Cross Wedding
disappointed
Adhan dawn reverberated with his martyr despite living in the apartment still heard the sound of adhan because in our neighborhood there is also a mosque. I shifted my feet down the bed…my breath was so empty my heart, I threw my feet into the bathroom of my morning ritual bath and morning dawn prayer, I am sure if the day starts with worship then whatever happens throughout the day there will be God with us.that is always taught my grandmother and teachers teach me…maybe this is what makes me strong and sincere about everything that happens in my life…
ba'da prayed dawn I came out of the room, still quiet, I saw Pras' room open tumben did he know if the door was open? not as usual, my reflexes approached Pras's room.Astagfirullahmy inner regime shouted, two different types of people flocked on the bed.My heart was like jumping, Pras my husband made out with another woman, I....I'm his wife I never expected to be touched by him I'm a disgusting woman turned out to be his disgusting behavior, he said, my knees feel like limp dislodged I'm stuck on the wall I bite my lips not because I'm jealous of Pras but because I'm disappointed.nyesek it feels if I dare I would have made a lot in this blind morning. Pras oh Pras is so thirsty for you? why don't you make me serve you Pras? even if I do not want to be touched by you but I am also afraid of the angel's curse? why did you choose hell? Pras that disgusting is I on your appeal?
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Almost all day I was in the room, I didn't want to see Pras's face, I was sick of him anything I doit must have been wrong in his eyes, I'm the debtor's wife who was never considered...I have to be brave against him he's gone off track I know there's no agreement that interferes with each other's privacy, I also have privacy if I do what I want to mean I'm not breaking the agreement,
drrrrrt..drttttt My HP vibrates I know for sure the dictator boss sent me a text message, how could I get a phone or a short message from someone else, he said, the contact on my phone is only one yes only her number is stored
"I want to have dinner with you.be prepared that anton will pick you up" I know for sure in again ngakalin me for wanting to make a new war.
"hmmmm.okay, if that is what I will eat at home" still with his efforts.I will not be fooled again Pras.
"I don't cook Pras" indeed all day I'm in the room and I've not eaten yesterday, but I don't feel hungry, is it possible because I'm disappointed!!!
"We cook together..mau right!!! or I'll have a meal outside we eat at home ok"
"sorry Pras I've eaten and I want to sleep" many times I refused Pras.I know he will not give up, the problem of dinner alone can kosrek, I know, I turn off my phone otherwise Pras and I will definitely stay authentic at HP.
I will cook than later I have to meet the face of people who feel most right.
