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To You God, the owner of love and who has true love above all existing love. I am grateful for the presence of a feeling for him that we always show in prayer.
Yes rabbul izzati, I'm sorry because until this moment I still have a sense of your creature. Putting his name on each of my bow and always praying for him for the third of my night.
Yes rahman. If this feeling ignores me, all my requests are made to You, I beg you to eliminate God. Forgive me for this error.
However,
If this feeling draws me closer to You, I beg you to help him in trying to justify me, O God. Make it easy and convey the good deed, O Allah.
Make the way easy and persevere himself and myself in waiting for an opportunity that justifies me with his God.
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Aisha pov.
After hearing the story and advice this morning, my breath felt a little airy.
I was given breakfast by Umi and given medicine to relieve dizziness from last night.
After I felt a little good, me and Umi went shopping for monthly necessities to the nearest supermarket.
Ask permission from Abi first.
During the trip, we spent time talking about things that happened at home while I was away.
I occasionally laughed when I saw Umi's expression tell a story.
After you have finished buying all the necessities,
"Eh, isn't caca laper?"
Umi asked.
All grocery items have been entrusted to the driver who will be taken home immediately.
"Hmm, that's pretty good."
Umi and I then sauntered to a place to eat in the mall.
O yes, me and Umi are often said to be the sister of loh gais.
You see Umi is still very beautiful and youthful like an older child. Hehe. Trus high I am the same umi is not much different. So we often say sodaraan.
"What do you want to order?"
Umi turned back the menu list.
"Mauuu, meatballs."
Ah, I haven't eaten that meat for a long time.
"Iih, from the beginning meatballs mulu."
Umi muttered but I could still listen to her.
"Yes doong, I'm loyal caca."
I'm arrogant.
"Faithfully, fathan aja the first man you know until now do not imbue to another. I don't think there is another man."
Umi speech at length.
We laughed after that.
That's how umi, can be used as a friend when pingin vent, can be used as a dining partner, a shopping partner even though umi who payin hehe, can be a mother who protects.
Anyway, the complete package, it,
Thank God for bringing angels into the life of Aisha.
"What do you want to miss?"
We went to a place where there was traditional food.
"Umi want, this is."
Umi pointed to the chicken geprek+sambal matah.
"What did I drink?"
Umi.
"Ez umi tea."
Umi then ordered our order.
After that we ate our food.
Fathan pov's.
My college is done today.
At 5pm I went home in a relaxed manner.
I stopped by to buy a cold drink and put it in a bag.
I stepped into my room.
About the hanum incident this morning I no longer think about it.
I don't want to burden my mind with things I don't think are important.
"Zickr."
Stalled steps. I turned around and it turned out to be Hanum. Ah, hanum again.
"What's wrong?"
I don't want to beat him anymore.
"Later tonight I'm actually kubuevi ya."
"Can't hanum."
I-i refused.
"Yeah, megan dong. I went out alone." Hanum. I'm trying to get away.
"Can't."
I'm firm.
"Your zikri nyebelin. Why don't you want me?" Oh my god, protect me.
"You're not my muhrim and I know who you are."
My head's heating up.
I'm elapsed.
"Sorry."
20 Days after.
"Caca, here's abi's temenin."
I put my reading book on the guest table and turned to Abi.
"Yes abi."
I sat next to Abi.
"So let's have a problem, brother azam."
I covered abi's mouth with my index finger.
"It's not yet abi. There's 10 more days."
I don't want to discuss this before my time even though I already have the answer.
"It's not good to make others wait ca,
abi wants to know the answer now."
"Abi, Caca has the answer. Istikharah caca is perfect. Caca just wants to make azzam kak as a friend of caca faith and an organization with caca. No more abi."
I saw abi smiling.
I did not find the face of azzam during my prayers istikharah.
I decided not to accept a proposal from azzam's sister.
"Son, there's something abi would like to say about fathan's promise."
I listened to abi.
"Actually it's been a long time. Long before fathan High School, fathan once said he had a special vibe when he saw you."
Abi started telling stories.
"Not really bi, my usual brother."
I protest.
"Dengerin first son"
abi complaining. I grimaced.
"Fathan once said he did not want to demean you because it continues to be close to women who are not mahramnya. He wants you to be his life partner, his step balancer. That's why as long as he's gone he's never faked you again. He wants to come to you at the right time."
I covered my mouth with my palm.
"Mulia right? You are the only one who does not
sabaran wait."
I sparkle.
"real abi? How could my brother be so good? Did you know that Caca was proposed?"
Seriously I am overwhelmed.
"You know, Abi told you. He's still in good news, he still holds his promise to come in at the right time."
"Uuuu abii, caca kangen."
I hugged abi.
"Kangen abi or kangen brother?"
Abi's question made me chuckle.
"Two."
I laughed
"Caca already know the answer to Caca's proposal. Abi wants to caca himself who reported brother. Can you?" Abi's words again surprised me.
"Caca nelfon brother?"
I can't believe abi would say this.
"Yes dear, wear an abi hp and it should not take long. Okay?"
Abi looking for bang fathan's number.
My heart raced fast. That's fast.
Abi gave me his phone.
Ah that fast.
"Let's talk."
I froze.
"Hello assalamualaikum abi"
Oh god, that voice. A voice I haven't heard in a long time. Oh allah. I don't feel my tears falling.
"Abi?"
I did not answer his greetings. I still can't believe this fast is God giving me a clue to rejecting azzam's proposal?
"Assalamualaikum brother."
The first salutation after so many years does not speak to the enthroned man in prayer
"Ehm. Walaikumsalam eve."
Maybe the other person still knows my voice. God, his call to me is still the same. I sobbed.
"How are you doing?"
He asked as if nothing had happened. I'm still crying.
Meanwhile, Abi had gone back from earlier.
"So, you cry?"
Maybe I heard it from him.
"Sir, adek can't cry."
He's still the same. Panic when I hear you cry.
"Adeek, udaah."
It was like time to take me back a few years ago.
"Devents."
I called him with a loud tone.
"Yes, what's wrong? Long time no see."
He's very calm.
"Ang, when do you come home?"
First question from me.
"Eh, why is that question? My brother is in college here." He answered
"Adek, sorry brother yes. Sorry my brother is late." Sounds like a regret.
"Dragon, I know everything."
I can't wait to tell him a long story.
"On promise?"
She asked.
"Yes, everyone knows."
I'm still stingy. Silence after.
"Adek, answer the proposal. It's not good to keep others waiting"
His voice sounds heavy.
"Abang, it's already istikharah bang. I prayed."
I quickly told him.
"Adek has broken up azzam will be a friend as good as adek bang."
I'm satisfied to explain. Quiescent
"Alhamdulillah. Why deck?"
The tone is like rising.
"Want to wait for my brother's promise."
I'm honest.
"Remove home quickly. Yes bang, I promised abi just for a little while. Assalamualaikum brother."
I hung up with bang fathan.