
It has been a week since I arrived back from Bandung, I have not got a job, actually I still intend to go back to work in Boutique Miss Dora. but somehow my feet are still heavy coming to the Boutique especially after Tina has my meal, it seems there is something secret in the Boutique .
My education is not high only until SMK even though when my school is among the best.if only I went to college it might not be as difficult as finding a job. all day I went to the offices who knew there were job vacancies so cleaning service was nothing. I want to live hard in Jakarta to be close to my sisters.
I miss my school.kangen children's home, Muhammadiyah Middle School does have orphanage as well.I often help the orphanage children just do their schoolwork, I do like children.
This school feels foreign to me maybe because I have been a long time.The same building maybe the teachers are still the same.I have no intention of nostalgia in the classroom of my destination Orphanage.
"kaaaak axaaaaa" I still remember who this little boy was, I swear I forgot.
"sister must have forgotten yes.I nina ka..I used to be very small, now I want SMP"
"Oh Allah, the new feeling of graduating, what is your school? where are the other friends?"
"all good ka"
ehmmm...pengganggau who the hell is nosy with us? I was proud of my head right above my body standing straight up again.
"How's axa doing?" I say a baritone voice after all, what is he here, what just a coincidence, what do I take care of that I don't need to take care of.
"Okay, how are you? still with the woman in the elevator? "skak matt I was the most seneng make seetyawan check matt so he will not bother me again. apparently my mind is wrong.
"Axa ask for your Hand phone number, do not Geer yes I just want to enter the school group aja. let silatrahmi keep going."
"I'm sorry I don't have a hand phone" I tried to cover up my lies.
"want home?I'm taking ya"
"G need wan. I still want to go somewhere else"
"Well I stay yes" after the upperclassman who was once the incerantation of classmates. quiet authoritative ga arrogant. ga arrogant. I hear now he replaces his papa takes care of the mining company. Tajir deserves to live in an elite apartment.
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"mamaaah.." my son who hansem welcomed me with a smile that they were. actually sadam son Tina. I still remember when about to give birth tina had difficulty should she undergo seccar but kekeuh she did not want. as a result he left me and saddam.I was confused where to bring sadam. Tina is a kara and her husband is out of nowhere, actually not her husband.His boyfriend.let saddam be with me until I close my eyes.
I asked all the families to shut up sadam including my om and tantu. Saddam was forever my son. All his letters in my name are now 4 years old.
"Assalamualaikum is there a Rafinya brother?"
"Ga there is "almost every afternoon Pram comes contrast. play with saddam. and rima. long ago I was bored if Pram came. Besides the mouth of the neighbors is very crowded in front of me they are friendly, they are very friendly, behind me I was exhausted in the skin of the shoulder in added spices of various flavors. hadeeeh ema-ema less work apaa aja so the ingredients talk.
"Rafiiii.can your friend is not every day come.deteh ga like fi.omongan people have already mounted fii"
"teteh ma gaensia, Pram still likes it too much." Rafi lightly replied while taking a laptop. and told muti to make tea for him
"When you graduate, it looks like you didn't graduate.didn't want to graduate what fii's job"
my mouth rumbles but my hands are still cool with the pile of laundry.
"izzi is the tea.pokonya later Rafi will be proud of it anyway."His hands began to busy on the laptop I already do not want to see him.This month graduation week at High School, this month, actually money is not a serious problem for us Arga every month to transfer to his sisters.
"I want to study in Java tea. My friends are many who migrated to Java." let alone thisiii.muti is indeed quiet, it is precisely his attitude that scares me.
"yaaaaaah.di just try to join SBMPTN yes, anyone knows your fortune can study at the State campus"
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Thank God my brothers graduated with good grades. Rafi also immediately got a job at an oil company and required me to send her a long-term job in Penang.Malaysia. Muti got a scholarship at the Surabaya campus. I had to leave it to my best friend Herlina Koplakku.Rima entered nursing school. whereas Alif survived with IBu. Mother yes Mother almost I forgot Mother.she must have aged, wrinkles have begun to spread on her skin, Tomorrow I will go to Mother's house, Mother, actually I do not want to take Saddam just at home there is no accompanying, Mother's hate attitude to me has begun to fade, I'm sure there is no mother who does not melt with her child. but now with saddam.perhaps saddam reminds me of Mom, ah it doesn't seem to be. Mother in father's rape, Tina was not raped, Mother chose to give birth without status. Tina's living on the run from her cursed boyfriend. Hopefully that guy doesn't come to take saddam out of my life. Tina gave it to me instead of that jerk guy.
"Where are we going? Today Saddam didn't want to go to school" whined saddam that blind morning.
"unfortunately mama. we want to go for a walk, this is Sunday." it's been a long time saddam I did not take a walk, skejulku this morning I will take saddam to B Xchange continued to the house of Omanya.
"Mommy.Was Papah coming?" Papa? I'm not wrong, denger? Which papah is it? who taught him? Rima laughed happily and I.