Me, Dusk, And Falsity
Chapter 1

Ta’aruf (introduction)

“Has fallen under the stairs”. Yes that's a saying that is very suitable to describe a plain soft-hearted girl. Some tests he always faced and the severity of the test was always the same as the previous one about the heart.

Understandably she is a very innocent girl so easy to believe and provoked by sweet words from others, especially the opposite sex

Nafisya Kayla Lubis was the girl's full name. He prefers to be called Fisya. She said the name was soft and beautiful to her ears when someone called her.

19-year-old teenager who is undergoing his teenage years in the 3rd grade of SMK majoring in Technology and Information in sububurbia.

Both of Fisya's parents always control his growth and development including education. Starting from entering primary school Fisya always attended school that prioritizes Islamic religious education all of it was done by his parents because they did not want Fisya carried away by the flow of free association, and know love.

SD, SMP, even up to 1st grade SMK has been passed by Fisya smoothly and without any obstacles. But, it only lasted until there

Along with the development of the times and adolescence that grew from Fisya made him slowly began to contract a dangerous virus, the pink virus. And that's where the Fisya exam started

Exam after exam alternately to bully his mind. Fisya tried to get up in his slump and began to appreciate himself again, fixing what he had broken before

As well as trying to restore the trust of his family that he had previously broken with a sense that he should not have done in those days

Not only does Fisya justify his relationship with his fellow human beings, but he also justifies his relationship with the Creator, Allah SWT. Fisya realized that all that happened was a rebuke from God for his negligence to God

And Fisya also believed the trials that God had laid out for him were a form of God's love for him.

From the ordeal, Fisya got to know God with all his heart. Bringing about a great change in his life makes him always grateful for what God has given him.

“Then which favor of your Lord do you deny”. All people must have heard and read the word of God many times in the Qur’an letter Ar-Rahman.

Allah is fair to all his servants, there is no difference in the sustenance He gives to his creatures. The sustenance is not only in the form of material, wealth, or position but also health and the vast favors of faith

We should thank God for all the blessings we have received.

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Mentari had smiled perfectly this morning. Same with the bright feeling of Fisya in the morning. Fisya was neat with his all-white uniform

Yes this morning Fisya did not wear school clothes but all white clothes with shiny shoes without the slightest stain.

" Fuck off late! " shouted his sister who was sitting neatly on her motorcycle

Fisya also ran up to his parents to shake hands and directly ride the motorcycle carefully

Finally, the two brothers were already traveling at medium speed on the highway. It did not take long about 20 minutes Fisya and his sister had arrived in front of the school gate

Seen the atmosphere of the school that morning was quite crowded with hours that actually did not show at 07.00 Wib. Yes maybe today the influence of the event that their school will hold.

The motorcycle slowly left the main gate and the security guard post. Fisya who felt his appearance this time in the spotlight immediately draped his jacket to cover part of his skirt.

Fisya's appearance that day was indeed much different was not wrong if some people who saw him wanted to pounce on him hehehehe

At that time Fisya was not wearing a blue white uniform but he was wearing all-white clothes with a skirt that was only one inch above his knees, and do not forget his condition which was a little laughable.

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In a few minutes the show will start. The students who were dressed similar to Fisya had lined up gallantly and neatly in a place that had been determined by the school

The show was started by the show's readers. One by one their names were called and went straight to the front of the podium. Until the name Fisya was called

“ Nafisya Kayla Lubis” with her outspoken voice the host called Fisya

Today for the second time Fisya will be welcomed and given an award by the school. This is because previously Fisya became one of the Flag Raising Forces (PASKIBRAKA)red white on independence day

One by one the teachers began to greet Fisya and the others did not forget to also submit certificates and scholarship charters for them

When in the happy moment, Fisya's eyes were accidentally directed by a pair of eyes that turned out to have continued to pay attention to him

Round eyes and a beautiful smile unceasingly noticed Fisya's every move. Fisya already knows the figure and is even familiar to him.

She is the younger sister of her class named Rio as well as Fisya's pent-up love from long ago

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Dret…..

The bell rang with its floor indicating that learning time will soon begin. Some of the students have already started to get into their classes

But, not for Fisya and his colleagues to finish the scholarship acceptance event they were all gathered in the office to be given a little bit of curses and dishes

The principal again thanked them. Because it has been willing to honor the name of the school to become a member of the flag raiser team. The chatter melted so much that the break bell rang

" So yes, the children continue their achievements do not break up and be satisfied until there. Now you can change your clothes and join your other friends" said the principal and closed the non-formal meeting

When Fisya wanted to get up from his seat his hand was unconsciously held by a figure who was beside him, namely Fisya's best friend Dance

"Follow me!" said Tari who still continues to hold Fisya's hand

“ Aww..lepasin Tar sick tau ” ronta Fisya when they are unconsciously in front of the toilet

The dance slowly began to release its grip. And how surprised Fisya turns out there are already several other friends who are standing with their respective looses

Some fold both hands on the chest, some put up a tense face and some are a little scared that is Pita

“ Why I suddenly deg degan ya” asked Fisya in heart

“ Ribbon now you clear to Fisya about the text that Rio sent last night” suddenly Dance opened the conversation with the urgent tone of Pita

(in those days it was still popular with sms instead of with whataps).

“ Ribbon why do you diem?Let's explain to Fisya that Rio's a jerk.

Degs…

Somehow there is a sense of tightness in Fisya's chest heard the words of Tari who said that Rio was a jerk. Instantly his eyes squinted sharply at Pita. Fisya did not want his bad thoughts a few weeks ago back again.

“ Okay I told you, but I hope lo Sya, do not misunderstand me ” Ribbon finally opened his mouth because it got a sharp gaze from Fisya

“ Last night Rio shot me again but, I swear, I've already lost it as you I don't like it with him and, uh, I know you really like him so there is no way I ngehianatin elo Sya ”. explained Pita

Bugh..

Instantly it was like someone hit Fisya's chest after listening to the words and confessions of his best friend. Clear droplets without orders came out just like that from the end of Fisya's eyes

Disappointed again! Yes that's a more precise word to describe Fisya's current state. Fisya was disappointed with Pita who did not want to be honest with him at the beginning

And even worse disappointment because again and again the person he likes instead expressed his feelings to his own best friend