I Hate Having to Love
CHAPTER XIII Gramedia

The bell from school read, Ryan immediately approached me who was still tidying up the books.

" Let's not finish yet "ask Ryan .

" This is "my answer.

" Yes you have been waiting in front of the school gate just do not go to the parking lot kasian you are afraid tired" ordered Ryan.

" Don't follow you to the parking lot, I wait on the roadside rich to be picked up om-om aja "my answer.

" It's up to you to be a jutek girl" Ryan said with a soft face.

Ryan and I headed straight to the car park, and it turned out to be in the parking lot of many of Ryan's friends. Ryan's friend immediately mocked me and Ryan who were walking together while chatting.

" Cieeeee..... New couple nya kanya "sigit ledek friend.

" Why do you have a partner" Ryan replied in a joking tone.

" Apaan the Sigit, I'm the same Ryan is not a partner well don't just say you "I said while pointing at my judges face.

" Here - let's just go from here rather than you high blood later" asked Ryan.

Ryan and I left their friends and got into Ryan's car to go to Gramedia . In the car Ryan always invites me to chat, Ryan is really cool people turned out to connect also if in the chat ternya he is not as thick as I thought.

" Thank you earlier you wanted me to take you to the tomb yesterday, continue to want me to take a walk, now you want me to take you to Gramedia" said Ryan.

" Yes the same yesterday also you've taught me to watch "my answer.

" Well, I haven't been walking together with both gini and the last girl the same as my boyfriend, after he died I never walk together any girl, and you're the first person I'm walking with" Ryan said.

" Huh ? What ? Seriously you're Ryan "many.

" Well, I'm very fond of my boyfriend, I dated him since I was Junior High until I graduated Middle School and he died "I replied Ryan .

" You've been dating your boyfriend for how long" asked Ryan.

" I'm dating my boyfriend of three months Ryan. I just know him not very on social media, I used to hate the same boyfriend I was, I was uncomfortable with him who always forced me to be friends with him, he said, but now I love her so much that I can't forget her" I told her.

" That's why don't hate too much as a guy so rich gini right, watch out later if you hate me too, you so like the same look of me" joked Ryan.

" Ih what is you Ryan" I replied .

Before arriving at Gramedia Ryan invited me to lunch first and I agreed because, I also have laper once .

" Ndah we eat first yu you want ga" asked Ryan .

" Could come "I answer.

Ryan went straight into one of the dining areas, and drove his car. And when I got off the car I haven't had time to open the car door Ryan immediately opened the car door for me.

" Please the princess out let's eat "pork Ryan.

" What the hell are you Ryan lebay deh" I said.

" Want to eat heavy or want to cool you ndah "ask Ryan.

" Eat me lager, what do you want "me ask.

" Eat will also be afraid of his long search for books in Gramedia" replied Ryan.

Ryan and I immediately ordered the same food and drinks so as not to be complicated and confused I was waiting for Ryan in the seat, shortly after Ryan came to bring food and drinks .

" It's okay, thanks for the art" I said.

Ryan and I immediately ate the food that Ryan ordered greedily, when I was eating suddenly thought by Faisal it was missed by Faisal, Faisal, if only he were still around and if Faisal and I were close I would definitely feel this way with Faisal instead of Ryan. My face suddenly became very sad.

" Why are you ? How suddenly your face is rich sad so "ask Ryan .

" There's nothing I'm okay with "my answer.

Shortly after we finished eating we headed straight to Gramedia and looked for the book Ryan was looking for, and I looked for other school supplies because many had run out .

" What are you looking for ?" Ask Ryan.

" I'm looking for a stationery, because a lot has been exhausted as well as all you mumpung here right" I replied.

" Yes, we have already searched, yes we will meet in front of the store so that it's too, kasian you if later I look for a book" said Ryan.

" Well, okay" I said.

I immediately rushed to find a stationery, and I fiddled to find a novel to read if I was bored at the cost. Before long I was looking for stationery and novels straight away I went to the cashier to pay, but I haven't seen Ryan's nostril at the cashier actually he's done or I don't know yet. I just pay at the cashier and wait for Ryan in front of the store.

Long enough I waited for Ryan, finally he came also with a book grocery that he bought quite a lot .

" I'm sorry you're waiting here for me" Ryan said.

" It's okay Ryan, I'm too fast to buy "I replied.

" Yes yu immediately go home kasian you are afraid tired "take Ryan.

Ryan and I headed straight for Ryan's car, on the way to Ryan's car accidentally holding my hand because I almost fell slipping .

" Eh .... Watch out carefully when you fall down" said Ryan.

" Yes, I'm sorry Ryan, I didn't see the road" my apology said.

" You're thinking about what the hell you got from that weird rich face" Ryan asked.

" I actually miss Faisal, if only the same path I am currently Faisal would feel I am very happy, it would feel like I do not want to end this day "my story.

" Geez if you are why, yes you pray for him the best there, hopefully you will be reunited with him in heaven" suggested Ryan.

" Yes Ryan, yes yu already home I want to call Adenya Faisal deh to treat my miss "I said.

Ryan and I went straight to my boarding house, along the way I just kept looking at the road and looking at the afternoon sky towards the night . In my heart I pray "o Allah meet me later with Faisal in your paradise, I miss Faisal, God bring Faisal in my dream once I miss him, O Allah" my prayer.

Ryan who was looking at my sad face immediately comforted me with a plunge - poked him .

" Don't be sad that dong ndah so ugly anyway, watch out for wrinkles later" ledek Ryan.

" I'm not sad that I just miss him" I said.

"Yes later you call his sister to treat your miss is the same Faisal you tell me the same with your sister "suggestion Ryan.

" Noh will be here soon, I'll go down to you at the gate, well, thanks for today" said Ryan.

" Yes in front of the gate, yes "my answer.

Arriving at the gate I got out of Ryan's car and went straight into my room . I took a shower and wanted to call Dina Faisal's sister right away.