Me, Dusk, And Falsity
Chapter 3

First Day

Not everything we think about is good for us, even according to God. We must remember that God is the ruler of all things

No one can match the power of it, including changing one's destiny. We can plan, but remember God is the Regulator of all things.

It's been almost a week Fisya struggled with that routine. There was an uncomfortable feeling, yes it must have happened. In Fisya actually stored a lot of desire to travel out there. Count the healers and comforters who are still arranging the old wounds.

What is the power of man can only plan, God again knows the best for us, and including for Fisya. Several job applications have called him. And there were thousands of tears that he had let out to ask his family for permission

But, again Fisya can only confine himself in the room because the results are nil. There's just a reason his family kept Fisya at home.

Once there were thoughts that Fisya was not worthy of thinking to his family. Because they don't allow him to work. Until finally Fisya realized that everything Fisya had done so far was all due to the rules made by his family

It was very desirable for Fisya to say rudely. It was impossible because Fisya respected them so much.

“ Have a little bit they want to know my wishes ” monologue Fisya in his heart and tears can not stem anymore

Days change week, weeks change month. Again Fisya gave up on fate and gave up on the situation. Fisya always asks Allah on the sidelines do’anya what means all that happens to him

Time and time again Fisya continued to beg and beg to ask what it all meant. But, that answer never came to Fisya

Until a feeling of anger and resentment approached him once more. Without talking to Fisya it turns out that his family had planned to enter Fisya into one of the universities outside the city

The city that will make Fisya will be an overseas child for the first time. Away from mom, dad and other family

Tega! Yes that's how Fisya feels right now to his family. Fisya was very angry with the unilateral decision they made without asking for Fisya's readiness first. Can't they ask Fisya's wish for once. Yes, but Fisya was again given a desire that is only a mandatory answer to answer yes without any other word of rejection

Fisya at that time also thought his family wanted to get rid of him from home. The reason that Fisya can be because he saw his family who are very antuias looking for a place to live for him in the city where he later went to college

Yes, at that time, it was only the thought that made Fisya unable to think clearly

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That morning still with a feeling of annoyance Fiysa was standing right in front of his house which would later become his residence during college. Fisya scratched his suitcase by occasionally looking at his father's face

Fisya was disappointed with the coward but, far from the bottom of his heart, he was very dear to his father. And still want to come back to his house.

“ Dad came home yes, take care of yourself here, take care of health, if there is anything call father or mother at home” those words are the separator between the two

Because his feelings are still afraid that Fiysa only responded coldly "Hemmm" while pulling his father's hand to shake hands

The next crackle of his father's shoulder has been eaten by the streets. It felt like Fisya wanted to chase after him a lot but, that was impossible. Finally very lazy Fisya dragged his suitcase back to immediately enter his new home

Arriving inside Fisya's house strengthened his resolve. To prove to his family if he is able to survive and load them proud in his own way

“ Assalamu’alaikum” said Fisya hopes that there are residents seeing from the state of the door that is not locked

“ Wa’alaikumussalam, Fisya deck huh? ”. Ask a woman who was watching TV

Fisya was a little surprised because of where the woman knew her name. Fisya had not introduced himself at all

“ Yes brother, have you been here long time? ” Fisya replied in a still awkward tone

" Not long ago deck. Yaudah dek just entered the room clean clothes" said the woman while pointing to one of the rooms

Fisya went straight into one of the rooms previously shown to him. Fisya began to tidy his clothes one by one. women who previously also helped Fisya tidy up clothes and other equipment.

“ Brother knows from mother boarding, if Fisya today comes. Sis also not long ago arrived at the deck boarding. Oh yes the name of Fatimah's sister ” while extending her hand to shake and of course Fisya immediately grabbed the hand.

Fisya finally knew the reason why the woman named Fatimah knew her name

“ Oh that's it, brother. What semester brother? And which guy's brother? ”.

“ Oh Yes-yes ”. Fisya seemed to remember the place a little. Fisya is no stranger to the name of the area. And it just so happened that Fisya had also set foot there several times for some business

The chatter of the two continued until the two were familiar like they had been acquainted for a long time. After finishing tidying up the room and other items. Fisya and Fatimah continued watching the TV show. While laughing to see the film presented in front of them, suddenly heard the sound of footsteps from outside the house

The sound grew closer and closer to their ears. Until the figure says hello. “Assalamua’laikum ”

With his compa Fisya and Fatimah answered the greeting. Continued with the establishment of Fatimah to immediately open the door for the figure

“ Brother Fatimah, same brother Fisay right? ” said the newly arrived woman

And spontaneously the two looked at each other for thinking the same thing. That is to think if the girl knows her second name from the boarding mother is also the same as Fatimah

“ My name is Zahra kak, I know you from kak nisa son kos here also ” the figure began to introduce himself and explain

The explanation made them both laugh. Fatimah who felt it was so funny was endlessly laughing. While the woman is made strange with the behavior of the two who are not endlessly laughing

“ Turns out we misjudged dek” said Fatimah

“ Zahra from where? ” asked Fisya who from earlier looked curious

“ Zahra from (B) Brother Fisya”Jawab Zahra

Finally, they exchanged stories while introducing each other personally. Their story is very different from Fisya's. If Fisya went to college because of the wishes of his family, it is the case with Fatimah and Zahra that indeed came from themselves

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Azan zhuhur's voice shocked the naps of the three of them. Yes, because of tired of tidying things up and telling stories they fell asleep with the TV still on. Alhamdulillah once azan zuhur wake them otherwise then on the first day of college will be late embarrassed dong hehehehe…

Fatimah, Zahra and, Fisya took turns to take ablution and bath. The clock has shown at 13:30 wib Fisya and his two new friends immediately rushed to the campus

The distance of the campus with their cost is very affordable only need to take a few steps. Both of Fisya's parents are very smart to find a place to live for him.

Arriving at the third gate also walked in a different direction. If Fatimah gets a second-floor class, Zahra and Fisya get a class adjacent to the canteen

“ Fisya first yes Ra ” saying Fisya because first find his class

“ Yes brother, do not forget yes briefly if you go home next pepus aja ”

Semester 1Tarbiyah is already listed above the classroom door that Fisya entered. Ya Fisya majored in Islamic education. At first he was confused about choosing what majors he would take because Fisya did not have the intention to go to college

Finally, with a long struggle Fisya felt there was more value in religious knowledge, he finally chose Tarbiyah.

Unlike Fisya who chose Tarbiyah. Fatimah and Zahra chose the department of family law or if the Fisya campus is more digestible if it has graduated will be a court judge of the office of religious affairs

With Bismillah Fisya put his right foot into the classroom with the previous greeting. Fisya also tried to familiarize himself with the friendly personal Fisya finally Fisya immediately got many friends and even familiar

“ Assalamua’laikum, my name is Fisya ” Fisya began to introduce himself while greeting some of them

“ Wa’alaikumussalam, my name is Dina ” one of them instantly responds

“ Hi Sya, my name Riska ” continues from the right direction Fisya

While chatting, suddenly there was a greeting from the door. With his compote they answered the greeting. It turned out that the voice belonged to the first lecturer who would fill their course

Yes, as in other campuses, there must be one of the lecturers who became the idol of students/students as well as what happened in this Fisya class. Yes, the lecturer who just entered was a young lecturer who had managed to make a noise for some students

“ Assalamua’laikum, introduce my name Muhammad Hafiz M.Pd. You can call me iftad Hafiz ” the lecturer started to introduce himself

Because it feels too little information they get some students put on a disappointed face and even ventured to ask more details

“ Sir I can ask ” suddenly sound from behind