I Hate Having to Love
CHAPTER XI The Journey with Ryan

At first Ryan was upset why he had to be alone not only Early, but at my request Ryan also obeyed him.

After approximately 2 hours we watched the cinema, Ryan immediately invited me and Dini to lunch I immediately agreed because it was not good too if rejecting Ryan's good intentions .

" Ndah, Din we had lunch first and then we went to another place while refreshing also, relieving the stress "take Ryan

" Okay "answer me and Dini at the same time .

We rushed to find a comfortable place to eat to chat while eating, we also found a place to eat that was good atmosphere and could see the view of the buildings. While eating Ryan suddenly asked about Faisal to me and made me remember Faisal again .

" Well you're the same boyfriend you've died dating how long, how sad you are to lose him" asked Ryan.

" About 2-3 we were dating, yes the name is also in the stay of people we love must be sad dong" I replied.

" Oh..... You love her so much she "asked Ryan again.

" It is certain that until now I have not been able to escape him" I replied in a slightly loud tone.

" If you had a replacement for him, you would still find it difficult to avoid him" Ryan said.

" Have not discussed my boyfriend continues, the more discussed I am the more difficult to forget him, sometimes every night I like to still remember him" I said.

After eating we immediately moved because Ryan wanted to take me with Dini for a walk but Dini suddenly could not come, just come, because Dini wants to meet her boyfriend she said while still in town.

" Eh ndah, yan kaya I can't come with you guys because my girlfriend wants to meet me mumpung he's still here, you guys gapapa going for a walk together" said Dini.

" Well, Ryan, I'm going home, "push me.

" Gapapa Din rest easy you just meet with your girlfriend, I'm just as beautiful going for a walk together" said Ryan.

He left me and Ryan. I'm so confused to have to talk about what Ryan feels awkward if alone. Ryan immediately took me out of our eating place and immediately took me to the park where he used to walk with his friends.

" Let's go to the park where I used to go for a walk" Ryan asked.

" Just go home to Ryan I'm afraid our school friends will see us both walk" I refused.

" It won't be easy if there's gossip about us I'll face it" Ryan said.

We both went to the park where Ryan meant when he got there Ryan and I were looking for a comfortable and shady place to sit there and Ryan also told me about his girlfriend, it turns out Ryan's love story is the same as mine but Ryan's girlfriend died in a car accident that overflowed her when she wanted to go out for a walk with Ryan.

" Ndah actually I also have a romance story just as rich you" said Ryan.

" Just as rich I mean how Ryan "quotes me.

" Yes, my girlfriend also died from a car accident we had together. My boyfriend and I were planning for a year-end trip to Jogja and I decided to take the bus so that he and I could enjoy the ride and I could get enough rest so when I got there I was fresh it was my plan and he was like that, but God had other plans. The bus that my boyfriend and I were riding on turned out to be in an accident, me and him bouncing away from the bus. Her head had a violent impact which resulted in her bleeding. I didn't see him when we were all hospitalized, when I came to my senses and tried to find my girlfriend he was dead said the doctor "Ryan's story.

" Oh my goodness who is patient yes, surely you are strong to face this reality, you must be happy for sure he is also happy if you squirm here happy "my winner for Ryan.

" When I know you're going through the same thing as me, I want to help you smile happily even if it hurts" Ryan said.

Instantly after hearing Ryan's story, my tears suddenly came out on their own, and I remembered Faisal again. I feel like I want to repeat the good times with Faisal, want to get to know Faisal faster so that there are many sweet memories that I can remember.

" Don't be sad anymore, kasian him if you continue to tangisin try to sincerely leave him ndah there must be a good rich man your girlfriend is" said Ryan.

" Today it's 1 year right the departure of my girlfriend ndah, you don't want me to take to his grave he "solicited Ryan.

" May ya yan, but do not go home at night ya ga yang yang same other boarding children" I said.