Cross Wedding
Angrier

" say once again" Pras' tone was so high in his throw I with hot coffee it was fortunate that it only hit my hand not my face....I know he was offended.Pras my husband has some retail business and I'm his Guarantee wife wants to work.I'm stupid I'm really stupid but what to say I'm bored. I should've known myself for only 1 year.

"you want to work.What are the reasons I give you less? is my money lacking?"

his burly hands had grabbed my jibab (automatically my long hair did not survive) first before I could save myself, I could only shake my head

"Say if you want to see your girlfriend, right? did you forget he was still in the country of people?don't ever try - try to fool me

"pleases ....Pras detelin ailing Pras...buankah in our agreement should not interfere with each other's privacy? I'm just tired of Pras this house is too quiet, I promise I won't meet him.you can shadow me with your people" actually, I was afraid of Pras but what else would my pride that had fallen do not let others step on

"I don't want to see your face again in front of me...Go...go as far as you want not to go back.." Is that really what I heard? he's releasing me? Thank God, without much talk and drama again I put my clothes in the suitcase of dreams can I be free from Pras.

"Pay your mother's debt and go.if you can if you don't know what you have to do" in vain.sial..sial.he played me. I slammed my suitcase and I approached him with my anger.

"I know enough myself to be beside you, but I'm an ordinary man.I can't change what God gives me. I accept my fate as a debt payer but don't play me…I still have a heart, I still have faith, your brain is troubled where maybe I meet Dito I still have the pride to meet him so you arrogant boss don't be pretentious " my heart beat faster even faster than usual, he was angry I could get angry..I left Pras who was still with his anger, I slammed the door of my room, what kind of household is this? other women are free to do anything out with their friends, get together with their friends, I am... held in the apartment...What do you mean? he said he was disgusted at me why didn't he just let me out of his life? what because of my mother's debts? I'll pay him a payment, do I mean it to him, so he's fed up? but why dito never felt disgusted at me? even Dito is more handsome than the boss dictator, I have no patience to go from his life, everything I do is always wrong in the eyes of Pras, Pras, is it my destiny to have no rights over myself? back I sobbed in the silence Grandma's face reflected in my eyes like a soothing anesthetic made me sleep in sadness