Me, Dusk, And Falsity
Chapter 38

Truth

The heart that yesterday had been cracked and destroyed by irresponsible men finally now slowly began to recover. Together with the collapse of the principle that Fisya has built is very strong and sturdy

The conversation continued until it became a serious discussion

“ Loe just saw Ndri it was me who ngalamin ”

“ Lah yes hehehehehe. Do I need to code again my brother's so quickly halalin elo Sya? ”

“ Do not need Ndri let this flow as it is even if we are both fooled God will make us easy to be together however, if it's okay to make maybe there is no match between the two of us ” explained Fisya

“ MassyaAllah, not wrong my brother has a crush loe Sya, already beautiful, well, sholeha too. Amiin Sya I do’ain deh the best for both of you but, I want you to stay the same soul mate I because I agree very much you two united ”

The message ended because it was late at night and in fact Fisya also did not want to extend the problem any longer. Because for Fisya if it is a match God must always provide convenience over this problem

About Hafiz…..

Slowly but surely someone was able to get in and make Fisya change all his bad thoughts about feelings. Although not yet fully Fisya was able to open the door that he had closed tightly before but, at least there was a blemish and a yellow light for his presence in Fisya's heart

Maybe the mysterious figure and the relegius was able to change Fisya's thinking about love again. But, it seemed like he was not yet strong enough to restore Fisya's broken key and to open this tightly closed door.

Fisya admitted Hafiz had been able to perch in Fisya's mind for some time. And even able to grow a sense of interest Fisya again, but not for love it feels Fisya has not been able to give that one thing to her because the true love of Fisya only for her husband later

The trauma that Fisya experienced was nothing with other sad stories that some people might feel. But this is Fisya who is able to fall, collapse and even fall due to events in the past

The incident where Fisya had misplaced his love for men who were not necessarily his life companion.

Yes liking high school children is a mistake Fisya in the past school. The mistake of having to love and like a man who turns out to be pretending to love Fisya

Suddenly Fisya's daydreams in the past were stopped by a notification that taka sing again. The message was none other than Fisya's adoptive sister who is very dear to Fisya in the school bench first and until now, Rima.

“ Kak today gather yuk at school sisters again at this scout training? ” fill in Rima's message

“ What time is the deck? ” ask Fisya

“ Jam 2 kak, come yes once aja adek miss very much same sister ”

Fisya immediately agreed to the offer and Fisya happened to be on vacation and at home. Plus Fisya is already very long for school huh. Understandably after the end of Fisya so rarely Fisya visit

After replying to the message, Fisya immediately prepared to leave. Fisya immediately speed up his motorcycle with maximum speed so that the time is not wasted later, and so that Fisya more quickly meet with Rima.

A few minutes later Fisya finally arrived at his destination school and just immediately Fisya parked his motorcycle in the area. Fisya began to swing his legs towards the field where the sisters were training where Rima and the others were sitting

Rima who saw the arrival of Fisya immediately ran and hugged Fisya's body very tightly. Not a single word that escaped from the mouth of both of them was just the roar of tears that seemed to say if both were very, very longing

“ This deck is really you, right? ” ask someone who is next to Fisya

“ Yes this brother Fisya is who else brother? ” replied Fisya with a slight laugh.

“ Yes Allah the deck changed really know not the MassyaAllah kept defense yes deck ” said the brother

“ Yes brother Alhamdulillah Fisya hidayah faster approaching Fisya and allow Fisya to repent InsyaAllah next this do’ ya kak ”

“ MassyaAllah your saying also changed my deck a lot. Yes deck is always whatever it is best for you brother always do’ you ” they both embrace

Fisya was not surprised by his surprised attitude they saw the change this time. Yes, Fisya used to be very far from the Fisya that is now and even like the sky and earth.

At the time of school Fisya was quite famous difficult to guess. Still like the urgency, screaming unclear, installment and even likes to shake-up unclear.

And don't forget Fisya also dated in the main class at that time Fisya Astagfirullah really deh hehehehe

And if the matter of fashion first Fisya only use casual pants plus a shirt that is inserted into the pants and if the Fisya hijab is still open very close and that too thin material

Anyway not really style and attitude Fisya first. It was a shame to imagine the appearance of the old Fisya. But, Fisya does not regret all that because for Fisya everyone must have a past and must be used as experience and improvement for the future.

Alhamdulillah now Fisya realized sooner the guidance appeared for someone who would try to change himself right

After being satisfied to let go of longing with them Fisya also tried to come and see the brothers who were being trained. Seeing them being yelled at, Fisya recalled where Fisya had also been in their position and was even worse than them hehehehe

Fisya slowly walked forward to see who the coach was. Slowly but surely Fisya stepped on his foot but, at once Fisya's step stopped when he saw the coach's face.

Instantly the pain, disappointment, shame and other feelings of sadness begin to feel again. Yes that man was the destroyer in Fisya's past Rio

Because Fisya's legs have already stepped finally inevitably Fisya back to continue his steps. Fisya instantly accelerated his steps towards Rima to stabilize his sense of emotion towards Rio.

It is also impossible for Fisya to continue avoiding him because as hard as Fisya tried to avoid him one day Fisya must meet him again like today.

Rima who saw Fisya's attitude changed immediately pulled him up the field. Rima brought Fisya to a joglo or small cottage where joglo is a favorite place both to tell all the turmoil and problems they feel

“ Brother how after seeing him again? ” without further ado Rima directly intrograted Fisya

“ Still the same as the previous deck, just now it's more sincere deck ” replied Fisya with a little set of breath

“ Still sick or still in love? ” heard the question Fisya immediately surprised “ Still sick deck but, has it all happened right? ”

“ There is one thing that you should know again about him ” said Rima in a serious tone

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