I Hate Having to Love
CHAPTER V Faisal's Story
After that I asked Faisal to tell me what Faisal had experienced when he had not informed me for 6 months, and Faisal told me that he had "HIV AIDS". Either because of Faisal who often bergonta change partner or because Faisal contracted by his friend who died .
" Ndah, honestly actually I haven't told you for 6 months because I have HIV AIDS, I'm afraid if you find out you'll stay away from me, and you won't want to be friends with me anymore" Faisal said in a sobbing tone .
After Faisal said that I was confused as to how, but in my little heart, I wanted to always be friends with Faisal, I would always accompany Faisal in joy and sorrow, I promise to be a good friend to Faisal.
" Look down Faisal, I'll always be your best friend I promise. Under no circumstances will I always be there for you Faisal" I said.
" Thank youyou still want to be my best friend" Faisal replied in a happy tone.
Every day I encouraged Faisal to keep him alive, but Faisal always complained of pain to me, I was confused as to what I could do just to encourage her and give my support to her .
Faisal always wanted to look good in front of me, but all that he could not do because I was always told by his sister about the development of Faisal. I was able to get acquainted with Faisal's sister because, it was Faisal's sister who first contacted me, he took my phone number on Faisal's phone while he was sleeping.
" Sister, it's Dina his sister Faisal. Sister Faisal often told me beautiful kak, I just want to say a lot of thanks, brother already want to be a good friend Faisal. And willing to accept Faisal's brother under any circumstances" said Dina Faisal's sister.
" Oh yes Dina both. I'm glad to be Faisal's best friend. If there's anything with Faisal's brother you're telling me well Dina "pinta ku .
Dina and I often communicate about Faisal's health, I often wonder about Faisal's development, because Faisal never told me about his true state because he was afraid I was worried about his health, and ever since I've been in contact with her sister I've rarely communicated with Faisal . Dina said, Faisal should rest a lot should not be too tired because the state of Faisal is very weak and very easy to get sick .
" Din, Brother Faisal, what's the situation ? Now Faisal rarely gives me news "ask me.
" Faisal's brother is fine, he has a lot of rest. Sister Faisal lately often complains of sore feet when urinating, for the way to the bathroom aja sometimes assisted by the mother "the story of Faisal's sister .
I feel like I want to go back to the village to see Faisal I can't just stay here, but what about my school in a minute I'll have a semester exam. My mind is in two divided I have to how this .
As I was thinking about that unimportant thing Faisal suddenly contacted me and he said something that I did not expect at all.
"Kringgg...... (Call number ) "
" Hello...... How are you doing there ? Are you all right ? " Task Faisal .
" Well Faisal, how are you ? How is your development, has it improved? " I answered and asked her directly.
" Thank God... I'm fine, here all my family always give me support. There's something important that I want to talk about with you this is serious ." Faisal Report .
" What sal , seriously well ? " Ask me.
" Ndah maybe this is indeed very strange in your opinion, let alone us who have only been acquainted for a few months. I'm not a good man, I'm just a simple man, not as educated as you, don't I deserve to be your companion ? Ndah I love you. Even though I realize I don't deserve you a good girl and I'm a delinquent like this, moreover, I'm sick like this I'm ashamed to express this feeling to you but I love you so much - ndah, I like to you - do you want to be my girlfriend ? " The Phrase of Faisal .
I'm confused what I have to answer when Faisal talks like that I'm afraid, afraid of making a wrong decision, fear even painful for me and Faisal later .I was confused that night but I couldn't deny that I was starting to like Faisal too.
" Faisal don't say that, even if it's your bad time, I still want to be friends and be with you, I want to be your girlfriend sal I also like you sal even though it's only been a few months we're friends but somehow my feelings can't be lied to if I like you too ." Answer to Faisal's question .
" Thank you, thank you for accepting me as your girlfriend, and thank you for accepting me even though I am like this, I thank you very much " faisal.
That day I was so happy, that my feelings were not clapping . But I was ashamed and hated to myself I refused to be friends with that delinquent Faisal but now I love him instead and I fear losing Faisal .
My days have been so beautiful since I started dating Faisal, Faisal has been so attentive to me, he has always cheered me on when I was at school, Faisal has always been there for me, he who always hears my stories, I complained , even Faisal often got scorned me if I was having a lot of trouble at school but Faisal was patient with my childish attitude .
