Friends Towards Heaven
When Arrive?

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It seems, from the day you tell me about your departure, I will always write. Writing about how I was trying to enjoy the wounds that were getting together.*

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Aisha pov :

This is my last day at the dorm.

The farewell was done a day ago. That means it's been a year and a half since the letter from bang fathan.

And it also means that bang fathan has been a year and a half running lectures in Turkey.

Since deepening the word and the meaning of the details of the letter bang fathan, I no longer remember it.

I no longer whine to abi to be reunited with bang fathan, because I know bang fathan more often call abi than umi.

At best bang fathan just ask news to umi.

If abi, bang fathan is more happy to tell you what is happening in the near future.

In the past, I often urged Abi so that I could talk to bang fathan by phone.

But now, to ask the news of bang fathan alone I no longer dare.

Because I don't want to be a sinful woman because I still have a creature that is clearly not my mahrom in my heart.

I put all my clothes in and whatever I'm going to bring home.

I put everything in.

Starting from my clothes, novel, book book, and other stuff.

I don't carry a mattress or a closet like other school dorms.

Because we are provided with mattress and closet facilities.

After everything was over we cried at each other for not wanting to part.

After this I really stayed home.

I will continue my schooling in the universities that are in the nest because I want to dedicate myself to umi and abi.

I don't want to see Umi and Abi feeling lonely in her old age. Because I was the only child.

"Dad, you don't forget me."

Salwa was the only friend who sobbed the longest on my shoulder.

"Yeah, yeah."

I tried to calm myself down. I was crying too.

"This goes straight to Palembang?"

I'm proceeding.

"Well, I'm right back."

Say salwa with a faltering tone. After that, we dissolved in a blue atmosphere.

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I sat in front of the dormitory to wait for Umi and Abi to come.

One of my friends started leaving because he was picked up by his parents.

Flashback on :

"So, later if if you are not one school is the same time in high school how?"

Me and bang fathan were enjoying a muffin made by umi in the backyard.

"No what bang, right brother often come to school caca to ngajak caca play, right bang?"

I bet bang fathan always visits me.

"Hehe, yes. Means brother should how many times dong look in adek?"

Bang fathan put the muffin in his mouth.

I spoke with a look at bang fathan.

"Haha, yesiya. Look at Caca once a week. Continue later if the caca already gedee, already high and finished high, bang fathan who will bring the goods caca home.

Well, Caca just sit sweet in the car abi."

Jonathan's words make me really happy.

"Really bang?"

I asked for certainty from bang fathan.

"In god, deek."

Ah, bang fathan is really good.

"Ca, can you ask for one or another request?"

Bang fathan's.

"What bang?"

I kept staring at fathan.

"Read if tomorrow you're not close to Caca anymore, caca can't be whiny ya."

Bang fathan is serious.

"Why bang? Caca's gonna bother people, huh?" I asked.

"Not on the deck, Caca never bothers people. Brother just does not want later if cry because of one small thing, brother does not exist to entertain caca. Later people will consider weak and do as they please to caca. I don't want to know why napa."

I smiled at Jonathan's explanation.

"Abang, dear brother is not the same caca?"

I asked innocently.

"Weh, what a pity dong. Caca's same time no dear. Sama umi nafisha and abi azmi aja aja very dear brother. Especially with caca. Weh, what a pity."

I feel lucky to be the younger brother of bang fathan even though he's not his younger brother.

"Abang, later if the caca is already big, you can not go live in caca ya."

I've been feeling safe with bang fathan from a long time.

"No, our house is closed. It's easy to go here."

Continue the fathan that managed to calm.

That is, every afternoon I spend time with bang fathan in the backyard. Umi who always makes a small snack for me and fathan always runs out because we enjoy it while telling anything. Starting from the future, school problems to things that make us laugh.

Flasback off

I wipe my tears with the end of my veil.

"Oh my god, sorry caca. Caca can't really forget. Help caca, god."

I suddenly remembered bang fathan when I saw one of my friends who was helped by his brother to bring his goods and put them in the car.

Meanwhile, bang fathan who once said that he would help me bring stuff after I got out of the dorm.

"Bang, it's big. High already. Caca has finished High School, help caca bring goods dong."

I'm muttering.

Although I've promised not to remember the fathan bang anymore to myself, in some time and circumstances I really can't forget someone who has always given me a sense of security in recent years.

Ever since I was away from umi and abi, I have understood the meaning of life a lot.

All the words and innuendos I have understood because in the dormitory we are from various regions with various backgrounds. That's why I'm starting to understand.

One thing is still in question.

In the past, when fathan bang pamit to go to school to al islah, bang fathan once said

"Sir, my brother did not leave for long. My brother only left for three years. Brother promises later brother will pick up caca, when brother is ready with everything, brother will take caca go with brother."

There were two weighing on my mind about the words bang fathan, whether he picked me up to come home from the dorm, or.....