I Hate Having to Love
CHAPTER XVII Revealed
That day was tired with curiosity, I took a break and continued to find out about Faisal tomorrow while at school to ask Ryan for help.
Early that night tired of helping me find out about Faisal I and Dini decided to rest .
Upon arriving at school Ryan immediately asked what happened, whether it was Faisal or his sister Faisal.
"During the morning beautiful jutek woman"why Ryan.
"Good morning Ryan "my dad's back.
"How did you find out what really happened?" Ask Ryan.
"Not Ryan last night I was the same Early looking through Faisal's social media but did not show anything that happened to Faisal" I replied.
"Have you tried to call Faisal's sister?" Ask Ryan.
"Already, but Faisal's brother did not give any answer about this he instead said that one day there was someone who would tell the truth "my story.
"Yes have been patient first - maybe it's true later there will be someone who tells me about all this" Ryan said.
Today I feel not excited for school, my mind is not good, thinking about Faisal whether he is good or how this mind is chaotic. Sad why should this be the way my love story goes with Faisal ? why does it have to be this complicated ? Why should it be a puzzle ?
These tears suddenly flowed down my cheeks, I remembered fond memories with Faisal, he who always accompanied me while studying, who always gave me spirit. Although at first I hated him but now I even lost Faisal very much, for me Faisal is a good man despite his dark mass.
Not until there my search for the mystery that Faisal experienced I kept trying to find out what happened I monitored Faisal's social media accounts who knew there were signs of the truth about Faisal. I learned while continuing to monitor Faisal's social media but still no change .
Today has passed I was preoccupied with my school that was very tired until almost desperate to find out about Faisal. Suddenly my phone rang it was Dina Faisal's sister who called me.
"Kring...kring.
"Hallo assalamualaikum What's wrong?" My toot.
"Waalaikumsalam sis, sis sorryin Dina ya yesterday directly switched off his phone" answered Dina.
"Yes Din ga anything, yesterday the curiosity big brother so force you to make a real story" I said.
"Yes kak natural if you are curious about it, you should know this from the beginning not now sorry I have been lying all this time, I lied to Brother Faisal kak" explained Dina.
"Well.... Lying what do you mean Din "my lot is full of curiosity.
"Sister, actually Faisal's brother was not dead and Faisal's brother was not sick. She did it all because she felt like she was a girlfriend because, big brother is beautiful, educated from a pretty family like us sister Faisal is not educated anyway. Brother Faisal was afraid that he could not make his brother happy so Faisal's brother lakainin it all brother, sorry me and brother Faisal well brother "the story of Dina.
"Sorry brother this is all I do for Faisal's brother, actually Faisal's brother is very affectionate with his brother, but he is afraid he can not make happy brother, because Faisal's brother is not an educated man like brother, but he is afraid to be able to make happy brother, sister Faisal was ashamed of her situation" explained Dina.
"Geez even though big brother Faisal accepted what he was, big brother never Mandang kak Faisal in any way, want kak Faisal like what kind of brother thank you" I said.
"Yes my sister I'm sure must be a good sister, the proof is that my sister can still accept the mass - then Faisal's sister. Sorry Dina ya kak for this incident Dina had to lie with her sister" replied Dina.
"Well, Din knows what, now Kaka Faisal where is Din?" My toot.
"Sir Faisal is still working, later he will call brother if he has finished work later he will explain all his kok sak. Again sorry I am sister" replied Dina .
"Yes Din ga anything thanks yes you've been honest with brother. Yasudah brother wants to clean first yes din, assalamualaikum" I said.
"Yes, brother, wait for Faisal call ya kak surely he obviouslyin all kok, waalaikumsalam" said Dina.
After finishing the call with Dina I immediately clean up so that later if Faisal calls I am tidy. I waited a long time for a call from Faisal until night, around 22:00 Faisal just called me with his new number.
"Kring...kring.
"Who is this assalamualaikum ?"ask me.
"Waalaikumsalam this time I ndah you still remember my voice right "answered Faisal.
"Are you really Faisal my girlfriend?" Manyu .
"Well, this is true, how are you ? How's your school ?"ask her questions with a doubt.
"I'm fine here, don't talk about my school if that's what keeps you away from me" I replied .
"Where have you been all this time why are you doing this to me ?why do you have to lie like this" I asked.
"I'm sorry, I'm doing this for you, so that you can get a good and decent man for you, educated like you, not like me who only works as a coolie, I'm ashamed I'm going to be like this. I'm afraid I can't make you happy later I'm afraid you're sorry later I don't want that to happen - that's my reason why I did this all the same you're sorry I ya ndah" Faisal revealed.
"Faisal, want you like anything, whether it's your mass, your job, your education, it's not important in my opinion, I love you sincere Faisal you're a good man I've known all along, you've never been mad at me you're a man who patiently faced my attitude. I just need you by my side, I don't need your money, I don't need your wealth either, I just need you to be with me until that's more than enough for Faisal"I said while crying.
"Have you not cried forgive me yes, I did this for your future anyway" Faisal replied.
"For the sake of the future what do you mean, after I heard the news that you died it felt like I wanted to kill myself following you, want to always be with you fortunately there is your sister who always encourages me to stay strong to face all "my words.
I could not hold back these tears, whether these were sad, happy or even disappointed tears from having been lied to by Faisal. Faisal always apologized for his behavior that he was very sorry for his actions and he promised not to repeat it again .
