Cross Wedding
Ibu

The person who gave birth to us six, I don't know what I should tell you about her. if only I could ask for a change from Mother to God I would ask a Mother who is loving, warm always there for us, not leave us when we are devastated by the death of Abah.

Mother is from the Capital of Indonesia.But Abah is a warm, cheerful loving village man who is always there in every of our stories, Abah never tired of giving us an abundance of love....Abah taught us how to live to be a human being, not half a human being.Sadly God would have preferred him to go home quickly.if Allah had given me the offer I would have changed Abah to be my mother.....astagfirullah is very evil, this feeling of mine.

Mother..either complicated I told about Mother.she was our biological mother but like Stepmother.especially against me....from the baby I was alienated in the grandmother's house from my mother to the point that I called her Mother.My grandmother was very different from Mother, Grandma was so warm, affectionate,Mother never let me cry even when I was a toddler I can remember a piece of the story in my life, every day Grandma would make whatever cakes I like but I can not snack, the money given uncle should I tube, my favorite milk cans witness I learned frugally.

I don't know the past what happened to my mother so that she can not love and love me like Mom in general, from childhood I have been jealous of my friends there is a side of her hair, kissed his forehead before leaving school, in the pelu when they are sick, fed, a lot of my self-worth to my friends at that time.

"Cape's grandmother takes care of axa??? Nek axa wants rich friends axa in love their mother, mother axa where's grandma? why don't you love Axa?"

Mother almost never took me, only Abah came at the end of the day, at least I did not lose the figure of a parent, the father, at the end of the day I always look forward to the arrival of Abah like that afternoon at four in the afternoon I have been sitting sweetly in front of the terrace waiting for Abah with love I never expected souvenirs from Abah, Abah just came to hold me I already felt like in heaven, warm.ya so warm in the arms of Abah.

"It remains Abah's proud son"

If I could redeem and exchange Abah's happiness I would exchange, let me be in suffering as long as I could always be with Abah, but God never offered me an offer in my life God only gave me a sorrow that somehow until when this suffering will change the cry of happiness, whether what God is saving for me, I know, I don't know what secrets God has hidden for me, which I know I must stand strong for myself and my brothers, I can definitely face this test I definitely pass I can definitely because I should be able to