
"tell me what's going on.you've considered a sister" at lunch miss Dora took me to eat with her outside the boutique, a delicious steak in front of me like a charred meat. my story began to slide from my mouth, the story that I had been keeping in the safe of my heart.I thought I would lock it tightly and throw the keys to the sea turned out…my tears began to dry for Pras.diktator had no heart.
"me...aaakkkku is no longer strong miss....I have to what? what about my mother and sisters?"back I'm in confusion.
"follow me.and she'll be sorry" without asking my approval Miss Dora took me somewhere what this is called I've never set foot here.
it turns out this spa salon and hair beauty.can pay me 1 month for the cost of this kind of treatment.
"relax.I pay.I will also treat axa..relax ok "as if Miss Dora knows what I think. whereas I just want to confide not in the salon. yes, there is no harm in me also I enjoy this all from the face of the body to the hair at first I refused I like my long hair, and I actually hesitate to open my hijab because the employees of women all I became just like them, only in the creambath they said .. really massage in the head makes me comfortable even to fall asleep anyway.
"perfect...see..this is my disgusting sister...see axa your husband will be crazy for you" I looked at my face in the mirror?
"see..axa..don't Pras a hundred Praspun models can submit to you.hayo we go home see his reaction to you tell me and remember not to let down the same he "
Is it really going to be like the words Miss Dora Pras will be lighthearted to see me? no, I'm still going to be the disgusting woman in her eyes.
the streets of the capital at rush hour jammed for mercy I see the watch in the hands of mercy, so late I have to make this excuse? should I tell the salon? free to say honest also with him, for him I am honest or lie is equally wrong.
"Assalamualaikum" said I'm sure Pras was already standing at the end of the wall with a nanar look at moments like this I hope the woman will come I try to strengthen myself. I think Pras is still he's glued to see me my heart really counts when he's going to explode.
"hurry up..prepare we eat outside" her door was flat as if I had misheard her baritone voice so soft she had finished drinking what? 7 Months of marriage ain't never been this gentle. Is this the effect of the treatment? ah, this time I did not dare to argue that his mood was as good as possible and I had come home late.
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I don't know which area Pras takes me to dinner in the sea. Seafood yeaaay I cheered in my heart like this is a seafood paradise.A beautiful place at least it was in my opinion.I chose lobster shrimp for me it is enough to eat me not too much. Pras wants to eat grilled gurame he does like grilled fish. while waiting for food on serve me down the beach... desolate quiet peaceful beautiful waves pounding my bare feet. whether Pras is doing what there? most are engrossed in telephoning with his girlfriend or with his stingy assistant Anton those words.
"hmmmm..you like" suddenly Pras was already beside me grasping my hand..The length of my inner life had just been thought to be nongol only. and this is what he was adoring my hand tightly even very tightly…free I tried to rebel...What's wrong with him? do not..do not fall asleep axa, your time is still a little more .. lest you fall into holiness, my mind continues to be turbulent.
Pras took me to the top of the rock, the flat stone may have been used by visitors…
"How's your job?" what he asked with gentleness again, actually had taken the wrong medicine apparently he. I just nodded I don't want to answer if I answered for sure this conversation is getting longer, I'm just nodding, I completely avoided a long conversation with her, my heart still scratched over her betrayal and her words.
"still angry? look axa, I've never been serious about what I said about you, I just want you to be mine, remember axa when we got married I should be the person you hugged after this marriage you even hugged your boyfriend…do you think I don't have the heart to see the wife I'm married hugging another man?" I thought it would be a long story.
"I know I was wrong, but it was just a hug, you know what it's like to marry someone you don't know? he has fought for me all that time, he was always there when I needed support, he was waiting for me" why Pras reminded me of Dito, a figure that began to disappear in my heart
"Stupid..you think I know you? you think I'm ready for that?we axa series, we both do not know each other, we should fight together not the path alone."
