difficult to accept men who have had sex with other women. I'm just a human being I'm not an angel so the selfish side is there, proof I chose to disband with Alva. Not because I'm a saint but because I'm so selfish when it comes to that.
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Finally I told everything related to my marriage and Arizka to Gaby, there was a sense of wastage as well as relief because the burden I had kept myself so far often made me cramped. I see Gaby's reaction tends to be calm, there are some ripples of emotion but she tried to hold it back, honestly I was afraid to see Gaby in shock like yesterday. After being convinced that Gaby was safe, I resumed my story.
"I saw Arizka was very disappointed and she thought I had a disorder, I was actually surprised why my body was not as usual but at that time the condition was very beneficial to me. Frustrated Arizka called some of her friends to meet at the club, silent I followed her."
The Flachback
Inside the Club, I took a table close to Arizka's table but I sat on their back. Arizka and her friend started drinking alcohol. After drinking a few sloves, his friend asked him what happened until he invited them to a drink at the club when Arizka had just got married.
Apparently Arizka had started to mabok and scorn, I listened carefully who knows what she said could be evidence, because I was determined to end this marriage.
"What's wrong I gaes hahaha, for the sake of ngedapetin Stanley I'm willing to pura paralysed. You know, I think the concern he had at RS was that he was already starting to grow for me. Turns out I was wrong, I was the one who initially guessed Stan now I feel in the trap gaes."
"Do you know how I am in bed? Which guy didn't bend my knee?" arizka's umbar is getting out of control because of his drunkenness.
And I shuddered to hear his confession which turned out to have often made love with another guy. BoMat deh he thought I could not tense because of abnormalities, which is important I dive.
"Keep what makes you sprain? How'd he trap you?" ask Arizka's friend still doesn't understand the direction of her speech.
Arizka seemed to be drinking back and furiously randomizing her own hair.
"Gue feels trapped because it turns out he does not know, I am tempted wherever his lower body does not react. Crazy huh? My lifetime will continue because I have a husband that is not mighty?" his screams were irritated revealing his anger and disappointment.
"What do you want now? You're high again, shall we call your usual toys?" asked his other friend who made me back aghast did not expect a beautiful look like an angel turned out to be his toy is rich. Does this Arizka have a disorder called hypersex, my inner self. But it's not important for now.
"Gue want a marriage annulment tomorrow, it's no use living with a rich man that is not it? My desire will not be fulfilled, why do I torture myself in the name of love."
How relieved my heart is in a short time my prayer was answered that it was free from this problem.
"OK Arizka if that's your decision, in a matter of hours if you take care of your bokap also has settled all administration. Mending now we are just like twilight, hahahaa a very intoxicating sport." said his friend while pulling Arizka to the 2nd floor which is prepared if there are guests who will check in.
I was only able to stroke their chests to see their behavior. There's enough evidence I have, if Arizka changes her mind and comes back to hold me back then I'll use this evidence. I rushed out of this club, not a saintly pretender but afraid of the khilaf hehehehehe.
Flashback off
And after that day Arizka no longer returned to my apartment, she came back when we were 7 days old with a marriage annulment letter that she had submitted religiously (church) and civilly.
But it took me a short time to take care of it so I also stick to the initial plan to continue studying here (USA) while about the cancellation I submit to Arizka law enforcement, meaning I only obey. And now that all matters of legality and administration have been completed, my college has been completed and here I am now, returning to my beloved country, hoping also to return to my beloved heart hehehe.
*Sometimes what breaks us is the result of the actions of our own hands, not the circumstances or conditions that others create for us, but rather because we impose ourselves, imposing our desires on others*
******To Be Continue******
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