Me, Dusk, And Falsity
Chapter 35

Why Should You Go Ra?

A few minutes later the voice of the azan with its floor reverberated from several mosques. Fisya immediately stepped foot into the bathroom for berghudu. Fisya did his duty with solemnity and wisdom

Now all the obligations have been completed Fisya. Fisya also laid his body on a thin mattress typical of boarding children. Not to forget Fisya held his gadget and immediately turned on his mobile data. Now some messages have filled the gadget screen

One of the messages was that the owner was none other than Hafiz. As usual they both ask personal questions such as eating, drinking and praying. And so on until time shows to rest.

Everything is still ordinary there is nothing special between the two. Only the two are more courageous to ask about each other's personal matters.

Hafiz's existence slowly began to change Fisya's thinking of men. Fisya felt that Hafiz was different.

Plus Hafiz's attitude and way of thinking that impressed adults made Fisya comfortable to be familiar with it. And one more thing that makes Fisya melt is Hafiz's kesholeh towards the religion that Fisya saw quite good and seemed not to delay the obligation.

What is it with Fisya that his closed heart slowly began to open the presence of Hafiz? Or secretly Fisya has even included it in his life?.

I don't know if Fisya will answer both with the word “ True ” yes slowly Hafiz has indeed entered his life through his thinking.

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Three days later, Fatimah did not stay in the room anymore. Thank God he has got a job in one of the boarding houses far enough away.

In that job he was required to stay and do all his activities there. So inevitably he moved to a house that has been provided by the cottage.

The absence of Fatimah dikos was quite influential on Fisya and Zahra. The excitement of Fatimah and her kejilan now can not both feel back in this house. The change was quite pronounced when the figure of the first brother for the two of them was nowhere near them anymore.

Everything that is lost will be lost. Indeed, such a man when there is no more on the side then the invisible as if in front of the eyes. And vice versa if there is already impressed invisible and not considered.

But, the two can still meet with Fatimah on campus when studying so, at least miss them can be poured out on campus. Both are very sad about the departure of Fatimah but, on the one hand, both also feel great pleasure because finally Fatimah has managed to get a job that is in accordance with her field.

Fatimah's departure from this boarding house Fisya felt very sad. But, the truth is wrong it turns out that not only Fatimah who managed to make him sad because the next day Zahra who returned to make him sad.

Zahra's attitude slowly began to turn out to be strange and difficult to guess. It's been a few days Zahra looks not as adventurous for college and prefers to go with her friends but somewhere. Fisya had asked Zahra where she was going but, Zahra said she would tell Fisya everything when it was right.

Finally Fisya did not want to be too urgent not too kepo to be honest with him. For Fisya not everything Zahra does should Fisya know. A friend must also keep the secret itself.

The next few days Zahra's behavior grew increasingly strange. Starting from going with a male friend on the campus, calling someone who Fisya never knew who it was.

Finally Fisya who grew increasingly agitated with all his behavior made a plan to ask again about what he had hidden to him these few days.

That afternoon Zahra came home with a man who always picked her up and drove her. Fisya had known the man he was still one campus with Zahra and Fisya. And the man was also very friendly with Fisya because Zahra also had time to introduce him with Fisya.

“ Assalamua’laikum kak ” says Zahra

“ Wa’alaikumussalam ” replied Fisya and immediately pulled him into the house

“ Ra I want to ask you can? ” this time inevitably Fisya must urge Zahra to be honest about all his behavior these days

“ Iya want to ask what sis but do not be long yes brother Zahra want to go home because ” his hands look to clean some clothes.

“ Ra you have been a few days now where?, and why do you want to go home today?, and another why Al is still outside he wants to do something? ” ask Fisya with a row of questions

“ One-on-one kak tanyanya already like the train aja tu question ” while holding a laugh. Fisya who heard Zahra laughed immediately put on a serious face

“ Ra I'm serious don't laugh because it's not da funny ” Fisya said in a very serious tone

You know if Fisya's serious. Finally Zahra stopped her activities and held back her laughter this time Zahra focused on looking at Fisya and held Fisya's hands gently.