"So I was wrong? you gave me a separate room and a covenant letter. Whose idea is that? my idea"
"heeh.that's the test I gave you axa.I want to see how obedient you are to your husband"
"you are beautiful axa" she whispered in my ear, I could feel her breath on my neck even though I was veiled it was still the breath felt, the other hand began to touch my cheek.Honestly my heart rippled, what is this!!! do not fall asleep axa, or you will be imprisoned for life with him. jemarinyan rubbed my lips, I who have never been treated like this so misbehavior, I dare to turn my head and see his eyes our distance is only a few inches.The eyes that used to flare up are now softened, pras's body began to cling to my desire to retreat and escape but his sturdy hands had been coiled around my waist and finally Pras managed to kiss me. I'm a stupid woman can only be silent I don't know what to do…I let Pras himself with his lust Pras bite the tip of my lips sakiit once I opened my mouth and his tongue just gawk into my mouth.I so remember seetyawan and the woman in the elevator, he said, is this what they do. Pras lips increasingly hunting.Pres hands began to explore my body.I have to run away.I do not want Pras to play me.how if I was pregnant and Pras divorced me. I stepped on his feet thank God I managed to escape immediately ran back to the store. I left Pras with his lust…
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"move to my room axa.." she asked that night, this oath is why people these days are so sweet.
I shook my head as a sign I rejected him, I knew he would be angry, let him be angry anyway I'm used to being his scorn…as usual I left him alone I lock my room I take cover behind the door my chest is still pounding fast did I start to like Pras? will we be together forever?will we start from zero? I will ask my creator.I take ablution and pray isya.
this morning I did not go to work Miss Dora gave me leave permission. It has been a long time also I did not touch the kitchen, there was nothing in the refrigerator, Praspun has not left yet to leave when he was still busy in his room, he was still busy in his room, breakfast I have prepared his favorite half-cooked egg and black coffee, I drink milk alone is enough.
"Pras....hmmmm .. Can I come with you later?" I started to open the conversation
"Tumben..you want me to drop off to work? or have you been fired at that boutique?" I guess he's turned still tart like cayenne pepper.
"I want to go to the market, today I'm off I want to cook stock of empty food"
"oooooh. okay"
The atmosphere of the apartment in the morning is very busy almost all residents race to catch up with time, including us, the elevator is always full so we have to wait twice back and forth, he said, still full as well but quite able to enter. Pras hand coiled around my waist I don't know what it means actually I was a bit uncomfortable in public like that.
"For the sir...oh this is his wife yes.pretty really sir..ga ever see together after seeing .. fit deh pak Pras handsome his wife is beautiful" early in the morning the neighbors have gossiped only, I looked at Pras he looked back at me only his eyebrows and his eyes were playing signify that I did not comment"
"Alhamdulillah until deh" muttered me, Pras still fun to wrap his hands around my waist occasionally tickle my flat stomach.
"Wait in the lobby, I'll grab the car don't mess around" finally the sturdy hand slipped from my body.
"your husband? I guess still single-handedly know it's been done" that brash voice was so ugly was I until he said no behavior.
"Setyawan... go I don't want any problems" I said I left him alone, what would happen if Pras knew I could war this early in the morning.
The road again jammed if I had just walked it must have taken 45 minutes to get to Market Plaza. Pras did not allow me to go to the traditional market.
"don't be long, come home soon"
"Good boss" I answered while opening the car door but Pras was late pulling back the door, he asked me to kiss him hadeeeh this shit.
his finger is still on his cheek. come on axa just cheek anyway he's your husband.well just cheek I stick my lips to his cheek.turns out he asked for his lips, his lips were all over me I began to enjoy him I let him press my head and his other fingers crept on my chest.This different taste of my thirst..fortunately Pras's car glass is not translucent I set my breath.pras lowered the glass turns out the parking attendant asked Pras to park his car properly. I kissed Pras' cheek and I left him in the car
"Go up. I'll wait at home"