Cross Wedding
CHAPTER 1

Adriani Axalia that's my name. I am not a special woman, I was born not to be loved by anyone.

From the moment I can remember, all I remember about myself is that my life went from one grandmother to another.

Ever since I was a teenager, I've never been entitled to myself, whatever I do for my sisters, I never know what it's like to be a teenager, hang out with friends, talk about school, talk about school, handsome guys at school or just sharing a hobby with friends.

I grew up to be a super judes teenager not without reason because my life was heavy even very heavy, imagine I have to go to school and bear with my five sisters because Abah has gone to face the Khalik while my mother has left us six.

After forty days of Abah's departure somewhere Mother went.I can imagine how my life is twelve years without Parents with five younger siblings, but life must go on every hardship there must be a way, I am sure God will always be with me.

"Teh.titip younger brothers never tired, never stay in prayer, njai, fasting sunnahannya added and do not stop school.help younger brothers for school" Abah's last message.

Just lie if I'm not tired of all this.

Abah's departure made me devastated.Eventually we stayed with Ambu.Abah's mother.

Year after year I went through until I finally escaped with Herlina my koplak best friend is not without cause, Ambu betrothed me to Kang Juna, when Kang Juna was still a Cadet. Kang Juna was my first mate .. who I left because I wanted to pursue my ideals. Understandably at that time I was very young, my mind was still narrow.

Actually Kang Juna is a good man, sincere not only to me but to my sisters as well. His family was very good, because we had a good relationship.

I remember that blind morning, Herlina helped me escape, I knew Ambu must be disappointed, sad, mixed with all the flavors, she said, verily I do not want to hurt ambu only that I cannot think clearly, there is only fear.

Like teenagers my age in Kampung they married young and stuck in a state of resignation can not be themselves, and will continue to repeat in their next generation, he said, and I don't want my future in front of the furnace.

I left a letter to Kang Juna I apologized to him for everything I did I didn't expect him to forgive me, I knew I was wrong, at least I dared to apologize to him.

"For Kang Juna

Terminal Cianjur air so bone-piercing. I sat on the terminal bench.I was wondering if I'd continue this journey or turn back. Bismillah I will go forward even if I can't feel how my story goes.

I dare to leave Ambu .. and hope because my sisters are not living in Cianjur anymore Mother picked them up one month ago. If they're still in Cianjur maybe I won't be this determined either.

" This is your right..I sell all your works .." Herlina jerked my daydreams.

"What do you mean? "

"I sell your works.your little pen.and that's the money to keep your capital alive" I know Herlina is holding back her tears from falling.

"Thank you lina ..thanks for alot off" I hug my best friend's body

"Let me Axa, I will help take care of Ambu.Go don't look back again....You will still be my best friend.

Bandung..Kota childhood..before Grandma left Me tuk forever because Cancer Breasts.now Omku the only one who takes care of the house relics of Grandma.

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It was quite a day when I arrived in Bandung.The same building my childhood home, Dejavu.tree - small evergreen trees still neatly arranged fish pond was still the same.

Grandma.. Axa came home grandma..My tears spilled themselves memories of my Grandma who is super woman.Will her kindness, her patience, her protection, her hospitality to everyone, many kindnesses that my Grandmother had.

I really miss Grandma too.

"Be yourself, be a person who is beneficial to others, do not be arrogant, because pride will only lead you to difficulties, stay humble, be humble, this body is just a tool to worship someday our body will return to Him, do not fill our basket with evil, but maximize it with goodness"