I Hate Having to Love

I Hate Having to Love
Chapter I introductions


He was a quiet, responsible and kind-hearted male Faisal. Faisal was a man who was very responsible for his family since Faisal was a teenager, Faisal's responsible attitude was because of the demands he had to carry out, he said, since childhood Faisal was abandoned by his biological father, in staying forever to face the divine. From then on Faisal had to provide for the family, including his mother and younger siblings.


At first I met him through social media, at first I did not mengubris Faisal, but Faisal always tried to contact me so that I reply to his message, because of my feelings of unease, but Faisal always tried to contact me so that I could reply to his message, because of my feelings of unease, I also replied to Faisal's message with ketus.


"Hi's beautiful....." Fill in the message Faisal always sends


" Well, what the hell are you always sending me messages "reply back to me


" I just want to get to know you, and be your best friend "faisal replied quickly


After Faisal sent the message, I never replied to him again, but Faisal never tired of sending me messages even if it only contained "hi...hello......." .


After a few weeks Faisal suddenly told me about his association with his friends when at all I never asked about his association .


" it's wonderful I want to tell you about my association with my friends, even if you don't reply to this message I hope you read it. " Message of Faisal


" I'm not a good man, my company is very broken, maybe you can never be my friend, like I want. I am a drunk, besides being a drunk I also often take drugs, play with many women, maybe you will feel disgusted to be friends with me, he said, but I really want to be friends with you I'm sure you're a woman who can change my bad attitude, I don't have any good friends anymore now, I'm sure, my friends have been called the divine because of the pain he suffered due to the actions we often do now I am a friendless one , after I lost my friends my life was broken into pieces. I beg you ndah so that you can accept me as your good friend . " Faisal's Story


A few weeks passed after Faisal told his dark times story with his friends he sent me another message .


" It's beautiful have you read my story ? I really wish I could be friends with you. " Message of Faisal .


I also reluctantly replied to Faisal's message .


" Yes, I've read your story, but why should you choose me as your friend ? " Reply answer me with a feeling of curiosity.


" I want to be friends with you because I believe you can change my bad attitude - ndah, I am so begging you - so that we can accept me as a friend" Faisal said with great desire.


I thought for a long time whether I should accept Faisal as my friend or not, but this little heart was eager to accept Faisal as a friend, because I believe I can turn Faisal into a better path .


With resignation I replied "well, I accept you to be my friend, on condition that you should be able to change your dark past into a better future ."