The Door of Destiny Removing Single
Episode 7's

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I decided to focus on my work. As for Zaky and Hafiz, I have to skip first. In just 10 minutes, I saw a message coming in on my phone. Zakiy.

“Let me pick up at 4pm. This is not an order, but a request”

Instantly my concentration fell. This one creature really can't let me live quietly. I chose not to answer that message. It's only been 5 minutes, back my phone rang, incoming messages.

Huff…!!! Are really. If I didn't need a connection at work, I would have switched off my phone. It really bothers me. I had to open my phone, it turned out to be a message from Hafiz.

“Smile, you deserve to be happy. Among the prayer quotations that I leave every night through my bow, there is your name there. For me, prayer is the best and realistic way to represent longing and affection.”

Hafiz, what a wonderful man.

I sent a reply in the form of a sticker that symbolizes gratitude and happiness.Thank you, for trying to make me happy. Although, it's not you I want. I decided to put my phone down, and focus on the report files that lined up in my email.

The day passed quickly. At 15:45, I was really upset. Accept Zaky's call, or go straight home. Ah, of course even if he comes home he will pick up at home. Accept her invitation, but my heart is really not ready. Not ready to accept the real defeat of our relationship. I honestly still really hope for him. Hugely.

Cellphone's ringing. Zaky called. Hemmmmmbbbb.

“I'm already in front of the guard post. Need me to pick you up in your room?”, Zaky's voice sounded really excited.

“No need, wait there”, I automatically agree to call Zaky this time. I hurried out of my room. At first glance I turned towards the cactus on the corner shelf of my room, Hafiz forgive me.

I got to Zaky's car parked near the security guard post. I don't know why I feel uncomfortable. I rush\-hust into the car and close the windshield. There's a heart that I'm worried about getting hurt seeing this scene. Of course Hafiz.

“I need a chance from you, once again. Give me time to bring our relationship to the thing you want”, Zaky starts the conversation as soon as I get in the car.

“Turn the car” first, I replied as if not to pierce Zaky's words.

Without much stale ado Zaky runs his vehicle. I set my heart and words to face every possibility that will happen today. Actually, everything should be easier. Continue to continue the journey with Zaky or stop and accept Hafiz. The 100% choice is in my hands. If only it could be that easy. Choices always get tough when it comes to the heart. But logic alone is not enough for this one.

Zaky stopped his car in front of a coffee shop, where we used to visit him. We went down and picked a place in the corner, making sure it was comfortable to talk. This time I wish I had the courage to give firmness to me, my heart, and my relationship with Zaky.

“ You still want to continue this with me right?”, Zaky set a deep. That look. I hate him, for many times it is the eye that weakens me. Those eyes are also capable of ravaging my stubbornness all this time. Even though I feel comfortable there. Ja. Miraculously, Zaky was able to bring comfort and pain simultaneously.

“OK! I'm errat. We're. Me and you who want this marriage., “Zakky hastily rectify his statement. There seems to be an emotion trying to be held there. I saw it clearly.

“Oh, no need to force. I won't waste my time with someone who only knows how to hurt”, I'm fiery.

“When have I ever hurt you?

“I have never cheated on you either

“Moreover until not paying attention to you”, Zaky did a defense with no less fiery.

I almost yelled, I was really emotional hearing Zaky's response. I stopped my conversation, seeing the waitress serving drinks in front of me. I tried to control my anger and of course the tears that had been ready to slide.

“You don't understand or pretend you don't care?”

“Depending on our relationship, is it not a cruelty?”

“Sick, Zaky…..Or from the beginning do you really only intend to play games with me?,” I said while trembling because of holding back anger.

“Come on...try you understand me. It's beyond my power. My family wanted this. My father also needs a life partner. Adelia is also old enough to be engaged. I as a boy had to give up on that. After all, my savings are not enough to marry you”, Zaky explained at length.

“Since when do you care about your father?. Sorry if this is rude. As far as I know you never cared about it. About Adelia, she's only 22 years old, if she deserves to be engaged, then I'm the 28-year-old what should I be?? Come on.. don't go back to”, I'm really upset.

“Whatever you think of me right now. I brought you here to fix our situation. Continuation of our relationship. Believe me, I really want you to be a part of my life. It's just that right now I really can't. I dare not promise anything, but I will always be there for you,” Zaky begs. This time he pulled something out of his pocket. A ring. Without excuse put it on my finger. Damn I can't refuse. This time, I once again bent my knees at Zaky's request.

“What is this?”, my question

“Nothing. Let me to give you something”

“During this time you have made many sacrifices for our relationship. Thanks for it all”, Zaky smiled. That smile really hypnotized me. I surrendered.

Maybe this time I will fight again. May Zaky really keep his word. For sure, right now, I have to admit I'm happy. A week of waiting for the certainty of a relationship with him weighed on me. I was unable to fight back, against the path of fate that eventually required me to return to Zaky.

What about Hafiz? I'm sorry, my choice didn't lead to you. But sometimes I'm too selfish with Hafiz. Maintained the uncertainty to her, only for there to be a cure for my wounds when Zaky deliberately incised them in the recesses of my heart.

Sorry**…..