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If it wasn't for the good of me and you, I wouldn't have chosen this decision. But for this time, let me leave you*
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I threw my body on the living room couch. I glanced at the watch, it was still 11.
I'm tired of thinking about all this.
But I don't want to be honest with you about my departure tomorrow.
"Eh, my mom's son is home. How's it? Didn't you graduate?"
My mother was the first person I met at home.
"Alhamdulillah ma, everyone graduated."
My answer.
"Alhamdulillah. His face is wrinkled, brother why?"
"Maa, you dare not say the same about going tomorrow maa. I'm afraid I'll catch up with my brother."
It has become a habit for me to call myself 'branch' if I have spoken to my mother.
"But he said he wanted to continue the ideals. In shayah allah caca sincere. Tomorrow you'll see me again as Caca."
Mom tried to calm down.
"Yes maa, but for brother Caca it's.."
Krrrrieg..
I stopped talking when I saw Caca call me.
"Just now ma, who's talking to the nelfon."
I half whispered.
"Yes, raise the gih. Mama wants to continue cooking." Mama passed.
"Halo assalamualaikum brother."
Early caca
"Walaikumsalam deck, why did tumben nelfon brother clock this time? Not studying anymore?"
It's still 11 loh, Caca usually comes home at 12.
"Teacher bang, we were told to go home.
Caca does not know who wants to go home with bang.
Umi said he was still in the abi office there was this meeting. Caca came home with who dong got fucked."
Caca whining.
"Yes yes understand my brother if it's been kek gini. Wait, 10 minutes until now. Don't go where you'll get angry."
Answer me with a smile.
"Yeeeeey, pick up the caca? Thanks abaaang."
Caca was half screaming.
"Yes yes, just deck. Assalamualaikum."
I just hung up on the phone, Mama came back
"Bang, pick up caca ya. Nafisha said she was in Azmi's office so she couldn't pick her up. Please, yeah, I'll cry."
Mama told me the same thing with Caca.
"Yes ma, caca was the nelfon said it was really
. My brother left ma. Assalamualaikum my beautiful mother."
I kissed mama's cheek.
"Walaikumsalam. Be careful, son."
I held my high thumb.
Just got on the bike, my phone rang again. And it turns out that umi nafisha.
"Assalamualaikum 'em."
"Walaikumsalam son, fathan umi can ask you to pick up the caca? He can't go home alone."
It turned out that still with the same news, I chuckled
"Yes umii, this is the way to the school of Caca." My answer.
"Hehe, I'm sorry umi became ngerepotin. Nih abi the caca again there is a meeting and it should be the same umi anyway. Then be careful, son, assalamualaikum."
Connect umi nafisha.
"Getishsalam umi."
Arriving at the caca school, I saw Caca looking down at the stop.
I approached him directly.
"Assalamualaikum deeek."
Hearing my voice, Caca immediately looked up.
"Getishsalam abaaa."
Caca almost screamed.
"Syuuuut, don't cake that ah. Shame on people." Caca's hobby is like that.
"Hehe, caca scared bang. Caca thinks brother's not coming."
Answer caca.
"Abang came kok deek, was abis caca nelfon mama asked to pick up adek too, kept fit to ride the motor eh was umi nelfon told me to pick up adek too. That's old. Sorry about deek."
I tried to calm down.
"Hehe,iya brother. Come home."
I limit between me and caca with a backpack that I haven't had time to stay at home. No matter how close I am to this girl, she is still not my mahram. And caca understands that.
"Where's learning? Isn't it safe?"
I started the talk.
"Alhamdulillah. Safe. Oh yeah caca forgot. Brother's graduation now isn't he? Oh, you graduated?"
Caca enthusiastically.
"Sorry brother yes dek, brother has tried to learn as much as possible. And of all those who pass there are 7 people who have to repeat. Hm.branch one of them is the deck, sorry brother ya."
I'm lucky to wear a helmet.
Because otherwise, I could not help but laugh at the pouting face of Caca.
Caca answered calmly.
"No problem brother, if it's the best, it means that God has amazing wisdom for brother. You can't be sad."
Caca tried to relax even though his own face was not calm.
Along the way, I chose to be quiet because I was not satisfied with the caca.
Arriving at the residence of umi nafisha, it turns out that the same umi abi has not returned.
"Bang, go in first. Yesterday caca made ice cream. You should try it."
Caca was still with his face down.
"Yes deck."
I still have a sad face.
Fitting at the door of the house, Caca turned around and it turns out his eyes are red.
"Abaaaaang, brother can't be sad dong. Brother if sad it's innate heaam aja mulu. Caca doesn't like to be quiet."
I swear by whatever I'm not squirming caca that is almost crying. Panicking anyway. Then I tried as calmly as possible.
"So, if what we expect is not in accordance with reality, God tells us to be patient. There are innallaha ma'ashobiriin. God is with those who are patient. If God says it, why do we doubt? Good brother is good ca, do not think about it continue ya deek."
I'm still holding back the laughter.
