
Never will I forget that Friday the day of Friday ba'da prayer friday pak min my neighbor carried me with a shred of goopoh and tears, actually I've been scared what I did wrong if I'm wrong why Mr min is crying???
up at home have many neighbors who come to clean my grandmother's living room they kiss me one by one what is this???
"axa pinter.axa ga can cry yes.axa strong boy right...Axa's mother is now in heaven...Axa's mother has gone home"boots bi sum my grandmother's sister, her tears flowed like a shower of solid in the mushola, her snot was much, I little more and more do not understand all this
" how to go to heaven? right Mother again in the hospital, said Mother yesterday today Mother will go home, Mother has promised to go home bi.not to heaven, heaven is far away bi, I have to go home, why did Mom go back there? why is axa not being invited? axa ga naughty bi, axa ga make mom angry right bi?"
aunty's cry exploded and hugged me so much that I couldn't breathe so tight. I was still very confused about all that, little one, not long after the ambulance siren sounded I saw the figure of Grandma I called Mother lying on the coffin of the hospital, smiling at a long sleep in silence, yesterday I promised I would go home today. I woke Mom but still Mother was silent I finally exploded, my first heart-wrenching cry
"Iiiiibbbbbuuuuuu..bu build, why mom bobo aja..ibu already promised memenin axa..axa promise ma'am, axa promises mom axa to be pinter's son...
iiiiiibbbbbuuuuu......."
"we have to bring axa, aida.he's your son, can't I let him stay here who will take care of him?? she was a child, please open your heart to her.she is your blood...."
abah's voice...Yes, when did you come?? is it because I'm so sad that I didn't see your arrival, mother??? my birth mother?? how's his face?? I wanted to open Mom's door but I was scared.
" okay ..baik.bawa axamu it...take him but not to the house.I do not want to see him.bring your axe where the cake.asal do not go home"
"aida...what's in your heart and brain..Where will I take the axa?? who am I gonna leave it with? should I leave it to the orphanage? which is true aida we are still alive..especially you are the mother who gave birth to her.please aida remove your hate let axa feel the happiness of us..I beg aida..Do I have to worship you for my request this??"
"do you care about that kid?? do you love her?? I let you take him... Then what else?? you want him to live with us?? don't dream you kang.I won't accept it until I overturn the ambu"