
"Niken, I love you." I'm Hans in earnest. Niken held his breath for a moment. Staring at Hans with a very different feeling than usual.
"me too... Loving you."
"Look, I don't know what to say. But... I don't know my own feelings. I just wanna say, I don't know how to love you. And I think, I don't love you." Reply Niken, he knew what he said was not in accordance with what he felt. For Niken, falling in love was the hardest thing she could accept, but somehow to Hans she felt different. Do you know if it is love or just a momentary feeling? Hans was still looking at him fixedly. There was no longer an answer he could say, except to just look Hans in earnest. And actually the heart that Niken has right now is for him. To Hans. Because it's just Hans, the only guy who's been so close to him. Hans was the only one he could trust.
"See, I will make you fall in love with me." Hans said confidently. Niken held her breath, "nobody can make me comfortable unless you're Hans. I never knew what it was like to love. Is it fun or sad? I just don't want to feel the bitterness and bitterness of living it. That'sallthatis. I know it might be hard for you. But Hans, when you tried to convince me of that love. I'm sure I fell in love with you. From the first moment you and I knew each other at that time." Batin Niken's.
"How too...?"
"Nuts..." Hans answered in Korean, which means secret.
Niken smacked Hans' arm "You're always such a bitch, how could I fall in love with you? Fucking playboy."
"Playboy said? Hey what if I manage to make you fall in love with me?" Imbuh Hans's.
"Try it first." Reply Niken.
"Do you challenge...?"
"Yes I'am.. show me now."
"What do you want?"
"Anything's up." Reply Niken. "but now, I'm hungry. I wanna eat fried rice, okay." Niken. Hans dragged Niken's fried rice plate.
"Hans...?"
"Yes Niken..."
"That's my plate."
"Ohhh that's your plate. I thought mom's plate was canteen."
"Yes, I mean it's a mother's canteen plate. But I want to eat." Tukas Niken's.
"You want to eat...?" Niken nodded her head by moving her lips forward. While Hans deliberately pointed his cheek straight forward.
"What?"
"Kiss." Reply Hans.
"No."
"Ohhh come. I want you to kiss me." Hans.
"No. Hans look out, I want to eat."
"I won't give you food if you don't kiss me." Hans. Niken pinched Hans's stomach.
"www..."
"Eat him don't be ignorant." Said. Then he immediately took the food that Hans had hidden away.
"I'm not ignorant. But..."
"But what?" Niken fed him his fried rice.
Hans shook his head then bribed his fried rice. To me, you are a very beautiful jewel of the world. To me, you are an angel of a very beautiful and charming world. Niken, you have to know, no woman makes me crazy except you. And I know, your only one for me." Inner Hans. Then he ruffled Niken's hair.
"Funny." Ketus Hans's.
"Who's funny?" Ask Niken while chewing his food.
"You."
"I'm a clown. Pake funny all. Eat..."
"Hehe... Yes baby..." Reply Hans. In his heart Niken smiled happily as Hans called out to him with that word. A very pleasing call to his heart. Calms heart. And make it fly far into space.
Bella accidentally catches up with Niken and Hans are alone again. Bella was about to request the sk file that the campus operator requested to Niken. But seeing that both of them are making fun. Bella paused herself to knock on the door.
"They're both dating?" A voice surprised Bella. Amir was standing right behind Bella.
"They're both dating?" Amir repeated his question.
"Maybe." Answer Bella.
"You're Niken's best friend. You should know dong." Tukas Amir's.
"What the hell. Not everything I need to know. It doesn't matter if they are dating or not. It's none of my business." Bella was clearly walking towards her room.
"Ehh Bel, eat yuk."
"No. I'm full." Ketus Bella's.
"Yahhh you were invited to lunch very difficult Bel." Amir.
"If I said no. Don't make dong Amir." Reply Bella.
"If so, are we dating yuk?" Amir.
"Lu's girlfriend's awe."
"When are we married?" Amir said while grinning. Bella squinted her eyes.
"Lunatic lu. Ngajak Marah kayak ngajak. Mending now, you find your own food." Bella said.
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"happy. Happiness yourself. Free your heart. Open up your feelings wide. Love with positive energy. Love is happy. Love gives us a powerful energy to open our hearts to happiness. Comfort, warmth, smile, vibe, drifting far high, and the world feels to both it is real because love is happy. There is no such thing as wrong love, if you see sincerity. But the wrong love will always be seen even if only a speck. God will not let us suffer for love. If anything, it's not love but the wrong choice. Love is conditional, the condition is happiness. So please yourself before making others happy" Tanu's words always ring in his mind. Niken always tried to release all the bonds that had bound her all this time. But the shadow of his past was stronger compared to the peace he had in his heart. Many times he tried to let go but still Niken could not. Unable to release it alone.
The doorbell rang, Niken hurried to open it. "Hans..." The man smiled kindly. He brought dunkin a donut and two cups of ice cream. Niken gulped in wonder.
"You... What do you want to come to my house?" Niken asked still scrunched her forehead.
"I went to the neighbors." The answer. Hans sat in the middle room, opened the doughnut he had brought and the chocolate ice cream that looked delicious was devoured.
"Sit down, don't hesitate. I bought two chocolate ice creams for you. Come come..." Hans. Niken sat next to him. "Come mangap... Aaaa..." Niken complied and Hans put the doughnut into Niken's mouth. "Hows it? Yummy?"
"Of course it's good. It's food." Reply Niken.
"I'm never wrong." The drill.
"What?" Hans shook his head.
"The last time you could eat well?" Hans asked, his mouth full of food.
"Why are you asking that?"
"Just want to know."
"I always enjoy what I eat. And always eat well." Answer Niken.
"Really?"
"Why? You don't believe it?"
"This time you're lucky." Tukas Hans's.
"Lucky why?"
"Because I have eaten with handsome men in Indonesia." Hans praised himself. Niken almost choked. Hans quickly took a glass of mineral water.
"Hey, since when do guests take their own drinks." Ketus Niken's.
"I'm special, so you don't have to give me water. I'll go in and get my own water." The reply.
"You're weird."
"Let's drink first." Niken drank a glass of mineral water right out of Hans' hands.
"While strange, I will always love you." His word. Niken gulps. Actually without Hans trying to make Niken fall in love with him. Niken loved Hans. However, Niken still doubted her true feelings. Is it true love or not? For whatever he feels today, it is entirely a dilemma.
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