
"Now determine me or the bastard" Aunt Lidya's voice this time was so explosive
"Please Lidya do not give me a choice.. leave him with me.axa my responsibility.xa my flesh and blood axa...my sister's child..amanah Mother lidya....axa has no one but us.don't until you regret later lidya" om can always be soft inversely proportional to the aunt lidya who always explodes.
"I don't want to die silly because of the curse of the bastard son of pram.try you understand"
"Your brain is too dirty lidya"
"Bring it to his mother...The mother who gave birth to him, maybe he's more useful to his mother than to us"
My stomach that had been rumbling made in the contents with great immediately lost the hunger because of the quarrel om and aunt.I better sleep.I was also quite tired today. I just want to sleep on my bedroom door on the tap
"Teteh axa...can enter ga....?" the voice of the eldest Om ku
"just enter Ri.ga in the key"
"Teteh....ria want to ask for help can not? ask the eleven-year-old girl at my doorstep
"Could dong come here we talk...ria need what help?"
"Teteh help Ria let father and mother not fight again, Ria was sad ...Mother's father fought every day, Ria did not mean to be sad too but Ria needed help teteh"
"well, Ria is beautiful.later help me"
There was a smile on her lips.I know not without reason she asked me to help her, because it was very clear if I was the cause of her parents' quarrel.
Even two weeks I live in Bandung there are no days without me hearing my tantalizing babble...this morning I was determined to step my foot out of this house after yesterday I forced the Ujang mang to give me my mother's home address in Jakarta. I made Bik mar and Mang Ujang shut up. so that they don't tell me of my intentions.
I left a message on my nightstand
Om please forgive Axa..during here Axa always bother Om and Aunt.
Axa pamit Om
Wassalamualaikum"
Good thing I have money left over from Cianjur Kemrin so I can pay for the bus, along the way my eyes are looking at what will happen in Jakarta later? will I get any more unfair treatment? I'm determined that no matter what happens in Jakarta, I will survive.
I'm a fifteen-year-old child already do not know where else to step. soundly..I fell asleep in my daydreams.Last recently my sleep was really not right.
"Slipi.....Slipi...." tereak conductor bis....rushing me down this waaw is the capital?
Vehicles wander non-stop, this is the face of the Capital City that is never tired and always busy. The skyscrapers perched solidly and arrogantly, dust was scattered everywhere, the air was hot until it penetrated into my clothes, what a condition that turned 180 degrees with my village.
I move my legs that start to wobble I do not know where I should be confused.there are a bunch of cool high school students joking on the side of the road .
"Sorry sis...I want to ask if Palmerah station is where is it sis?"
" Way from the village yes.ayo I take you"
Dream of seeing a good person in the middle of a gini.
Mothers.Iam brothers communicating.
I'm coming Mommy.
God's help will come through anyone, anywhere, anytime, when we need it most.