Friends Towards Heaven
Hijra (2)

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Go home

I see, your departure is not to forget.

Far away is not to tell farewell.

You went to make success. And your success will also make me more beautiful and charming. I understand that.

Be friendly with the word home.

Often also look at your childhood, the place where you were before as successful as now.

Come home, there are many memories waiting for you to come home.

There are many people who are ready to welcome you with victory. Because what we miss is you. Not your fortune, not your success.

Go home, I'm your childhood friend misses you too.

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Fathan pov's.

Ever since Caca called me, I called papa after.

Asking my opinion about what has happened to me and also to Caca.

Papa advised me that it is not good that I marry Caca with such intentions.

"Fathan, you're an adult. You must understand the meaning of marriage. Fathan, marriage is a worship that must be carried out with the sole intention of getting ridho from God.

Marriage is not about who gets someone first. Believe me fathan, if indeed caca is your soul mate, to any extent, as many people come to propose to him, if he is your soul mate, you are still the place to return.

You must've been very knowledgeable about that, fathan.

It's just that lust is taking over your brain right now. Just think, if you are now married to Caca, what would you eat for caca fathan? You're still in college.

Kan papa already said, after the lecture later in shayah you immediately joined the papa company in Jakarta. Papa has planned it for you, son.

So, stay strong first. Think about how your life will be. It's not just the moment you think about. You also have to give happiness and a living to your wife and children later. Finish your studies first, son."

That's the advice I always hold.

I had to succeed and get married afterwards.

My alibi was also strengthened after receiving news from abi azmi that Aisyah did not continue her studies this year.

I heard that he would study religion with a hyacinth in a boarding school in the city of Semarang.

So, I can breathe a little relieved.

I will continue my studies until I finish here.

I really intend to do this.

Aisha pov.

Assalamualaikum Aisha Humairah.

Actually I was scared of myself when I realized I had a feeling about you.

Every night you come to me in a dream a dream that I know must come from the damned.

I feel as if I was required by you to marry you immediately.

Therefore I dare to propose to you as a perfector of my religion and also your religion.

Aisha, aisha,

When this letter reaches your hand, it means that you really did not allow me to become a priest for you and for our children.

And it also means that I have carried out my vow to deliver this letter to you, Aisha.

Aisha, aisha,

At least I will never feel hate or anger towards you for rejecting my proposal. God has prepared the best for you, and for me.

You need to know Aisyah,

Ever had a taste for you is the favor of God that I am so grateful for.

Although in the end we are not united in a marriage which incidentally is a sacred relationship which when I look at you alone has been judged by His merit.

You're gonna get a better man's humor.

Before I actually end this letter, I want you to grant my request.

Can we stay together without any grudges or feelings?

I still want to continue to undergo spiritual and activity activities when we can meet again as before this proposal.

Let's just say this proposal is a form of my visit to your house.

We shouldn't be ashamed of each other, right?

Hehe, please yes.

Take care of yourself good humor. Later if Allah has brought you together with your soul mate, dedicate to your husband as well as possible. Because if you disobey your husband, you're as bad as your umi and your brother.

I hope what is in you is okay, Aisyah. We are forever friends. Pray for the best for your sister too. My brother is :)

Thanks humairah.

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh, noble lady.

That's the letter that Azzam gave me.

I was moved by his sincerity.

I hope Azzam gets a much better woman than me.

Thank God Azzam asked me to stay as usual and not to be nervous when meeting.

" I'll try brother." I'm ingrained.

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After deciding a lot of consideration, I ventured to talk to Umi and Abi about my dream at that time.

I mean to go to the boarding school.

That was, the day before I turned down his proposal, Azzam.

And two days later I really left with ushered by umi and abi.

Abi told me that I could study well.

Abi said I'd stay here until Abi picks me up.

I don't know exactly when it's clear abi will definitely tell me before his H day.

I was greeted very kindly.

Ah, it's really the atmosphere of heaven.

Where santri and santriwati practice their respective qur'annya.

They are the brothers and also the akhwat are separated and given limits.

The view is very awake here.

I really felt a lot of weakness at the beginning I was here.

However, after a year of getting used to this Islamic atmosphere, slowly my heartland began to be moved to wear the Muslimah syar'i clothes that I once considered very restrictive.

