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The most difficult thing is when you love someone but you prefer to leave it even if you know, you will come back to pick him up*
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Fathon pov: fathom pov:
Today is graduation day at my school.
Unlike other friends who are happy because they will leave this school, I actually feel sad.
In addition to being sad because I can no longer be with my Junior High friends, I am also sad because tomorrow I have to leave this city, as well as caca.
Ah, that girl really made me fall in love.
I don't know if this has grown since when.
Since childhood, I have been a friend or maybe a friend to the girl.
The first time I recognized him was when my mom and I visited Nafisha's house.
The falshback:
I saw little Caca crying. Then I approached him
"Why are you crying?"
I asked with heart.
"Tali syepatu caca loose and caca can not buy it again. Umi is talking to her friend."
Caca replied with the child's accent while occasionally taking a breath.
Then I put the caca shoelaces by making a butterfly knot follow the shoes next to it again.
"Here, it's been installed again. Don't cry. What's your name?"
I was so curious about Caca at the time.
"Racca. Brother syapa's name?"
Caca asked back.
"Call brother fathan ya caca."
Answer me
"iya brother fathan, makasyih yes brother syudah tie shepatu caca."
Say it sweetly. I was called by my mother to go home.
"Come away, mama called."
"Dadaaa fathaaan's. Tomorrow again yaaah".
Wavy caca.
When I got home I asked my mom about umi nafisha
"mama, mummy nafisha who's mama?"
My toot. Then mom answered
"Umi nafisha friends mama time High School, temen deket mama. So when you know the nafisha live not far from our house, so mama often there. Why bang?"
"Ma, if fathan often plays at home umi nafisha can not ma?. Fathan wants to play with Caca."
I'm still curious about Caca.
"By dong bang, as long as umi nafisha permit brother play same caca."
"Yes ma, later try the phone umi nafisha ya ma." My answer.
"Yes yes. Mama's gonna call."
Since then I have been playing at the home of Umi nafisha.
I'm starting to get along with Caca, it turns out she's as adorable as that.
Her hair was braided in half and her bangs were flat like dora figures.
Once when Caca was in grade 4 Elementary School, his hijab was only used when going to school.
After school, Caca immediately opened his hijab and twisted it while walking.
Actually I do not like to see the caca opening his hijab, besides not liking, actually the act of vaca violates the command of Allah even though the caca at that time was not yet puberty.
"O prophet! Say to your wife's wife, your daughter's child and the wife of a believer, they shall cover their headscarves. That is so that they may be more easily recognized so that they may not be disturbed, and Allah is forgiving and merciful" (Qs 33:59)
"Afwan umi, umi can't fathan ordered the veil hijab.
Not only at Umi school, but at home."
I talked trying to get upbeat.
"Of course you can fathan, umi has often said. But Caca said later when he's in 5th grade. Umi knows it's an obligation. But caca was stubborn. Abi also repeatedly conveyed that he was still strong with his stance. But just try fathan who says. How do you know he's hooked."
It turns out that umi nafisha has given the teaching to caca.
"Okay, fathan will try to say. Thank you umi."
Then I turned to the caca who was busy reading fiction books.
"Ca, read what again?"
I tried to start well.
"It's bang, sirah nabawiyah's book. Have you read it yet?"
Caca no longer uses the log of the first time we met.
Actually I'm confused where to start, but I'll keep trying.
"Ca, Babang wants to say something. It may not be closed for a while. Sebentaaar is just that."
Caca looked at me, and closed the book she was reading.
"What bang?".
"Ekhem, gini ca. My brother studied at school. Hijab problem.
Sorry brother ya ca, brother did not offend caca kok. When buk ani said about the law of hijab, it turns out that hijab is mandatory. And it turns out loh ca, it's mandatory not to wait tomorrow or yesterday."
I'm still trying to be careful.
"Bang, Caca wants to wear a hijab class 5 aja bang, caca is not ready. Caca tau kok tip ends brother nuruh caca hijab."
Rejecting the caca doesn't make me careless.
"Caca, Caca can be sure not caca tomorrow is still alive or not? Caca can guarantee not fifth grade caca still exist in this world?
Ca, the obligation is not to be neglected by the deck table, brother is horrified when the Muslimah who is not hijab is later when his hair is hung continues to be rotated and thrown into hell.
It's just awful, isn't it? Not to mention the male parent of the woman would be dragged step by step into hell if she was not married. If she were married, her husband would be like her father. Horrified by ca?"
Trying as gently as possible but I did not realize it turned out that Caca had shed tears next to me.
"Abang,caca babe abi. Caca doesn't want abi to go to hell because of Caca. Brother may not, please accompany caca to umi to ask for a hijab? Caca does not know the punishment is that if the caca is not hijab brother"
I'm a little bit surprised.
"Now ca?".
"Yes brother, she's ashamed of herself. Because kemaren umi has repeatedly told caca.
But caca nolak. Now caca's going to umi. Caca ya bang."
I smiled happily at it.
"Come ca."
I pulled caca's hand.
Umi nafisha was very happy to hear the desire caca at that time.
Umi nafisha told Caca to take the hijab that had been bought by abi azmi the other day.
"Thank you, fathan.
I opened the door of the heart to hijab. Umi knows he's the most obedient to fathan. Thanks to ya."
Umi nafisha hugged me. Since then the permanent caca has been hijab-wearing.
From day to day her appearance is more graceful because it is wrapped by a hijab and also hijab syar'i.
Flashback.
I decided to finish my memory of the beginning of my meeting with Caca.
When the principal proudly announced that our class graduated purely 100%.
I said it was a sign of gratitude because I had gone through the junior high school phase.
What I have in mind right now is, how do I tell Caca that tomorrow I have to go to the next town?