Me, Dusk, And Falsity
Chapter 2

Resuming Life

Three days had passed and three days had passed and Fisya and Pita did not greet each other. And the worst is sitting far away. Rika one of their best friends was infuriated by the childish behavior of both of them

Finally unable to take it anymore, she drags Fisya and pushes him. Fisya sat right next to Pita.

After 15 minutes of fighting with each ego Fisya finally spoke up. “ Pit, ma’afin me yes, for three days this diemin lo. We should not fight just because of men ” said Fisya

Feeling more guilty than her best friend Pita immediately hugged Fisya and apologized. “ I'm sorry too, I shouldn't have sent that message to lo ”

Both were wisdom in the arms until one of them let go because it felt quite tight hehehehe.

“ But, you remember yes, I do not like loe deket-deket same Rio moreover, until courtship" Pita reminded Fisya he others did not like if Fisya close to Rio

“ I sincerely like her Pit. I hope you understand my feelings to him ” stubbornly Fisya even defended himself

“ But,...” greeting Ribbon hanging Karen directly in sambar by Fisya

“ I know what I'm doing to him ”

Pita finally let her best friend with his decision anyway if it was time Fisya would also understand all the words of Pita

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A few days later Rio's explanation followed. Yes you already know what Fisya's answer is, easily he just forgave the patal mistakes that Rio has done

If said the child now mah slave Love (Bucin) hehehehe…

Fisya was indeed disappointed with Rio, but his disappointment was outweighed by his feelings of regret. And even Fisya also instantly accepted Rio's love statement without Fisya thinking first

You are plain or stupid Sya hehehehe why author so gemes himself yak🤭🤭

And a few days later the friends of Phaisees found out about it. They were all disappointed by Fisya's overly naive and innocent decision. But, still Fisya was firm on his stance

With his attitude it is what slowly makes friends stay away from him one by one. Unless Siti is still loyal to accompany Fisya according to him, Fisya must be able to change Rio for the better

***

Two months passed. And during that time there was nothing special about the relationship between Fisya and Rio. From the beginning Fisya already knew the risk like that he got, but again decided to survive

“ Rio, have you eaten? Brother bring provisions ni ” asked Fisya on the sidelines of the break even their calls nothing changed like upperclassmen to his juniors

“ May brother, I have not eaten, laper ” replied Rio with his cold attitude

Fisya also directly gave provisions to Rio “ Want big brother bribe? ” asked Fisya with the intention of teasing Rio. But, instead of being sensitive Rio answered her with such a sick answer

“ Apaan sak, already big time, already brother entered a class already there is a teacher ” replied Rio as his hand pointed towards class Fisya

Finally inevitably Fisya walked down towards his class

It didn't feel like three months had passed since their relationship. And still nothing has changed with the relationship between the two even now it is getting worse. It's been over a month now that Rio never told Fisya again. According to information from classmates, Rio's mobile phone is damaged and still being repaired

Not only that Fisya also not considered at all with Rio when meeting at school. Even Rio often tried to dodge if he accidentally ran into Fisya in the cafeteria or anywhere

***

That night was exactly 4 months of their anniversary. Fisya should have been happy but, he realized what he should be happy about. Because until now Rio also has not given any news for him. Even the news of asking for a break even though he did not lay down.

Not only opened the message Fisya had fantasized and guessed the contents of the message

" About what words did Rio send to ngerayain tonight "monolog Fisya in the heart in the sense of already impatient Fisya also immediately opened the message

Degs....

You know what Rio sent to Fisya

Rio :

“ Sorry brother, maybe we should end our relationship, there is no match between us I can not continue dating brother, I want to break up.”

I don't know when exactly the water came out but, for sure he had filled and moistened the cheeks of chubby Fisya. Disappointed again! Yes that's a word that at that time deserved to describe Fisya's feelings

The smile that had been blotting out was now forming a bitter expression. How not the message he had been waiting for for for for months brought disaster on him.

Without any explanation Rio instead asked for a break up. Didn't know Rio that all this time Fisya sacrificed feelings to wait for the message. And did not know Rio that during the wait that Fisya often insulted and blasphemed by his best friend because he was stupid still faithful waiting for inappropriate people

And can't Rio choose another one to ask for a break up, why should it be tonight? why in this moment and why break up? those are some questions that Fisya wants to ask Rio but, what is the power Fisya instead choose to silence and instead not at all reply to the message from Rio

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It's been a week to be exact Fisya tried to make peace with destiny. Fisya still likes to cry if he remembers that night a very bad night for him

Finally Fisya tried to surrender with everything that had happened maybe, this is the best and this is proof of all the words of reprimand from his best friend. Fisya must rise. He must not be selfish there are still many more important things for him to think about and even waiting for him before his eyes is his graduation

Fisya must focus on graduating and leaving the school, so that later his mind and heart can be calmer to forget Rio by not seeing him back

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Some of the school exams Fisya had successfully completed. Although the results were not as satisfactory as he wanted. This year it seems impossible for Fisya and other forces to get high marks. The reason is because this year has become a year of computer-based test testing

But, Fisya was still very grateful that meant he would quickly leave that school to calm his mind. And it does not feel two more days Fisya and his classmates will be massed at graduation

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That morning the sun was shining brightly as the fashion that Fisya was wearing. Occasionally Fisya tidied his hijab so as not to change direction. He was unceasingly watching the reflection of his face in the mirror

But somehow he suddenly remembered Rio who had the heart to hurt him. But, quickly Fisya tepis the thought that he should not collapse and be weak again.

“ I have to rise for the sake of the person I love ” Fisya monologue in heart

Finally without wasting any more time Fisya grabbed his bag, shook hands with his parents and was ready to sit on a motorcycle that had been heated by his sister

“ Mbak skirt hold ya do not get into the tire ” Her sister tried to remember right

“ Ready pear ” replied Fisya with a hand that directly grabbed part of her skirt

Upon arrival at school the atmosphere was very crowded once Fisya went down and joined other friends. The farewell and mass graduation ceremony was so sacred

Do not forget Fisya and other friends also berphotho ria for the last time. Actually, brands can do it again but, you certainly know if you have graduated will certainly be busy with their respective activities

" Sya Loe want to go home now or later? "