Friends Towards Heaven
Winter Without You

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Let alone to forget you, even until now to eliminate the longing I can not afford. You're too scary for me.

If you can't go back, go! And bring this cruel miss that can even kill me when I'm alone.*

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I heard the sound of the car stopping.

I looked at the direction the voice came from.

Umi and abi have arrived.

I shake both

"Assalamualaikum umi, assalamualaikum abi." I shake them in turn.

"Walaikumsalam darling. All of his friends have been picked up?"

Abi asked.

"Not all abi."

Because there are still many friends of mine who have not been picked up by their parents.

"Yes, umi want to go to Dalem huh. I'm gonna go see fatma."

Umi chimed in.

Now I, umi, abi and mother fatma are sitting in the living room of the dorm

"Mom, I don't feel like I'm finished. Just yesterday it felt like I could not bring Caca here."

Umi smiled.

"Yes, now Aisyah has passed on to her mother."

Buk fatma stroked my head.

"I picked up caca ya ma'am, next time if there's time to come by again. Isn't that kid?"

Umi asked me. I just smiled as I narrowed my eyes at the fatma.

"Yes, good college for now, son. Easy to succeed caca. Don't memorize it in the middle."

Message from fatma.

"In god's mother. Later caca ask help abi deh to remember caca hehe, right bi?"

I'm mnyeringai.

Abi smiled lazily towards me making all of us whoa da in the living room also laugh.

After I finished taking care of all my business and also the cost of my administration fees that were still unresolved, we turned to my belongings.

"Is this really a little of Caa's stuff?" I know Abi is insinuating me. Because other than the salwa, only I have the goods that banyak.

"Hehe, less yes bi. Someone will buy."

I smiled sweetly at Abi.

The next moment I fell silent because abi replied to my words with his eyes.

We set out to split the city road.

"dw, abi. Caca sleeps yes."

I am very sleepy. I don't know why for sleeping I never get tired of doing it.

"Yes, later if there is anything about umi wakein ya."

I closed my eyes.

After 5 minutes of closing my eyes, I did not fall asleep.

"Caca slept?"

Abi said to umi. I don't know if Umi saw me back or not, but umi said

"It's bi."

I can still hear Umi's words.

"Umi, fathan kemaren telfon abi loh."

I asked in my heart why bang fathan called abi.

"Yes bi? Fathan hasn't called umi for a long time." Umi.

"Fathan said what's the same abi?"

Umi's voice is less clear because it looks like umi is eating something.

"Nothing, fathan just tanyain tidings umi same abi. Trus tanyain news of the candidate tuh. Haha." Abi and Umi laugh together.

Huh huh? A candidate? Candidate what? Who is bang fathan's candidate?

Me?

If it is true me, then the question that arises when I wait for the Umi...

Ah, I immediately dismissed the thought that I was the one that Abi meant.

It is impossible to bang fathan choose me as, ekhem. His candidate.

Kan from the first bang fathan consider me only as his sister, after all bang fathan only love me as a sister.

I guess so.

It can't be.

I shook my head and decided to really sleep.

The next second it all looked dark and I could no longer hear what.

Fathan pov - :

I called abi azmi yesterday.

After a long time, I did not stop him. I asked about umi, abi and Caca.

Abi said that tomorrow Caca will leave his dorm and will continue his studies in Semarang.

My mind drifted far away.

Remembering all the things I've done together with Caca.

I don't know.

I really can't forget caca as a whole. At certain times, under different conditions my memory always ends in caca.

It is now december.

In Turkey, December is the month when snow falls.

I sat in the corner of a caffe accompanied by a cup of long black.

I deliberately chose the most corner place because I think here is exotic.

I could see snow falling from a window.

The flashback

"Come on and get meenin caca."

Caca pulled me over who was reading a book in the garden gazebo behind her house.

"Where's deck?"

I put down a book just because my other hand had been pulled by the caca.

"Temenin caca snow."

I saw the faucet where the usual umi watering the plant and the surrounding was already filled with soap foam.

I don't know how many packs of soap Caca spent making this much foam.

"This is the snow of caca?"

I laughed when I saw his head except his eyes were covered with soap foam.

"Yes doong, I asked permission to borrow laundry soap to make snow."

Caca kept playing.

"Abang can not follow the play, later brother destroyed the snow caca. You sit there." Caca pointed towards the rock not too far away from him.

"Yes yes."

I accompanied Caca and occasionally laughed when I saw him fall because he was too excited to play his snow style.

"Like the snow."

I asked.

"Iya bang, used to be ngajakin caca to korea in winter. There's snow."

Caca glee.

"If you go snowing really same brother want not?"

I thought ngira.

"Come on, dong baaang. When do we leave?"

Eyes of caca until sparkling.

"Hehe, not now the deck. Now my brother has no money. Tomorrow is my brother already working, already have a lot of money, we go the same yaa."

Caca jumped up so happy.

Caca was only 6 years old.

Flash back off

I clearly remember how Caca loved snow.

How happy he was when I invited him to enjoy the snow together.

"Sir, you are now enjoying the snow. But sorry yes, brother can not bring adek here. Brother did not have the money that many like brother said to adek at that time.

But the deck, if Allah has permission, tomorrow you keep the promise of your brother's promise first even though maybe the caca no longer remember it."

I took a sip of the long black that was in front of me.

I pointed my android screen towards the window and took some pictures.

How do you know if God does allow me to meet with the Caca again which of course with different situations, I will show this photo and also photos of sunset photos that I found yesterday to the caca. Maybe he's happy.

"Eh here you are."

My shooting activity stopped when this woman came. I smiled at him.

Turns out he's here too.

"Yuk's home."

He took me home.

"Yuk."

I'm asserting.

I left the miss along with the long black that I had not spent.