“ Brother I want to be honest with brother ” while still playing Fisya's hand

“ Yes Ra want to be honest about what? ”

“ I want to leave college and choose to work ”

Like lightning in broad daylight is the right word to describe the current situation that Fisya experienced very well heard the words Fisya earlier. Fisya let go of his hand that was in Zahra's gang and slowly began to retreat backwards.

“ Does Ra you want to leave college and choose work, why Ra kok suddenly waver gini?, you joke right Ra? ”

Yes Fisya did not immediately believe Zahra's words just now. And even if it was true Fisya called this choice of Zahra is a shaky feeling.

Because Fisya and Zahra have been telling about their lecture very seriously to end it both and graduation together.

Work according to both can be obtained after graduating from college later not because they do not want to work. It's just that the most important thing on their minds at that time was science.

In the depths of their hearts, honestly, they want to work, only both have to postpone it first. But now it seems like those thoughts and plans are going to disappear.

“ I'm bosen kak college? ” acknowledge Zahra with a slight look down her face.

“ Is Ra you are in college, try the same story I Ra what makes you boss Ra? ” asked Fisya to Zahra with a slightly raised tone.

“ I want to work aja kayak people around my house, I kasian kak same mamak who have to pay for my tuition ” Zahra tries to explain everything to Fisya

Fisya could immediately draw a conclusion as to why Zahra finally chose to step down and wanted to work. If Zahra says she's messing with both her parents the cost problem no it's very wrong because Fisya knows everything about it.

The reason is more appropriate is Fisya consumed by the talk of his neighbors who have worked and managed to collect money. In addition to Zahra's slightly pitya lifestyle that is the trigger as well.

Why would Fisya conclude so? Yes, obviously Fisya can conclude so because Fisya knows the state of the Fisya family in the village even though Fisya has never stepped on his feet there, however, Fisya knew everything from her mammoth story and the life Zahra had been living.

The economic situation in the Fisya family is no obstacle at all everything is fine. Plus the dependents in his family only live Zahra alone.

All the other members of his family had automatic family father and his mother could afford to pay all Zahra's tuition.

Not only that Zahra who Fisya knows so far is more able to buy new items such as clothes, bags, and shoes. Almost every week Zahra earn more money from both parents and can always display the new gamis and hijab in his territory so where possible due to economic factors.

And to make sure Fisya's reason was strong, Fisya asked Zahra a few more questions.

“ How to Ra, already ngizinin ”

“ Do not know yet brother plan to go home just said ”

Fisya's eyes were perfectly rounded listening to Zahra's answer. And it is true what Fisya thinks even Zahra until now has not told everything to his parents. Even in the near future will decide on a tough choice Zahra has not told her family.

“ Astagfirullah Ra so just want to say Ra? ”

“ Yes brother ”

“ Are you sure Ra will? ” Fisya tries to make sure again with Zahra's crazy decision.

“ Sure brother, mamak will come with the choice of his son ” with his ease Zahra could say that

Listening to her final answer, Fisya could only sigh deeply and chose not to prolong her curiosity any longer. Fisya turns to help Zahra put some of her clothes in her suitcase.

A few minutes later there was the sound of a motorcycle horn coming from the front of the Al motorcycle. Fisya is sure that Al will take Fisya home. And not only that Fisya is also sure the two must have had a relationship that is not only friends but also more.

It was Fisya katakana because almost a few weeks Al always pampered Fisya with some facilities. And do not forget the attention of Al who always took Zahra out for the night and bought Zahra food.

Fisya also drove Zahra to the front of the fence. Slowly Zahra rode the motorcycle but, the next second Fisya immediately pulled Zahra to enter his arms. Honestly Fisya really do not believe in everything why Zahra too soon out of his life? And why would Zahra want to leave Fisya alone in this room? Unknowingly the two cried while tightening their respective hugs.

“ You be careful yes Ra there take care of your health and do not forget to pray ” Fisya trying to remind good things to Zahra

“ Yes brother, sister is also here take care of health yes do not rarely eat do not forget me? ” heard that Fisya immediately hugged Zahra back this time very heavy.

“ I say yes brother ” slowly hugs both tenggang and Zahra was riding the motorcycle

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