One Summer Night "Only You Do I Believe"
Episode Thirty-six

"Aunty...?" Niken cried to Hani Jihan's mother. Hani hugged Niken full of sadness. "May Niken talk to Jihan for a second?" His word. Hani nodded, then passed leaving Niken with Jihan in the hospital room. While Ria's mother Niken calms Hani down.

"Jihan...?" Niken exclaimed heavily, then dripped his tears that had been held back since. Jihan looked very weak. His face was deathly pale, his lips were dry white, his eyes were sunken, extremely pushy. Jihan is Niken's best friend. He is kind and caring.

"Shhh, don't cry Niken." Lirih Jihan.

"Jihan, sorry Niken's dad..." Said Niken while shedding tears.

Jihan nodded slowly.

"Niken, don't tell mom Jihan yes. Mama Jihan will be sad. Father Niken..." Jihan sighed, "Niken's father is okay, right? Jihan wants to go see grandma." Further.

"Don't leave Niken." Said Niken while holding Jihan's hand. Then Jihan closed her eyes slowly. "Jihan...?" The voice of Niken raucous.

"Jihan's going to sleep first." It's slow. His voice was almost inaudible.

"Jihan...?" Excite Niken again. Jihan smiled at Niken's voice calling her. After 5 minutes, Niken woke Jihan back up.

"Jihan...?" But this time Jihan didn't respond. Niken shook Jihan's hand. But Jihan did not budge. "Damn... Jihan... Jihan........ Ibuuuu." Niken ran towards her mother while crying. Mama Jihan ran to see her son, then shouted loudly. Mother called the doctor, shortly after that the doctor came and gave a shock effect. But, baby, Jihan is gone. Niken's eyes blurred, he saw shadows. Jihan's figure smiled sweetly, she reached her hand. Niken rubbed his eyes. Can't believe what he saw. He was crying as hard.

It was a drizzling rain that day, Jihan's funeral was held during the day. The sky was dark, the wind was reluctant to blow, the earth was crying over the departure of Jihan. Niken's tears spilled with the rain. When he saw his father carrying an umbrella. A sinister shadow flashed from his father's face grinning, his canine teeth extremely sharp, as if about to pounce on him.

"Shhh... Don't noise. If you're noisy, I won't hesitate to kill you." Reno Threat. The sentence continued to ring in his memory, causing great anxiety and pressure for him. To him, his father's gaze was extremely frightening. Like a lion trying to hit its prey. Niken looked at her father with a different look. She is no longer my favorite daughter. Dad is not his first love. Niken hated her father.

Reno realized the gaze of rejection that emanated from her daughter. He knew he had made a big mistake. So that he never again has the dignity and dignity as a father in the eyes of his youngest daughter. The more Niken matures the heavier Reno feels about her daughter. During those 22 years, Reno lived in great guilt. He never felt the love of Niken again. There was never again a word of longing spoken from Niken's mouth. The punishment was commensurate with his actions as a pedophile. Reno is devastated, he promises to change. But unfortunately stage 4 liver cancer has been eating away at him.

One year ago

Niken returns home to his parents to take his S2 diploma, as well as his files and other important items.

"Niken, you should stay at home." Reno. Niken did not answer, he just shook his head. Nadine is very upset with Niken's attitude that never changes. He always showed a cynical look at his father. 

"Niken, nanya's father, dong replied." Nadine.

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No, there's a work meeting tomorrow morning. Repot if you have to come home at dawn." The answer.

"Yeeehhh, the tone is like that. Being polite with dad why the hell? The kids are getting less and less self-aware." Tukas Nadine was upset

"Ehhh if you say guarded yes. Don't worry about the father's and mother's favorite children's brother, continue to be able to casually talk to me." Reply Niken.

"What a beloved child. I'm talking 'cause you're not polite with dad." Nadine's voice was rising.

"Ohhh Nadine's sister is now a pinter."

"Miss?" Gertak Ria's.

"You know yourself." Jerky Nadine.

"Nadine's." Ria held back her emotions. He was worried that his two children would be hostile to each other.

