Pura Lupa Temple
Chapter 2

My tears finally spilled unbearably again. Right now I was on the balcony of the Dicta apartment, my emotional gauze, manicure screaming and roaring to make the tightness in my chest subside. Well this is how I each face pressure and severe problems.

I always choose to calm down at the beginning and deal with it, then take my own time to vent my negative emotions. Unlike most friends who will choose to go to a bar or club to drink alcohol.

For me, relieving problems with alcohol is the same as suicide because it ultimately has the potential to worsen or even add new problems. But that doesn't mean I judge that those who seek pleasure there are guilty, because coming back is just a life choice.

After crying and screaming, gradually the pain in my chest disappeared, alternating with hunger and thirst.

"Dict, I'm laper, delivery pizza dunk say, please!" I said to my spupuku as I walked towards the refrigerator and picked up a cold cola. Dicta just smiled as he gave a thumbs up sign to agree and immediately ordered through the online application.

While waiting for our order to come, I checked my HP, there were many calls and Chat WA from Alvaro. I really did not expect in just one week the relationship that was built 3 years immediately ran aground. Whatever tricks Nadine used on Alvaro, the biggest mistake remained with both of us.

If only Alva could take care of himself more especially in getting along, then it is likely Nadine will not have a gap to do her tipudaya. And if only I could be smarter about taking the time to pay attention to Alva and at the same time fulfill my duties, maybe all would not happen.

Well again it's just all the possibilities that happen to us, but in reality the lifeline says otherwise. I must feel back the wounds of betrayal, even worse than before.

The Flashback

drt....

I saw Stanley's caller ID was calling, and I picked up the call immediately. I haven't spoken up yet, Stan's been grumpy first, "Yank, please meet me now at cafe XXX, there's something important we have to talk about!"

Arriving there, I immediately approached the lover of my heart.

"Hi Stan.." I kissed her right left cheek and hugged her longing. Well, it's been a skitar this week we've had a hard time meeting.

I caught the unease in my lover, like something bad was about to be said. Oh my God. Before long a waiter came to bring waffles with chocolate ice cream and my favorite mint choco that Stanley had ordered.

Actually I was very curious what to talk about, but I chose to enjoy my food first to build my mood. We enjoyed each other's food in silence. My confusion and Stanley's silence made the atmosphere very awkward, I decided to start our conversation.

"Stan, are you okay? Don't make me afraid donk, you've been fucked up!"

Not immediately answering, he heard his breath as if he was doing an inhalation exhale to control himself.

I smiled to help calm him down, "We promised Stan to talk about anything if one of us had a problem?"

I could only widen my eyes in surprise when I read the wedding invitations on behalf of Stanley and Arizka Wijaya.

Not waiting for my reaction, Stanley immediately told me about the accident involving him 3 months ago.

Unbeknownst to me, the victim of an accident involving Stanley was Arizka Wijaya, the son of the Wijaya Group.

He was paralyzed and Vijaya's family with his power made Stanley responsible by marrying Arizka. Next week, the wedding will be held.

Don't ask me what it's like to have my heart broken in a riddle, my chest tight. I was crying in Stanley's arms. We both cried releasing the burden in our hearts and at the same time the longing of each of us.

It might not have been as painful as it was if I had been told from the beginning, although in the end it remained the same as losing but my time to prepare my heart was longer.

"I love you Stan, whatever you face, please be happy. I'm proud of you, always be a responsible man. I'm saying goodbye!"

Flashback off

It turned out that 3 years later I had to release the person I love even with a different problem and path. And as I've been emphasizing while parting ways with my EX, please be happy. I should also be able to pretend to forget the same heartache let me be happy.

The steps are always the same, I will pretend to forget that I am hurt, usually I am willing to take care of the night and busy myself at the hospital where I serve. And usually with a lot of productive time the pain gradually disappears until finally I can really accept God's path for me.

I only hope that Alva's wound nicks this time I can bury even though maybe the time duration will be longer because the depth of the wound is far above average. I laughed incessantly because my mind started to mess up to equalize the wounds of the heart just like hehehehe math.......

I may be very angry and disappointed in Alva, but I also do not deny that Alva's feelings for me have been sincere, so her actions stuck with Nadine instead I call a disaster for Alva himself. I was hurt, but I don't know why I couldn't hate it.

"Gab, woii pizza you've come here, eat first, make the temple forget the same Alva you also need a lot of energy!" said Dicta while chuckling amusedly to tease me. I also laugh with his spare change that is always powerful to make me tough to face even the worst conditions.

"Dict, that ration you can't make me too, my energy abis Dict 3 years keep the soul mate of others!" I said as I casually plucked the carbon paste Dicta. There was a thunderous laughter from Dicta responding to my absurd statement.

*Whatever the color of your life, remember that there will be a rainbow that comes back to color your heart.

************To Be Continue*************