Me, Dusk, And Falsity
Chapter 44

Reproofs

As usual on Tuesday before the campus Fisya follow a study in the mosque. The study was none other than one of the programs of the organization that Fisya wrestled during his studies.

And that study also made Fiysa little by little changed for the better than before.

After finishing the prayer zhuhur Fisya immediately tidied some of his books into a bag. Do not forget before leaving Fisya say goodbye to the other three boarding houses.

“ Deck, Ren, Fisya go first yes Assalamua’laikum? ” farewell Fisya while saying hello

“ Yes be careful Sya Wa’alaikumussalam ” say they simultaneously

Fisya also stepped out of the fence and ready to go to the mosque. The distance to get to the mosque is only a few minutes.

After until Fisya opened both shoes and ready to step foot into the mosque. Fisya chose to sit on the corner of the terrace because it is a place that is usually made for study.

At that time Fisya was still sitting alone because the study schedule was still a few minutes away.The agreed time was 13.00 Wib while Fisya until the location at 12.55 Wib.

A few minutes later Murabbi Fisya showed his face. And he immediately sat down beside Fisya while extending a hand

“ Assalamua’laikum deck? ” while shaking hands with the characteristics of their organization

“ Wa’alaikumussalam brother ” Fisya also replied and welcomed Murabbiinya's hand

“ How healthy deck is it? ”

“ Alhamdulillah kak Fisya healthy ”

The conversation continued while waiting for other study colleagues. Not to forget Murabbi Fisya also apologized for his arrival a little late because there were little obstacles on the way.

Fisya was very understanding of this and immediately forgave his Prophet

A few minutes later one by one the study participants came to both

“ Alhamdulillah already crowded ni ayok Fisya directly open aja the study huh? ” said Murabbi who told Fisya to open the event

Suddenly the letter Fisya had refused because Fisya was still very nervous when talking in front of the crowd. But, the Murbabinya began to encourage him until finally Fisya was willing to take the task

Fisya also started by saying greetings and in bajui a few opening words. After opening the aara, continue by chanting the holy verse of the Qur’an in turns.

Finished with a tilawah without lingering Fisya immediately handed over the event to his Grandmother, Fitra, to bring the material today

“ Assalamu’alaikum warahmatulli wabarakatuh ” said kak Fitra to open the material

“ Wa’alaikumussalam warahmatulli wabarakatuh ” they also answered simultaneously

“ Just go straight yes ukhty Fileh we will today discuss about keeping distance between men and women ”.

Degs…

Instantly Fisya immediately felt slimmed down with the material this time. But, Fisya immediately behaved normally so that the others did not realize his attitude

Kak Fitra continued his material while Fisya and the others began to note some important things in their respective books.

The theme of today's study fits perfectly with our personality. Where a woman must be able to maintain her attitude to a man

A few minutes later the delivery of the material has been completed brought by Brother Fitra. Then the event continued with a discussion session. Fisya also tried to give another friend a chance to ask something to Fitra about the theme this time

“ Yunita want to ask Deh Rul ” said Yunita from the left direction Fisya

“ Kak what are our limits to the opposite sex? ” ask Yunita why Fitra

“ So this is the deck, between women and men it is a lot to avoid. But, you will answer with one answer that is currently rife by us young people, namely the limits of communication.

Where the woman should not call men who are not mahramnya otherwise unless very emergency. And another one should not send messages to each other that have no interest at all. Moreover, the contents are not too important just make us baper doang.

So as much as possible it avoid the deck. If we still like to chat with our opposite sex it means we are still adulterous, namely zina heart, eyes, and hands” replied Fitra clearly

Degs….

Again Fisya was insinuated with the words conveyed by his Prophet. Fisya immediately bowed embarrassed by all the explanations of Mr. Fitra. All of that was very satirical, reprimanding, and even slapping Fisya spontaneously

What God forbids is what Fisya has been doing all this time. Send messages with the opposite sex without knowing what the purpose is during communication

“ Yes Allah is this one of your ways to wake me up if yes thank you God ” Fisya said in his heart

A few minutes later the campus bell was heard by their ears. Since the study was completed Fisya immediately took over the event to end the study today. Do not forget Fisya closed it with berto’a Kafaratul Majlis

“ Subhanallahu wabihamdika astagfiruka wa’atubu ilaika ”

They started shaking hands one by one and headed straight to campus. When walking towards the campus Fisya a little unfocused because his mind is still ringing with the words of Mr. Fitra before

How sinful Fisya has always been to commit petty adultery with the opposite sex. Fisya's mind floated everywhere until Fisya accidentally hit the back of someone in front of him

“ Eh sorry sak Fisya accidentally ” said Fisya while confirming his bag was slightly down from his shoulder

“ Gak papa kok..loh Sya you turned out to be ” replied Riska who was a little surprised it turned out that hit him was Fisya

“ Loh kak Riska's. Geez sorry brother Fisya not focus was ” said Fisya once again

“ No papa kok Sya. He did not focus on why the Fisya tumben was not focused so that it hit ” asked Riska who was actually curious about Fisya's unusual attitude

“ Gak papa kok kak just thought of the task aja ” replied Fisya with reasoned duty

Finally Riska did not want to press too deep into Fisya. Riska just thinks maybe Fisya hasn't been able to tell her what's on her mind right now. They both went back on their way to the city

Fisya's focussing continued until she entered the classroom. Fisya absolutely cannot absorb any material that today dsosennya convey.

Fisya's mind is still very focused on the previous study material, all because of Fisya's closeness to Hafiz

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That night Fisya fadly looked at the story in his WA. Fisya hopes to recover and provide calm to him due to his unfocused today.

Somehow Fisya was very interested to see the status put by one of his friends, Nisa

Alhuakbar, once again Fisya felt insinuated with what he saw and he with in the story. Yes the content of the status is said if women who send messages with non-mahram is a woman who is easily seduced or the most rude language is cheap

Fisya felt confident that this was a rebuke from God for him. Long enough Fisya looked at the ceiling of the room until suddenly Reni hit Fisya's shoulder to resuscitate Fisya from her daydream

“ Why is there a problem? ” ask Reni

“ Ren I want the same story loe ” Fisya also tell all the events he experienced this daily one by occasionally crying in Reni's arms

“ Loe have prayed? ”