
"Where now? Let brother talk to him? Why do you have to split up? Is it because of her parents?" Nadine said while shaking her waist. Niken looked up, looked at her brother with a glare, then she shook her head. Lungla. His feeling is very painful. His heart raced weakly. She lost her little heart. The heart is all about Hans. About his memories with Hans.
"Hans just regained consciousness from his coma. It's been 2 months, his family is waiting for Hans to wake up from his coma. I couldn't do anything about it, when I made a pact with my mother. That I should leave him. No. gabe. Don't do anything to Hans and his family. Let it be, let me bear it all. My sorrow, my wound, my bitterness, let me feel it." Lirih Niken. Nadine exhaled and hugged her sister with pity. "Why do you have to suffer such a fate?" Inner Nadine.
1 Hour passed, Nadine invited Niken to breakfast. After that Niken rushed to the campus where he worked. Niken breathed again, Oh my God... It turns out this is how it feels. A philophobe like me who's starting to believe that love exists. Having to experience something like this loving and being loved is not easy. As it turns out, we have to be willing to make sacrifices to get our feelings intact without getting hurt. But it turns out heartache and love are one package that we must feel together. That's the risk when a philophobe like me experiences a thing called falling in love. Is this the end of everything? Or does God have another secret for me to be with him back together. How am I supposed to be able to go through all this without him always protecting me? Am I willing to live it? I asked my heart, but I didn't get any answers. So, this is my choice. With weight, I will live with all my heart.
Niken ventured to knock on the rector's door. Signing a certificate that has been decided by both parties, namely between him and the rector. It will stop for a while. It was approved by the campus president. On the grounds that he would research into several countries. The choice is very round, Niken-pun hasten to pack his things. He looked over at Hans's desk, I'm sorry Hans. Pilu and sad to hear his face. He breathed heavily.
"Miss...?" Suddenly Bella. Niken looked towards the source of the voice.
"Where are you going?" Bella asked as Niken brought her learning gear.
"I'm leaving, Bel." Answer Niken.
"Where?"
"Not ask where am I going? You'll know for yourself." Reply Niken.
"Koq that's it, Ken. It's not fun if there's no you." Tukas Bella's.
"Bel, if anyone asks me where? Just tell me you don't know. Let's just say we didn't meet today. I don't know what to explain to you, but... I'm sorry, if I'm wrong enough with you." Said Niken. Bella blinked her eyes. What happened to Niken? Think Bella. It's not usually Niken like this. Bella breathed her breath.
"Hans how? She knew you were leaving?" Niken shook his head. Hearing Hans' name alone was already very heavy for him. Especially if you meet later? What's he supposed to say? Niken sayu's eyes. He's so tired.
"Hans and I are separated." Answer Niken. Bella was shocked to not believe it. That day before he left his beloved country, Niken stopped by the hospital to see Hans condition. But once there, he sees Hans with his family packing up and leaves the hospital. They look happy. Niken saw Hans laughing brightly cheerfully. He refrained from appearing before Hans.
"Sir Niken?" Haya cried by touching Niken's shoulder.
Niken and Haya sit in hospital park seats. Niken paid a farewell to Haya.
"I'm sending Hans a letter." Said Niken.
"I know you love each other. But why did you have to leave anyway? Please don't stay in Hans's sister. I beg. She loves Sister Niken very much." Haya.
"Later on, you'll understand why I left here." Answer Niken.
"But brother Hans will be devastated." Haya held Niken's arm.
"Please take care of Hans for me. Don't say anything about my departure. I never left his love. I will always be there for him. Whatever happens. I'm next to her for Hans." Reply Niken then leave Haya. Upon Haya's arrival in the room, Dina smiled. Haya is eager to deliver the letter to her brother, but she may be angry, or she may never deliver the letter to Hans. Haya was stalling for time to give her brother a letter. Until Hans returned to his apartment and moved back.
"Mama's coming home, baby. I'm so glad you're back to health." Dina. Hans nodded and hugged his mother. Dina, Aaron and Haya drive Hans back to his apartment.
"Yes, um." Reply Hans.
After Dina and Aaron passed, Haya told Hans. "Sister, I'm sorry about Haya..."
"Why Haya?" Ask Hans. Tidying his clothes into the closet.
"I'm sorry, Haya didn't tell sister." Reply to Haya while lowering her head. Hans.
"Why the hell? My sister doesn't understand." Hans.
"Actually Haya really wants to tell sister. But Haya didn't dare, because of mama." Haya.
"Mama why?"
"Letter? From Niken? Why should my mom be angry? Mama likes Niken." Hans scrunched his forehead.
"Ohhhh how ya. Haya was confused about her clarity." Said Haya.
"Tell me frankly, what exactly is going on?" Ask Hans. Haya breathed out her breath.
"But I promise you won't be angry?"
"Yes..."
"Actually, when sister and sister Niken had an accident. Mama was very angry with Niken. Mama actually sister Niken, mama also mama does not agree sister related to sister Niken again. Mama ngusir sis Niken, and..." Haya bit her lip.
"And why...?"
"And mom asked Brother Niken to make an oath, if brother kisses, he has to go leave brother." Continue Haya while offering her letter.
Hi Hans?!
Howareyou?
Maybe you're awake, you're with your family or you're in your apartment.
Ohya, it might be old-fashioned if you read my letter. Because this is not his time anymore. Sorry because the letter was so shabby. Uhmmm, Hans, don't ask me where? And don't look for me. I'll get hurt later.
There are so many things I want to tell you.
But I know, this letter won't be enough to explain everything.
My apology may mean nothing to you.
Thank you for always taking care of me.
Thank you for always being by my side when I've been through a lot of pain.
Our relationship, perhaps, will never find blessing.
We are like lovers who never arrived.
We've been through a lot.
But I understand our destiny.
Even though we'll never be together.
But the longing will always be in my heart.
And love will be hidden within us.
Ilove you.
Nikens…