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"God has given revelation to Moses the son of Imran, O Moses, who is not pleased with My decision, is impatient with My test, and does not thank My favors, let him go out from between my earth and my sky, and seek a God other than Me for him."
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I really didn't see it wrong.
He is aisha.
I spontaneously stood up and wanted to chase after him. Why could she go to a supermarket this big by herself?
And,
Since when did he wear such clothes.
God, my heart is shaking.
"Woy! Have a dumbass again."
Havva patted my shoulder.
"What the hell is that?"
He also saw where I was looking.
"No, yuk. There's a lot of it, right?"
I don't want to rush.
"Still, this is just one."
I really wanted to pursue Aisyah, but I did not forget my promise.
I won't find Aisyah until I meet abi azmi.
Yeah, I have to see abi.
"Woy. Why stop?"
I saw havva sculpting.
"Than, this one has to be bought upstairs."
Pale havva.
"Yes go up."
I pulled havva's hand.
Down down. What's wrong with this girl?
"Why hm?"
I actually panicked to see the usually chatty havva and always made my ears hurt to be as still as they are today.
"I'm afraid to go up the escalator. I'm phobia."
I laughed seeing Havva who was about to cry because she was an escalator phobia.
Seeing me laugh, she really wanted to cry.
"I want to go home."
I pulled his hand.
"Ah, lu ah. Cement."
I stopped laughing when I saw that she was crying.
"Ah already va, you go with the cave. There's a cave."
I tried to calm down.
"Jangan stayed in the cave on the escalator."
He wiped his tears.
"Not going to live in a cave"
I tried to persuade him.
Aisha pov.
After getting the bodymist, I want to find umi-order cinnamon powder.
But where is it?
"Ah, maybe above."
I took the initiative to go to the second floor.
Arriving on the second floor,
I saw the supermarket clerk.
"Mas, excuse me."
the man I called looked.
"Can I help you?"
Mas it asked.
"I want to find cinnamon powder, okay?"
"Oo, there's mbak. Near the spice."
I looked at the index finger earlier.
"Okay, thanks for that."
It nodded and then passed.
When I want to step up,
Oh, my shoelaces are loose.
I pulled over to the glass with the bottom floor.
After I finished, I accidentally caught the face of a man who was already very familiar to me.
"Did you?"
I stood up and made sure.
"Astaghfirullah's. He's really a big brother."
I shut my mouth in disbelief.
But who is the woman in front of him?
I don't get it, though,
Why is he so close to my brother.
my heart was as hot as seeing that sight.
They look so familiar and I see the woman is pouting as if being seduced bang fathan.
My eyes are heating up.
Especially when they climbed the escalator and the woman's hand held the brother's hand.
"Astaghfirullah's. I can't be here."
I half ran away from this unpleasant sight.
I ran towards the shelf containing spices and took 3 packs of cinnamon powder roughly.
I can't take it anymore.
"God, don't let the crybaby again."
I put my face up so my tears wouldn't spill.
It is true what the Prophet's friend said.
"A woman can hide love for 40 years, but she can't hide jealousy even for a moment." -
Ali ibn Abi Talib
After getting the order I rushed to the cashier and paid for it.
Then I stood on the escalator that would take me to the ground floor.
I don't want to look back anymore.
"God, show me the best way."
I kept praying in my heart.
I'm heading to the parking lot where Umi's car is.
I went in and then I spilled everything.
"Bang fathan lokin abi, umi and caca."
I wept.
There is nothing more painful than this.
"When do you try to go home? Who else is a girl?".
I wiped my tears.
I want to stop this crying and not want to know that I just cried. However, bang fathan is a figure that is well known by umi and also abi.
I don't want to ruin both Umi and abi's prejudices against her if I say that I just saw bang fathan walking with a girl I don't know who that is.
الْخَبِيثَاتُ لَلْخَبِيثينَوَاالخَبثُونَ للخبِيثَاتِ والطيّباتُ للطيّبينَ والطيبونَ للطيباتِ اوللك مبرّءونَ مما يقولُون لهم مغفرَةٌ ورزْق كرِيم
Vile women are for vile men, and vile men are for vile women (in addition), and a good woman is for a good man and a good man is for a good woman (after all). They (the accused) are clean of what they accuse (of accusing it). For them is forgiveness and a glorious sustenance (heaven)
Slowly I read the verse of the Qur'an that I memorized when dipesantren kemasaren mate. I let out a breath.
"Already ca. God knows what's best."
I took the car out of the parking lot and drove the car in the opposite direction to my house.
I tried to forget the incident bang fathan. I meant to circle the city for a bit.
My phone is ringing.
"Hallo assalamualaikum."
I'm wearing a headset
"Walaikumsalam son, this half-baked sponge umi."
I immediately turned the direction when it was deflected ahead.
"Yeah, this is the way home."
I'm trying to normalize the sound.
"Okedeh. Umi wait. Assalamualaikum ."
Umi closes the phone.
"Getishsalam umi."
I answered the greeting.
Fathan pov's.
I'm so exhausted now.
The clock has shown at 15:25 and havva says there are still 3 more items to buy.
"Udah cuy, this one's downstairs."
I'm excited.
"Yok down, this tired cave."
Havva held my hand on the escalator.
I can't hold her hand because I'm carrying two baskets now.
"Eh, ntar people see we're called courtship loh."
I see my surroundings.
Afraid later aisyah see then think tang not no
"Ih, amit amit so grotto has your cake boyfriend. Who else wants to date. The cave wants to be instantly halted?"
The discussion was replaced yes.
"Yes, unfortunately you're single."
I laughed while havva floated a deadly sharp look.
Okay fix, I'm quiet.
After finishing all the shopping, we went to the cashier and paid for it.
"Isn't that va?"
I made sure all the needs were bought.
"Udah, come back."
This time I was driving.
In the car
"Va, according to you yes, if the marriage cave is in its current age, how?"
I'm still thinking about Aisyah.
"Than, according to the cave you accelerated. Gua see how you saw the female hijab syar'i, right? The caca? The cave can't see his face."
Havva was serious.
"Yes, he's ayesha."
I answered lemes.
"Lu Segerain talked to papa mama. You fear feeling so deep love for a woman who is not your mahram. Sin for you and sin for caca too."
I thought about Havva's words just now.
"Yes too."