"Yes can't bear to see the look of that sad brother again sad. It's getting sadder."
Caca whining.
"Maha."
I equate my height with caca.
"You really believe your brother didn't graduate Junior High, huh?"
Caca who initially looked down directly at me.
"So boongin caca's brother?"
Eyes rounded.
"Say I'd like to give you an ice cream brother, where?"
I tried to divert the conversation and get inside Caca's house.
"IIiiiii. ngeseliiin's brother."
Finally my ears were filled with the cry of Caca.
oh god, this kid made my eardrum tear.
"Sir."
I observed the caca who had ordained 3 cups of ice cream that he made.
"What bang?"
Caca did not look.
"Why not going out anyway?"
We were enjoying ice cream caca in the back garden swing.
"Hmm, Caca again does not want to date bang. If according to Caca dating it is only for people who need affection over. But caca already got it from umi, from abi, from mama papa brother, although nih ya caca do not have adek or brother, the glass was already so adek brother. So affection to caca complete package dong."
Caca's still enjoying the ice. I was hesitant when I heard I was one of the reasons not to date.
"Hehe, keep gini ya ca. Don't go out. Brother,umi,abi, mama same papa will continue to pay attention kok same caca. Protect the caca, and keep the caca. Same promise, brother deck."
I'm really moved.
"Sister's promise."
Reply caca.
Considering that tomorrow I'm leaving, I'm going back to the house to pack. Actually, it was finished last night. But there are still some who are not ready.
"Ca, you'll be here again tonight. Some want the same abi bullshit brother, same umi same caca as well."
I'm standing. Caca.
"But his brother was very clumsy at his home. Abi has not yet returned. Caca same mbok dong at home."
Caca manyun's.
"Iyaa was the same Umi abi said they returned abis zuhur. Now I want to enter Zuhur. Brother's permission to go home on deck."
I'm trying to leave.
"Yes bang, will you be here with your mom tonight? Caca kangen mommy same papa. Samein greetings kangen caca to mama papa ya banh."
Caca squinted his eyes.
"But do not know the deck, ntar deh brother WA adek yes. Later brother same mom. You never miss the same mom. Just last night you heard the new vc."
Mama Caca is inseparable. Especially the behavior of your mother if you have met Caca must be very fitting like ABG children.
"Hehe, the time of kangen same mom just can't. Bad brother."
Caca pouty.
"Hehe. Can be adek. Ih, you're this."
I'm actually worried about this girl.
"Yes, go home first. Assalamualaikum caa."
"Walaikumsalam brother." Reply caca.
Malamannya.
"Well, azmi. Can't get there. I just got home from Bogor. You see, if I just got home from work tired like what. I told fathan to go by himself how?"
I heard papa was on the phone with abi azmi.
Yep, my papa used to run around town. So rarely can I go home.
If you go home too, just until the lamgsung house asked to be taken with mama.
Be me who goes alone to the house of umi,abi and the girl, caca.
"Again pamit ya maa,paa."
I kissed both of them
"yes brother, good well you're on the road ya."
Papa.
"Siip my bigbos."
I said while hugging my dad.
Actually I still miss papa, it's been 2 weeks papa didn't come home.
But then it's kangen kangennya. Now go to Caca's. Hehe
"Assalamualaikuum."
I knocked on the door of Umi nafisha's house.
"Milkahmur"
the answer from within.
Shortly thereafter came the caca with her black hijab.
"Yet."
Oh really, my ears.
"Cacaa, it's malem. Stock the sound for tomorrow again. Shuuu."
I tried again to calm down.
"Walaikumsalam. Duuh, alone you yes. In' in."
Abi azmi welcomed me.
I kissed abi's hand.
"Hehe doesn't know what abi is. Fathan Kasian clay papa ketapek an."
Saying while sitting.
"Yes fathan, your papa just called abi. He said he was very tired. O yes, forgive abi yes this afternoon made fathan bother to pick up caca." Connect abi.
"Eh no kok abi, so fathan came home early. Oh yeah abi, fathan passed loh."
I patted my chest.
"Well,alhamdulillah. Congratulations abii's son."
I smiled feeling the warmth of abi azmi.
"Umii, cacaa. Fathan said someone wants to talk about it. Seems important. Fathan has never been to Gini before."
Abi chuckles.
"Abii."
I blushed.
Soon enough, the umi and the caca came carrying mineral water and some small food jars.
"Someone wants to talk seriously."
Umi followed meledek. Caca would rather sit next to me than sit next to his ashes.
"Like this abi,umi, and. caca.
Fathan received the graduation mark. The school problem that fathan listed in Al-Islah High School yesterday, thank God fathan accepted."
Umi and abi give thanks. The other with caca.
"Don't take that, right? You must have taken Al-Ikhlas High School with you, right?"
The distance between me and Caca was only 1 year and 8 months.
I looked at the soft caca while smiling. Because I don't dare see those watery eyes because of me.
"Abi,umi, and for my adek caca. Fathan pamit go ya."