
"Hans...?" Niken let go of her embrace. Hans looked at. "Did you hear it?" Ask Niken.
"Hear what?" Hans scrunched his forehead. I don't understand what Niken is saying. Whose voice is that? Is that my heart? What the hell is going on with me? Lord, have you sent me a love? Niken asked himself. He is confused by his feelings. As the wind gushed down his face, Hans swept his hair. Their views met at one point. A meeting that washed away his feelings.
"How is love?" Lirih Niken's.
Hans kissed her forehead, "she's in the heart." Hans replied slowly. Then he kissed Niken's left cheek, "close to his pulse and chest." Hans again kissed the right cheek, "missing if not met, faithful when going, and..."
Hans kissed Niken's lips gently. Niken's heart pounded hard, he was swept away in a romantic kiss. It was as if nothing could separate the two. Hans let go of his lips slowly. "And always wanted to be around him. Likes and sorrows, happy and sad. That's love." Hans. Niken was unable to breathe properly, her chest shook rapidly, the warm kiss made her soar into the air, dance with the fairies, making her feel how much Hans meant to her. Niken still could not believe what she was feeling, her eyes were clear. Niken still looked at Hans with a happy feeling. So did Hans, who couldn't help his feelings. Hans returns ******* lip of the woman he loves. Niken closed her eyes while enjoying her happy feelings. Then he wrapped his arms around Hans' neck. Reply to that warm kiss with affection.
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Hi night... How are you doing? I want to say something you might not believe in. I'm sure you'll agree. My feelings were shaking, as if the world was mine. I never felt this vibration. This time with Hans. You know Hans...?? Yeah, him. The guy I used to tell you about over my lonely nights in Turkey, when I was studying S2. I know, it's like a miracle. Like something I've never felt before. Hans always assured me that love was beautiful and I must have felt it. The beauty of love and happiness with love. Slowly my heart opened, to welcome the love that never was. I realized my feelings for him. Because he's the only survivor afraid of me. Only him. And because of him I can feel this feeling.
This is the first time I kissed him. It was beyond expectations. Right Tanu said, I will soar high. I'll feel the world belongs to just the two of us. And I don't feel like parting with him. I want to repeat it again and again. I want to hug him. I want to be with him always. I don't want to separate the warm touch of her hand from mine. Right, it's love. That's why I wrote it for you. I do not want this night to be in vain for not sharing with you, O night. Tell him I love him so much. Maybe this is what is called destiny. This is the path I have to take to get through all the challenges God has given me. Maybe, through Hans, I need to understand love. I am ready to accept all forms of love. Be happy and sad, suffer from longing, and various other flavors that are likely to flare up in my heart. He said love is so. That's why I grabbed it with open arms. I want to be able to marry someone I love. They can conceive, and have many children. Living together with love. Such a happy, harmonious and romantic family. Not just in a fairy tale. But it's true in the true story between me and the man I love right now, Hans. I was happy when I found out that kiss was able to shake my heart. I love him and I am happy. That's how my heart is right now.
Niken closed the book. She bit her lip, re-imagining her kiss with Hans. This is what he called falling in love. Niken is eager to share with Tanu. He wants to go home soon and visit the Tanu counseling clinic. Niken is so happy. Many times he tried to close his eyes, the shadow of the kiss always appeared suddenly.
"Miss... You haven't slept?"
"Mahccaaa..." Spontaneous body lifted. Niken was surprised as soon as Bella turned her head. "You just surprised me."
"Why are you so surprised?" Ask Bella.
"No. Its alright. Sleep on." Reply Niken.
Hans
You're asleep already?
Niken got a message from Hans.
Nikens
Haven't. You you?
Hans
Same. I haven't either.
Nikens
I just finished writing.
Hans
Write what?
Nikens
My diary. You, why haven't you slept?
Hans
Still thinking about you.
Nikens
Me either.
Hans
Why didn't you refuse?
Nikens
Refuse what?
Hans
Refusing to be kissed by me.
Nikens
Ummm, no.
Hans
Whynot?
Nikens
Never mind, don't talk about that. I'm shy.
Hans
Why shame..?
Nikens
Hans, I'll kill you if you keep talking about that kiss.
Hans
You won't be able to kill me. Because you love me too.
Nikens
Why are you so confident...?
Hans
Otherwise, you won't want to be kissed by Niken.
Nikens.
☺ stop. I'm sleepy. Go to sleep.
Hans
Go sleep. What a beautiful dream. And be happy in your dreams. I'll be there.
Nikens
Why do you want to be in my dreams?
Hans
Just in case. Who knows you need my backrest.
Nikens
Hans, thank you. You always try to convince me to accept happiness and love.
Hans
It's my job, Niken. You don't have to worry.
Nikens
Hans
Good night, my dear Niken.
Nikens
Good night, too, Hans.
Hans
Don't reply again. Quick sleep.
Nikens
Alright. What a beautiful dream Hans.
Hans
You also. What a beautiful dream. Let the moon shine on your face. So that tomorrow I will see a beautiful view of your face. A smile that shines like the sun during the day. And a hot summer night. Let me love you my way.
Nikens
Keep it that way, so I can be more sure that you love me.
Hans
You loved me?
Nikens
What do you want me to answer?
Hans
Anything. Which makes me happy.
Nikens
Then I'll make you happy too.
Hans
You loved me?
Nikens
Hans, I want to see you again.
Hans
Wh why? Youmisshim?
Nikens
Hhhh, it seems so.
Hans
I managed.
Nikens
Succeed what?
Hans
Makes you miss me.
Nikens
May I ask.
Hans
Yeah, of course you are.
Nikens
Why are you so sure I'm gonna fall in love with you?
Hans
Your eye. Your eyes answer everything Niken. Your eyes don't doubt me.
Nikens
Your kiss...
Hans
Wh why? You want some more?
Nikens
No. gabe. I didn't say that. I just wanted to say that your kiss changed my feelings.
Hans
How are you feeling right now?
Nikens
Always wanted to be with you. Hans, is that love?
Hans
I suppose. Because I will never give up on making you the queen of my life and a mother for my children.
Nikens
I'm sleepy. Let's go to bed.
Hans
Hmm, let's go to sleep. Later, I'll make sure. You'll sleep next to me.
Nikens
Good night Hans.
Hans
Good night to the woman I love.
Niken closed her mouth and smiled happily. He's like a teenager stricken with kasmaran. He rushed to charger his phone. And smeared skincare first to his face, after which he fell asleep in sleep.
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