Friends Towards Heaven
Love Kowtows in Mihrab Obedience

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At the pleasure of prostration, let me establish my heart to be your faithful waiter.

On the details of the tasbih granules, on the fidelity of prayer. Let us ask God for forgiveness for the mistakes we have made in the past.

From today, as the universe watches tears touch His earth, allow me to no longer miss you at a meeting. But at the time He has set out for us to enjoy it.*

Humairah.

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Assalamualaikum the tapestry of heaven.

Apologize since I left, I no longer say hello to you. I'm sorry I don't greet you anymore.

If Zulaicha had not indulged in his lust after joseph's love, joseph would not have been imprisoned for his actions.

But really Shaiton will never stop disturbing humans to become his friend in hell.

If zulaikha conveyed love to joseph only through the details of the do'a, perhaps joseph need not be miserable even though in the end they were together too.

So be grateful mother fatimah azzahrah. The love of ali bin abi thalib's father was kept tight so that the Shaiton alone could not know his feelings.

When God has kept it, what more blessed than that my humor?

Since the first time you saw you, you cried about shoelaces, there was a desire to always protect you.

That's why I spend all the time in your house. I would not be with my mother because I was afraid when danger befell you.

Over time, I began to study.

I began to explore Islam, a very noble religion and glorify women.

I was slapped when I thought I was protecting you, I actually put you down.

Because Islam never allows a man even though it is just looking at women who have no relationship with him.

For that, I intend to stay away to get closer. I'll leave you to pick you back up in a way that Allah is pleased with.

When in your waiting I take too long and make you careless, I do not forbid you to perfect religion even though it is not with me.

Marry the man of your choice. I'm not going to ban you because you haven't been my proposal.

I believe, however far we may be if you are my rib, I am home for you to come home to soothe yourself upon His blessings.

And so it's the opposite.

You've grown my humor, understand what I mean.

It's not that I'm hiding from you, I saw you chanting arrahman.

A letter you asked me to be your dowry. At the time, you didn't understand what marriage was all about.

But I stayed in my stance.

I won't see you until I find your ashes.

Then don't you hope you'll be able to meet me before Abi says it's time for you to see me.

Therefore, humor, guard your heart for your soul mate. Not me. For in a glorious place, our name is not necessarily enthroned.

We do not know whether we are a match or not, but if not, having a taste for you is the greatest favor God gives. Intending to be a publicist, intend to be a woman who no longer seeks her brother.

But you need to know.

In my prostration, in every aamiinnan of my prayer, your name is always included.

Humairah, ridhoi I studied in Turkey. If Allah has sent me home, with Allah's permission there will be a surprise that God will give, in shay.

I don't know when else I can greet you. Let's just say this is the last greeting from me before we are really met.

Be at your age this time, humorah. I really didn't forget.

I hope what's on you is okay.

Wassalamualaikum it.

Muhammad fathan al - zikri

I sobbed.

I was no longer able to breathe through my nasal cavity because I was blocked.

God, forgive me for expecting your servant.

God forgive me for constantly trying to find a man who is not my mahrom.

God forgive me for always being selfish and assume everything I want to be able to get.

God, forgive me.

I never really felt slapped like this.

Although my ustadzah always taught me a lesson about love in silence, I never believed.

But why with this piece of paper alone my heart felt so overwhelmed by the words that made me realize that what I had been doing was sin.

God, I beg for forgiveness as great as I have not been able to be Your obedient people while the favors You have given me are immeasurable and I cannot count them.

I really did sob.

I kept my mouth shut and occasionally bit my lower aunt so that no one would know that I was crying.

Tiffany, abi. Forgive the caca that has not been able to become what umi abi hoped for.

From now on, Caca promise will not sue abi again about bang fathan.

Caca promised not to press mama about bang fathan.

God, make it easy to forget. I didn't expect banyan to come again.

I really thank you for making me slap and realize that what I've been working on, hoping about bang fathan is the biggest mistake.

I have felt all the bitterness in life and the most bitter thing is to hope in man.

Ali bin abi thalib

"Bang, thank you for bringing Caca back to his path.

Caca was not angry, she thanked me. Caca wouldn't expect another meeting with bang fathan. Caca makes a promise with herself. Thank you to fathan. May one day be a companion bang fathan, grateful for having got an extraordinary man like bang fathan"

I smile.