Cross Wedding
I gave up Pras

"hmmmm.. It smells good, I'm hungry" suddenly the voice of Pras' baritone whispered in my ear, his arm had been coiled around my waist...my hair that is stretched and long I loop up to the look of my neck that level, has become my habit since living in a t-shirt apartment without a hijab.karna I think I am alone, it has become my habit since living in the apartment, now Pras has seen me without a hijab, ah already he is my husband, did I start to open my heart for him huh!! I don't know if I'm getting comfortable with the sweet treatment but I'm afraid I'll have to stop on the road "axa..2 months away axa.." my bathin always reminds me of the deal.

"iiikh .. sana Pras I'm worried..I'm cooking again and you why not work?" I kept on murmuring how not my wiggle room got so hard

"Be quiet.This neck asks me to bite the axa" his lips scoured my neck mercilessly. different sense my soul struggling to collect the right of the bathin like Pras knows I collect his right hand reflexes turn off the stove and hold me lips we can not be bearded each other turns out the purpose is his room. the room that I went to was haram, pras laid my body on his oval bed.Our lust was burning to the point that I forgot this bed where Pras and his lover played love.

"Axa...honeyang...I will give you the right of bathin.my rights and yours" Pras' voice tickled my ears I lulled I also wanted Pras, but my lips locked lips locked lips we back to each other to buy Pras' hands did not stop exploring my body t-shirts and Bra that I was wearing was either already thrown away where by him, we were both in the hunt…in the rush of lust in the middle of broad day, the sun today belongs to us our witness combined love. Pras lips began to explore my neck favors.ya unexpressed delights his hands are still cool playing on my chest, I sighed asking for more than that, this is the first time in my life, actually I prepared my body for Dito, because I still hope that I and Dito can be together…I'm Pras's hairpin

"favors dear." Pras' voice began to wilt, I knew his voice was getting more unbearable, Pras prepared to open his pants but immediately stopped

drrrrrt..drrrrt shakes HP in the bag of pants stop our activities.Pras get off the mattress I look for a blanket.

"I'll come back.wait for me dear" with teresa gesa Pras wearing her shirt on the kiss of my forehead and in her stay I just left without explanation.

**

It was late at night that Pras still did not come home

I was very unsettled many times I went out of the room to make sure Pras had come home, it was not yet home also the food at the dinner table was very cold, instead I wanted to continue our battle this afternoon, even kina I did not want to continue it. I have tried many times to contact him but still nil, Pras did not contact me. and finally I slept in the room.

At what time, I woke up to the sound of that lustful sigh again, did Pras bring the woman home again? then in a week his attitude to me is considered what? curiosity led me to his room, clothes scattered where underwear scattered like there was indeed a battle between them

"Praaaaaas" my knee this time not only the trembling of my heart has been dislodged it feels, this time I can not accept Pras has played tricks on me. I try hard I have to go from this spectacle, this time, my heart that began to flower is now broken, broken as their clothes scattered.I accidentally nudged a ceramic vase his voice was able to stop their madness.

I took refuge behind Pras' door still yelling my name at the door of my bedroom door.

"Go Pras there is nothing you need to explain to me anymore.Go away" I shouted from inside the room.

I had made up my mind I had to go I had a suitcase in the corner of my closet put my clothes and some of my things, not a single Pras gift item I was packing.

"Dear dear we go on...What do you expect from the debt-paying woman? I'm sure you won't lust after her.A hypocritical, disgusting, selfless woman" siaaal ***** that meddles in our business, did she say that? the debt payer woman?? Y Allah, Pras so much do you hate me until you divulge the cause of our marriage? I'm the only woman who's not that nice Pras, I did tell Miss Dora about my situation...the wounded heart gradually healed now wounded even deeper. Pras has the heart of you to me Pras.Luckily I'm not really you…if it had happened I would have lost a lot and if I got pregnant I'm sure you wouldn't have recognized it as your child.

" You're quiet.all because of you, go I say go!ii" I know Pras is rampaging at his woman, but I'm not willing to bargain anymore. I set my heart.I took a suitcase beside my closet put all my things. I have determined that I will step up and will not look back, if Pras does not take care of this divorce then I will take care of it.

To my Husband Prasetyo

I'm sorry I can't be your perfect wife as much as I try to keep my disgust in your eyes. I'm gone, don't look for me, I'll give up,and I promise to repay my mother's debt even if I'm gone. If you don't want to take care of our divorce, I'll take care of it.

once again forgive me.

Outside there is no more fighting.I have really given up on Pras, I still have my pride, what kind of husband he is not once twice bring a woman into the house where there is me His wife.I open the door slowly all the furniture is out of place, all the furniture is out of place,I walk my foot to his study and put the letter I made with the wedding ring. Hand Phone, credit card, atm card. Debit card and monthly money left. I do not want to bring a penny from him.even the cards are dau. goodbye Apology Pras can't be the wife you want.

I don't know where I'm going to go. There's no way I'm going back to Bintaro where there Mom will return me to Pras.ke Bandung yes I'm going to Bandung my father's house, even though my aunt talked later or else I would have stayed.I have the right to the house even the tea plantation belongs to my father. My egoism?

Is it really the path I take? Bandung my destination.if I go to the boutique Miss Dora Pras will definitely follow me let the situation be calm first then I will return to the Boutique after my cut is still a lot. I want to calm down first.