Me, Dusk, And Falsity
Chapter 51

Always Thankful

Dingan alarm was hit exactly 05.00 wib managed to make Fisya surprised and woke up from his sleep. Fisya immediately rose up while saying Alhamdulillah because God still gave him life again this morning. Fisya grabbed his phone to turn off the alarm

This morning activity began with the shajuh prayer and continued by chanting some verses of the Qur’an

After all his obligations were completed, he also woke up the other residents of the boarding house to perform the prayer shabuh

After successfully waking them all, Fisya immediately continued other activities, namely washing his clothes, cooking and preparing breakfast for other boarding residents

Fisya is indeed different from some friends in his class, if other friends in the morning have been busy with teaching at school

While Fisya even busy himself with cleaning boarding and sometimes doing some campus tasks.

In the heart of Fisya, he had been eager to teach like other friends, but what is the power of sustenance that is not yet right to greet him

And not only sustenance that has not approached it but there is one more strengthening factor that makes a Fisya has not worked until now, namely, the absence of permission from some family members such as my brother and especially My Hero

The two once told Fisya if they could still afford to finance all of Fisya's dependents including Fisya's current tuition fees

But, not that reason also what Fisya wants after getting his job, Fisya wants more useful activities out there by sharing his knowledge and counting start practice directly into a teacher

But, yes all that is only Fisya's own desire not the wishes of his family. So now Fisya should be grateful for the activities that concern him now

And Fisya should think Alhamdulillah once he can still enjoy all this without having to look for his own expenses by finding a job

Because there are many people out there who are still overwhelmed in seeking a livelihood to pay for their tuition.

While Fisya had calmed down because everything was borne by his two brothers. The point is always to be grateful for what we have is not to be envious of what others have

Sometimes we also need to think above the sky there is still the sky and vice versa. The point is that man should be grateful for what he has right now

As if we are difficult there is still something harder than us otherwise if we feel happy there are still people who are happier than us so thank God for what is there with a lot of thanks to God. As Allah says in Surah An-Nisa verse 147 which means :

“ Allah will not torment you if you are grateful and have faith. And Allah is Thankful, Knowing ”

The above verse is very clear that everything God gives us must be grateful for. No matter how little God gives, it is best for you

So never get lost in our minds if God is unjust in our sustenance. For God has given us our sustenance according to our need at that time

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Allahuahbar….Allahuahbar…..

It does not feel that Azan zhuhur has reverberated with his floor that comes from several mosques that are not far from the cost. Fisya immediately rose from his position and immediately took ablution and continued with prayer and did not forget to teach as usual

Everything has been neatly attached to his shirt khimar black syar’i with a blend of gray gamis adding to the grace of a Nafisya Kayla Lubis

Not to forget the bag and handsock he used and Fisya was ready to dart to the campus with Reni who was also neat with his black robe.

This time they both chose the alternative road through the back fence of the campus. Not only is the distance close enough but if they both go through the road it is automatic campus community is still a little quiet compared to the front which is certainly already crowded with other students scrambling in.

It didn't take long for the two of them to get to the class because a matter of minutes they had both separated themselves into their respective classes

Fisya greeted the rest of the class and immediately walked towards the empty seat.

This time we were all given the task of being teachers in the classroom. One by one students showed their ability to deliver material in front of the class

Time passed so quickly this time, the opportunity arrived Tria delivered her material in front of the class, it seemed she was very excited to convey the material she brought.

Somehow Fisya was also eager to present his work and knowledge. A few minutes later Tria had finished explaining all her understanding

Lecturers and assessment officers have explained the shortcomings and advantages of Tria.

When Bu Usmaidar called who else would come forward, with his sponge Fisya stood up and carried his laptop. Do not forget before the action Fisya handed a piece of paper containing the purpose of learning Fisya this time

Laptops that become media this time are ready to radiate in front of Fisya's eyes. With a little breath and bring Bismillah to neutralize his nervousness finally Fisya began his teaching practice “ Assalamua’alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh ” said Fisya with a slightly nervous tone

This time somehow other students even very focused on watching Fisya convey the material is very different from some friends before. Fisya brought material about Hijab

The reason is, at this time very rife occurrence misunderstanding and even wrong intention in using hijab out there

And not only that Fisya chose it because Alhamdulillah Fisya is quite understanding and strong in the material

“ So so friends, how can we a true Muslimah who has hijab still want to approach the opposite sex we are, right, especially until the courtship of Nauzubillah ” obviously Fisya looks nervous that previously he felt turned into more confident

“ As we know the law of hijab is mandatory so, as much as possible we should use it. But, somehow there are still a lot of women out there still like to reason strongly not to use it. Among the reasons are “ I am not ready to wear hijab behavior is still minus ”

“ Geez if you still think like that you are very lost and wrong. The behavior can be corrected over time. If what is mandatory you do not do how you can change for the better. And if not yourself who picked up the direction it could not be someone else who will keep reminding you right ”

“ Though God alone has been very clear about the problem of human change. As Allah explains in Surah Ar-Ra’d verse 11 which means :

“ For him (man) and the angels who always keep him take turns, from the front and behind. They keep it by the command of God. Indeed, Allah will not change the state of a people before it changes itself. And if Allah wills evil against a people, then no one can resist it and there is no protector for them.

“ Now it is very clear that the meaning of the above verse says if God will not change something into what we want if we ourselves do not try to change it and even want it. So for a good woman out there wear your hijab because your morals will also change seriing with your hijramu ” explained Fisya by occasionally walking through the rest of his class

Assalamua’laikum sorry yes yesterday author not up sorry, understandably pursued another deadline because. But, do not be bored to wait and read the novel. Also do not forget to vote yes because, what power if you just read without leaving a mark in the vote hehehehe.