"Ehhh listen yes, I take care of my father with my sick mother. You where? When parents are difficult, there is no. Your sick father said. You're an ungodly kid know that?" Nadine rode apitam as well as Niken.

"Ehhh if you don't know anything you'd better be on them." Said Niken.

"I wonder what the hell is great about you. High school, pass S3, what do you do? If the same parents of aza durhaka. What is the evidence that you succeeded? Got an apartment, a fancy car, a lecturer, but it's like a devil. That's what it's called working." Nadine. Niken's hand floated and landed right on her brother's cheek.

"This is what you want? Look mom, Niken doesn't pantes mom's proud. He even dared to slap me. It's a result of mom letting Niken stay with grandpa and granny. They're spoiling Niken too much." Nadine.

"Sister has no right to ngehina grandfather and grandmother. You guys know what? What do you know about my life? This time, you've proven Nadine. That you don't deserve to be my sister." Reply Niken. Tears fell on his cheeks.

"alright. If I don't deserve to be your sister. Then you're not my real sister." Tukas Nadine's.

"Nadine enough?" Jerky Reno.

"Why are you quiet? Why not explain what you did to me? You know how much I've been suffering?" Niken stared angrily at his father.

Nadine slaps Niken for being rude to her father. "Enough Niken. Enough." Said Ria.

"Didn't mom know either? Why was I 5 years old depressed?"

"Niken is already. It's been a long time, no more talking about Jihan's death that's left you in shock."  Ria. Niken scrunched his forehead in disbelief. He approached his father, then pulled the collar of his father's shirt.

"Until this second. Y-you never told the truth to mom. What kind of father are you?" Niken yells at his father. Nadine slapped and hit her sister.

"Nadine...?" Jerky Reno.

"Hit. Hit me Nadine. Hit me to death."

"Enough. That's enough." Ria was crying unbearably. Niken wiped her tears. He stood with all his might.

"Well, if you don't want to explain to me. I'll explain everything." Niken said to regulate his breathing.

"21 years ago. When Jihan was staying at our house..."

"Miss...?" Sergey Reno.

"At 1 p.m., I woke up when my father was holding me, and moved me to the closet. He locked me up, then he raped Jihan..." Niken tried to hold back her crying.

"Niken, let me explain." Reno Pinta.

"Dad threatened me, if I was noisy then he would kill me. I was scared, I was so scared back then. I wanted to run to brother's room, but, but I was too scared to face him. You know why Jihan died? It's because of mom's husband. He who has taken everything. I hate him, even he accuses Grandpa of being a perpetrator of abuse. Do you know why I am depressed...? Because I'm depressed, ma'am. I fear. I was so scared to face him. Because he threatened me repeatedly. Grandpa was willing to go to jail for 4 years in place of this bastard. They kept this a secret from you so that mom and dad could stay together. But this, this is your reply to me. And you know Nadine. You are the worst brother in the world. Where were you when I asked for company to sleep. Huh uh? Where're you?" Shouting Niken. His eyes are red. "You know, you're the one who's always jealous of me. Even you stole food at the supermarket. Then accuse me of being the culprit? Brother like you? Huh uh? You think you're better than me. You're. You're even a demon, Nadine." Plakkk, Ria slapped her youngest daughter's cheek.

"good. Mom did it right. I'm protecting Nadine, protecting that bastard. Goody. Good mom. You never even asked me, am I happy? Am I suffering? You don't even know, the impact from 21 years ago. I'm suffering from philophobia. You're happy Nadine. That your sister will never marry. You're glad Reno, that your son has labeled all men bastards like you. And you're mom, you're happy, you're happy I'm hurt? What kind of family is this. I hate you guys. I hate you all." Niken let out all her anger. His voice was raucous, then he left the house.

"What did Niken really say, dad?" Ask Nadine. Reno couldn't dodge it back. Then he nodded.

"I'm sorry dad. I'm sorry, ma'am." Answer Reno. Nadine was silent as well as Ria. They did not expect that all this would happen.

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