Friends Towards Heaven
About Time

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I remember, though,

At one orange I once wanted to enjoy the twilight and invite you to enjoy it without a sound.

You subtly promise "Other times only. If there's time we'll enjoy it together".

It was also my fault, I forgot that you were still on a different activity.

I prefer to enjoy the orange horizon through painting only.

Later then.

On a tired day, I no longer remember to realize my desire to linger long lipped orange shades.

Because I want to wait for the word "More times.

That's why I try to forget.

I want to burn to enjoy it.

But I can't make a sound.

Till,

At the broken twilight. I resignedly waited when2 "Other times" it.

I'm sorry I'm not waiting anymore.

i'm goin. By ourselves.

Actually I was hoping that you would arrive and say I'm sorry for too long.

But it's okay, I can still enjoy it (alone).

Actually, actually,

What broke me was not solitude, but a time too long to wait.

That afternoon was sad, I doubt if you really came or just invited.

That's why I decided to leave without being with you.

After enjoying the singing of nature and the scent of the universe, I fell silent.

Trying to collect debris from the fact that today I learned a lesson. Not all speech can be brought to reality.

And this time I beg to resign.

I hope what is going well for you.

And one more.

About that "Other times" I framed it.

I assume it's just a script painting.

- Aisyah Humairah

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Fathan pov's.

Entering the third semester, my residence was transferred by the scholarship manager.

Because in semester one and semester two I got a qualifying IP to continue the scholarship program, I was transferred to a more luxurious place than before.

Facilities are still the same.

Bathroom in the room, closet, nightstand and also spring bed.

It's just that the size of this room is bigger than before.

Here, I live with Indonesian people who also got the same scholarship as me.

This place is like a big house. There are two floors with 8 rooms.

Each is inhabited by 1 inhabitant.

It's just for the living room and kitchen used in bulk.

For eating we just have to take it in the closet that has been provided for each.

I'm just focusing on college here.

The second floor is inhabited by 3 women. Hanum is one of the three.

The rest below are inhabited by men.

I'm one of them.

Regarding Hanum, that girl since I went to college here, I somehow felt she was approaching me.

Trying to get into the cracks of my life.

In fact, as I remember I never once told him to follow my business.

For some reason he watched my meal, came with me to the bookstore and many other little things he did to me.

I'm not a problem anyway.

Fine fine as long as he doesn't interfere with my life, to be friends why not?

I woke up listening to my alarm on the nightstand.

My head was a little dizzy because last night I slept too late thinking about the answer to his proposal.

I saw the clock turned out the clock had pinned the nail 2.30 .

After balancing my body, I shuffled to the bathroom to make ablution.

The coldness when the water greeted the surface of my skin, instantly peace flowed throughout my body. Memory of caca temporarily removed.

Ma shay'ah.

Wudhu water is indeed able to calm a troubled heart.

Wudhu alone is so great, especially if we pray.

Certainly for those who have problems when implementing both practices really will feel tremendous benefits.

قال النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم: {مَنْ تَوَضَّأ لِلصَّلاَةِ فَأحْسَنَ

الْوُضُوْءَ، ثُمَّ قَامَ إِلَى الصَّلاَةِ فَإنَّهُ يَخْرُجُ مِنْ خَطِيْئَتِهِ كَيَوْمِ وَلَدَتْهُ أمُّهُ}.

The Prophet said, "Whoever prays for prayer, then he repairs his prayer (with regard to conditions, fardhu, and adabnya), then he performs the prayer, then he will come out of his guilt like the day that his mother was born." Imam Nawawi Al-Bantani in Tanqihul Qaul Al-Hatsits

After ablution, I picked up a brown egg white shirt in the closet.

Sarongs and peci do not escape.

I held a prayer mat to face the creator.

In my opinion, obligatory prayer alone is not enough to balance the sins we have committed.

يَااَيُّهَا النَّاسُ أفْشُوا السَّلَامَ، وَأطْعِمُوا الطَّعَامَ٫ وَصِلوا الارْحاَم، وصَلوْا باليْلِ والنَّاسُ نِيَامٌ، تَدْخُلُوا الْجنَّة بسَلَامٍ

"O people, spread greetings, feed, keep the cord of hospitality and pray at night when people are asleep, you will enter Heaven safely." (CHR. Tirmidhi). At-Tirmidhi in the book of Shifatil Qiyamaah says, this hadith is shahih.

After the greeting and continued with the sunnah witir prayer, I recited.

Called god's asthma and remembered how many mistakes I had made.

I was privileged because I could not yet become His obedient servant.

I'm late in dhikr.

After recitation, I brought up the do'a. Ask God for forgiveness, please forgive me for all the sins I have committed. I did not forget to pray for my mother who raised me until now. Without them, I would not be what I am today.

Lastly, the caca thing.

The girl who took my bed last night.

"Oh my god, I know. Whatever you have planned is best for whoever is involved.

Rabb if my name is not a name destined to be a priest for the aisha of the people, move his heart to accept the proposal of the man who has dared to ask abi azmi.

The man who hastened the noble practice will be judged the reward throughout the practice. But, O Allah, I will not ask for aisha in a match with my servant. I beg only, give the best to my servant and to Allah. Aamiin's."

I closed my prayer.

I folded the prayer mat and put it where I took it.

I reached for the Qur'an on the nightstand and read it.

I'm buying juz 28 because I've started to forget a few pieces of the verse.

I just read the first 2 pages of the juz, I was surprised by the sound of my phone.

I close my recitation and then see whose name appears on my phone screen.

I can see Abi azmi's name there.

I saw the clock turned out to be at half five, which means it's now at half-eight on the ground.

"Assalamualaikum abi."

I say hello to Abi.

"Fathan's walaikumsalam."

I caught a serious look from abi's tone of speech.

"How are you doing abi?"

I was stale when I just came to abi call me.

"Fathan, someone wants abi to talk to fathan."

I'm getting scared. God, I'm not ready to hear that I actually accepted the proposal. I swallowed the saliva.

"Yes abi, what's abi?"

I tried as quietly as possible.

"The caca."

I expected abi to talk about this.

"Why is bi?"

I am still trying to strengthen myself.

"You know azzam fathan?"

Abi asked.

I thought for a moment, I'm no stranger to this name.

"If fathan is not wrong bi, azzam is one school with caca instead of bi? The rohis members of the city are also if not wrong bi."

As I remember it was like that.

"That's the guy, son."

I nodded my head.

"The problem with last night's proposal, Aisyah did not answer it."

I somehow felt relieved.

"Fathan, caca is confused. Until this morning his head still hurts from thinking about it last night."

I know that, the head of the caca will not be able to be burdened by heavy things let alone suddenly like this.

"really bi? Trus abi already love caca paracetamol bi?"

And I'm the one who's always freaking out about it.

"It's kid, but Caca's confused. Abi Kasian squirms like that."

I know that Abi is super protective when it comes to the problem of the child alone.

"So, caca is not nolak or nerima bi?"

I honestly am still curious.

"No son, I'll take a month to think about it."

Abi's voice weakened.

"Fathan."

Abi called.

"Yes abi?"

I'm back with degan

"Last night abi caught a disappointed look from the face of the caca when he saw the azzamlah who came. Abi tau expected to come by caca is fathan."

I let out my breath.

"Abi can't possibly force you to apply for caca fathan, there's a future you have to settle for first isn't there?"

Abi continued.

"Yes abi. So what can fathan help abi?"

I want to take on the role.

"Our promise."

I listened well.

"May abi say it to caca?"