
Niken's face looked even more radiant after leaving the hospital. But Niken had to do psychological therapy from Tanu, before he finally returned to his apartment.
"How, Niken?" Ask Tanu. Niken breathed.
"I thought it would be hard, but it's easy." Answer Niken.
"You did very well. Ohya, did your parents know about your current psychic condition?" Tanu. Niken shook his head. "You still hesitate to trust them?" Tanu Pungkas. Niken nodded.
"Emmm, I don't know if telling them my health condition will make me comfortable or not. But, I don't want to make them worry." Reply Niken.
"There are two things you should know, something we can control. Something we cannot control. Our feelings and the feelings of others. We can control ourselves. But we cannot control the feelings of others. And you know Niken, the magnitude of your family's love won't break anything. They're where we come back after we've traveled far." Tanu. Niken breathed.
"i know's. Maybe I'll tell them later." Answer Niken.
"okkey. I hope you always love you." Tanu.
"Thank you Tanu."
"Your welcome."
"Hans...?" Tanu exclaimed as they came out together.
"Yes..."
Tanu looked at his best friend, then changed to look at Niken. "I believe you." Tanu. Hans smiled.
"Thank you Tanu." Reply Hans.
"I'm the one who should thank you, because you've come into Niken's life. So many changes in Niken after he met you." Tanu.
"Miss Tanu." Niken interrupted. Tanu and Hans laughed. Niken pinched Hans's stomach.
"Be careful" said Tanu. Then they left the bureau.
They arrived at the door of each apartment. "I can't leave you, where are you going to sleep?" Ask Hans.
"I'll just stay at your apartment." Niken answered, holding Hans' hand.
"Then we pack up first." Said. Hans accompanied Niken to pack some of his clothes.
"Ohya..." Said Niken remembering something. Niken took her skincare and makeup tools.
"You're gonna take all that to my apartment?" Hans asked in disbelief. Niken nodded.
"I'll bring a hair dryer, curling, and catokan. Ohya, I will also bring my bodycare. Uhmm, shampoo, conditioner, hair vitamins, hair spray and tonic." Niken Imbuh.
"That much?" Hans shook his head in disbelief. "You don't want to move to a house that's tens of kilometers away from Niken. You just moved into my apartment just a step away." Imbuh Hans's.
"Why?" Niken pouted, "you don't like it?" Niken crossed both hands to the chest.
"That's not it, I mean, you don't have to take all your stuff to my apartment." Hans.
"But I need all this, Hans." Niken defended himself. Hans sighed and let Niken act as he wished.
"All right." Said finally. Niken smiled happily.
"Ah. We're forgetting something." Said Niken. Hans turned his head, "what if Haya comes? Then ask why I'm in your apartment? Then he's suspicious and misunderstood about us." Niken.
"You don't have to worry. I can take care of Haya." Hans replied casually. Niken smiled back.
Niken tidied her stuff into Hans' closet. Even with her skincare that was kept at Hans's dresser.
"I put your lotion and parfume here." Said Niken. Hans nodded, then he lay in his bed. Niken.
"Come here." Hans patted his bed, gesturing for Niken to approach him. Niken sat down next to Hans. Hans pulled Niken's arm and hugged him.
"I'm still afraid that Haya will suddenly come." Tukas Niken's.
"Do I have to change my apartment door password?" Ask Hans.
"Then how?" Hans tidied up Niken's hair and looked at him full of love.
"I don't know." Said Niken.
"Why are you so pretty?"
Niken smiled shyly. Hans closed his lips, and Niken closed his eyes. His desires tempest. For a long time, Niken waited for her lips to be kissed by Hans. And Hans laughed at Niken who was expecting his kiss. She laughs.
"You pranking. It sucks." Niken pouted annoyed.
"Hey...?" Hans pulled back Niken's arm, then kissed his forehead affectionately.
"You don't wanna kiss my lips?" Tukas Niken biting his lips. Hans smiled and swept Niken's hair.
"Why? You want to kiss me?" he said with a smile. Niken shook her head, looking once Niken was very embarrassed. Hans hugged Niken very tightly. "I love you so much." Hans whispered softly into Niken's ear.
Slowly Niken brought his lips closer to Hans's. "I am too." Reply Niken. Hans *******Niken's lips are friendly. Niken's blood is flowing warm. He felt like he was flying into space. Just the two of you with Hans.
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Hans prepared the food he had cooked for dinner. Hans cooked Niken's favorite fried rice. With topping sausage, cheese and chicken milk.
Niken bribed his food, "how?" Ask Hans. Niken held up his thumb.
"This is the first time you've cooked for me. And it's so good after your omelet." Praise Niken. Hans scoops his fried rice and Niken doesn't lie about his cooking. All seasonings mixed fitting.
"Hans, don't say anything to Bella and the other guys." Pinta Niken, Hans nodded in understanding.
"When are you going to tell your condition to your mother and sister?" Ask Hans. Niken shook his head.
"Is there no other way than to tell my mother and sister?" Reply Niken.
"Do you have any other plans?" Hans held Niken's hand.
"No. I don't have any plans. I just want to love myself as much as I love you, without having to tell them my condition. If I can accept you quickly, why can't I accept myself? What am I supposed to do?" Niken.
Hans sighed, then he approached Niken. Hugging Niken from behind, "I will always help you. Will always be beside you. So we'll do it together, for your sake." Hans replies then kisses Niken's cheek.
"Thank you." Said Niken.
It was late at night, Niken and Hans prepared themselves for sleep.
"I'll sleep on the couch." Hans. But Niken disagreed with Hans' decision. Niken slept on Hans's boat, as the man lay on the sofa.
"Miss?" Hans surprised.
"I can't sleep." Answer Niken.
"You want me to tell a story?" Hans's proposal, Niken nodded in agreement. Hans tells the story of Romeo and Juliet, and it manages to put Niken to sleep. Hans carried Niken to his room, kissed him on the forehead and then covered him. When he was about to leave, his hand suddenly restrained.
"Hans...? Sleep with me." Niken Imbuh. Hans nodded and lay down beside Niken. Neither Hans nor Niken, had yet fallen asleep in a dream. Hans was so agitated, so was Niken. This was the first time Niken felt unsettled. Likewise with Hans who was unable to resist his desires.
"You haven't slept?" Said Niken disperse Hans' daydreams. Hans looked at Niken's face.
"Come here." Hans asks Niken to approach him. Niken leaned her head against Hans' shoulder.
"Your heart beats faster." Tukas Niken's. Hans smiled.
"I tried to hold it." Reply Hans.
"Hold what?" Niken. Hans kissed Niken on the forehead and then dropped to his lips. Niken changed her body position. Their breaths are fast. Niken and Hans stared at each other.
"May I exceed my limits?" Ask Hans. Niken gulped, he could not resist his desire either. Niken nodded slowly.
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