I Hate Having to Love
CHAPTER III LDR
I made an agreement with Faisal in front of my house, I deliberately invited him to my house because there was something important that I wanted to talk to him about . But Faisal even wanted to invite me to go to the park . When we went to the park on the way to the rain garden, it came down with enough rain to wet the bodies of the two of us who did not wear coats, Faisal was looking for a place to shelter both of us, when the shelter none of us started the conversation we just fell silent to look at the sky hoping the rain will soon subside so we can continue the journey to the park . On the sidelines of the silence without any chatter in the conversation suddenly Faisal started a chat by asking .
" Beautiful, why are you silent You are ashamed to meet me ? " Task Faisal
" I'm not ashamed to meet you, it's just that I'm confused what I should discuss with you Faisal's "beautiful babble
Our conversation ended there, and we both continued our journey to the park , after arriving at the rain garden back down I and Faisal rushed to find a seat and a place to shelter in the park . I tried to ventured to start the conversation first .
" Faisal there's something I need to say to you, it's important "the word beautiful
" It matters what's beautiful until it has to be talked about now ? " Tanya Faisal with curiosity
" Maybe this is our last meeting sal "beautiful answer with a rather sad face
" Hah last what do you mean beautiful ? Don't you want to be friends with me anymore ? " Faisal asked in a slightly high tone ".
" It's not that Faisal, the day after I had to go to the city to continue my education, this was at the will of my parents "a beautiful word
Faisal did not answer a word for a moment when I said that, Faisal just silently looked at the river on the edge of the park with his hands slightly clenched with cold . I also tried to give understanding to Faisal so that he understood my situation.
" Faisal I went to the city only 3 years, to finish my education, I promise I will always be your good friend, I will always give you news every time I promise Faisal , I'll never forget you there I promise "beautiful explanations
" Alright I understand you should pursue your education for the sake of both your parents, but I beg you never forget me in the least, I promise I'll change for you here - ndah, I'll wait for you to come home" Faisal replied with teary eyes .
" Ndah, may I hold your hand to feel the warmth of the friendship we have built, for the last memory of today because the day after tomorrow you will go to the city ." Pinta Faisal with a weld
" May Faisal, this is my hand just hold it but still be careful well drive the motor." Beautiful answer
Along the way Faisal did not let go of his hand grip it, probably because Faisal really did not want to see my departure to the city. But I had to leave Faisal for my education and my parents .
The day of my departure has arrived, this afternoon I leave for the city by night bus. I reluctantly told Faisal who was at work .
" Faisal I'm leaving well today, you take good care of yourself here, I'll be there to take good care of the "beautiful message
For a long time Faisal did not reply to the message I sent, probably because he was busy working so had not had time to read my message .
I also left but Faisal has not returned my message, whether Faisal is angry with me I do not know, even though at the end of the meeting we look okay there is nothing, or Faisal felt bad about my departure, I don't know what Faisal felt either .
Once in the city I immediately told Faisal that I had reached the city, but just like yesterday Faisal had not replied to the message I sent .
" Faisal I've arrived, are you okay there ? Why didn't you reply to my message ? " Fill a beautiful message
Some days Faisal did not tell me, I don't know where Faisal is, Faisal did not reply to my message, he said without a trace somewhere without saying anything Faisal just disappeared . I saw on his social media he did not look active, I saw on all his social media accounts he was not active. Faisal really disappeared from me somewhere I don't know how he is now .