Although the clothes intersected by using a skirt already looks Islamic, but Islam recommends the Muslims to use the shirt or now known as the robe.

This dress does describe the form of a Muslim woman and does not resemble the opposite sex clothes.

The apostle bersabda

وشرط الساتر في الصلاة وخارجها أن يشمل المستور لبسًا ونحوه مع ستر اللون، فيكفي ما يمنع إدراك لون البشرة ولو حكى الحجم كسروال ضيق لكنه للمرأة مكروه وخلاف الأولى للرجل

"The terms of the covering of the aurat, inside and outside the prayer, whether in the form of clothing or not, must include all the limbs to be covered and must cover the color. That is, (covering the aurat) enough with objects that prevent the appearance of skin color, although it shows curves, such as tight pants, but this is the law of makruh for women and khilaful hall for men"

Slowly I expressed my intentions to Ustadzah hafsah, and he was very supportive of me using it.

He even accompanied me to buy it in a Muslim fashion store.

Be me as I am now, a woman wearing a hijab that always matches her hijab.

The length of the hijab is approximately up to my knees.

I am really comfortable using this because in addition to protecting my curves, I can also pray in manapum and at any time by wearing clothes like this.

But I was still not ready physically and mentally to use niqob or veil.

I need a stronger intention to be able to istiqomah and not open pairs.

It's been over a year since I've been here, all my activities are organized by the pesantren.

I am comfortable with this atmosphere. Even my memorization alhamdulillah has increased to 12 juz.

My intention to memorize is none other than to give a golden crown to two angels whom God has entrusted to me in the hereafter.

"dw, abi. Wait caca hafizah 30 juz ya."

I always plant it when my faith starts to sag.

The problem of memorizing the Qur'an of the prophet once said:

قالَ رَسُوْلُ اللهِ صَىلّى اللهِ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلّمَ: أَشْرَفٌ أٌمّتِي حَمْلَةٌ الْقُرْأنِ وَ أَصْحَابِ اَلَليْلِ

The Prophet said: "the noblest among my people is the one who has memorized the Quran and is a member of the evening prayer".((HR. Bukhari)

It is also found in the holy book of the Qur'an

بَلْ هُوَ آيَاتٌ بَيِّنَاتٌ فِي صُدُورِ الَّذِينَ أُوتُوا الْعِلْمَ ۚ وَمَا يَجْحَدُ بِآيَاتِنَا إِلَّا الظَّالِمُونَ

"The Qur'an is a clear verse in the bosom of those who are given knowledge, and there is no denying Our verses except the unjust".

Raghib As-Sirjani revealed that the place (hearts) is the safest, most secure, and can not be reached by the enemy and the enemies and the abuses and abuses committed. Therefore, so noble are those who want to fight and help maintain the purity of the verses of God.

Allah, so glorious and glorified are the memorizers of the Qur'an by Allah and the prophet muhammad SAW.

I would love to memorize everything and practice it in my daily life.

Allah, make it easy to memorize and apply it in the daily life of Caca. Aamiins.

Today is the weekly study schedule at the pesantren cottage mosque.

Once ready I intend to go to the mosque early.

I want to perform the tahiyyat mosque prayer first.

Just now I want to step foot, ustadzah novi called me.

"Assalamualaikum ustadzah's son."

I turned around and shook the novi's ustadzah.

"Walaikumsalam. What's up, ustadzah? Can someone help me with Dza?"

I am very happy to talk to ustadzah novi.

"No son, ustadzah just wanted to say that abi aisyah telfon pesantren."

The right hand of the ustadzah novi is perched on my right shoulder at this moment.

"What did I say?"

I really miss umi and Abi. I rarely call him because it's a cottage rule like that.

"Say he will come later."

Ah, abi's here? Is Abi going to pick me up after 2 years?

I actually do not matter if abi picks me up at this time, even if for example staying here I am fine.

"Abi wants to talk about the settlement of caca in this cottage, maybe abi wants to go back with abi. Continue abi also ask for help the same ustadzah for nyampein to aisha that someone has come."

Sure enough, the Ustadzah novi seemed to read my mind.

"But of course later ask abi yes son, ustadzah just convey. The gih mosque. Assalamualaikum."

"Thank you dzah. Walaikumsalam."

I went to the mosque thinking.

Who's coming?