The Door of Destiny Removing Single
Episode 11

I'M NOT AN OPTION

When I got home, I went to my room immediately. I want to shower and shower myself. Frankly the attack of netizens at the family's arisan event earlier, just memamcing my emotions. It is also stifling. There was a message coming in, I expressed my intention to take a shower.

“Save my number is De, it's Gio,”

I almost forgot, Giovani's friend's sister mb Bella. Okay, no problem. No need for parno too, new friends added edition.

“OK, I replied briefly. I waited a while, Gio did not reply. Uh, what the hell am I, seems to be hoping for more. I finally decided to take a shower.

Finally..after touching the water, it feels free. As if the side effects of the words julid from Budhe-budheku had also faded along with the cold water flush. Soon I changed clothes and laid myself in bed. Comfortable. I'm talking about my phone, there's some incoming messages. Laris, mutter. Six message notifications lined up neatly. I open one by one.

Zaky

“Iya dear.., soon I will be a part of that arisan, of course as your husband (heart emoticons)”. I smiled, even if it was a fight. Still I am happy, I immediately reply to the message with enthusiasm.

“Waiting, soon.”

*Hafiz*

“Tomorrow to go home from work, I ask for time.Can?”

“Hemmmmmmm, what's up?” I was a little surprised by the message that Hafiz sent, a little stiff. But I'll reply soon.

“Ok, where?”, I replied

“Butik Aliya, later the impression is equally”, replied Hafiz

“Butik?” Tumben?”, do you wonder

“What a man should do for his woman..hehehe hehe” (emoticon love), replied Hafiz

The.!!!!! Instantly there was something hard on the chest. MAN FOR WOMAN. I was horrified to read this message. I'll reply soon “ok”.

Still in amazement, but I'm trying not to GR. It could be that Hafiz with his sense of humor is trying to tease me. Next message from Deby.

*Deby*

“Later tonight I ya mbak. Untapf”

“Where?”, I replied

“Opening Cafe Mas Rey, deket kok kalo from your home. About 20 minutes. Want yaaa??? I am the one who bought (smiling emoticons)”, replied Deby.

“Siyaaap”. What dresscode??”, I ask not to get the wrong costume

“What ajaaa, origin not swimsuit Wkwkwkwkkwk”, replied Deby

“Dassaarrrrr !!!!”, Reply. Deby always made me laugh.

*Bella Bella*

“Gio have contacted you De?”

“Udah, please number do not say first..(emoticon manyun),”.

“He he. Have fun yaa, good luck, “ replied Mb Bella

“Apaan anyway. Wow...this new mode of matchmaking is..., “my answer

“Ikhtiar De, who knows kaaann??? !!! But cute is he??? He he he,” Mb Bella started teasing me

“Au ah dark”, I replied

“Mbak waitin good news yes ..wwkwkwk,” Mb Bella back in action

I messed up myself. I know, my brother this one must also be worried about his sister sayng this one. Worrying about the status of singles nesting comfortably in me.

*Gio”

Long live too, I thought.

“Hopefully there is no event ya”, I replied selling expensive

“Ok”, Gio replied briefly

I regretted sending that sentence, I wanted to delete it, but it was already done. I don't know why I suddenly feel like I'm wasting an opportunity.

Monday afternoon, return to work, as I promised Hafiz, I will today accompany him to the boutique. It's kind of weird, 'cause the first time Hafiz asked me to accompany him to the store. We leave together. I happen to not be carrying my own vehicle. About 20 minutes, we arrived.

“Tumben ngajak here?”, my question after getting off the car

Hafiz turned his head and smiled then gave the code to me to first enter the boutique. You freak. But I also according.

“Sore Mr. Hafiz. Anything we can help?”, an employee greeted us kindly. Apparently Hafiz already knew this place well

“Batic my order yesterday, can be taken mbak? Or maybe you can help fittings first”, replied Hafiz

“Oh of course sir. This is the bride candidate?”, the clerk nodded while looking at me politely. I wave.

“Iya mbk, please help ya”, hafiz reply. I glared at him. He just smiled

“Mari mbak”, the employee guided me to runag dressing. I was in a daze, just according to him. BRIDE-TO-BE??

I looked carefully at the batik I was wearing. The model is similar to the evening dress with a long model, but there is no cleavage or high cleavage. The model is simple, there is some access in the chest, minimalist. Fitting and beautiful views. I honestly like it. I immediately went out of the room to show Hafiz. How surprised I was, Hafiz wore a matching batik shirt with me.

“Dresscode condensing?”, ask

Hafiz smiled mischievously

“Dresscode even next month?”, back I ask. Because as I recall next month there is an event agenda outside the city that I handle with Hafiz.

“Make a meeting with prospective in-laws”, replied Hafiz

“Apaan sihh. Not funny.”, I replied as I walked to the dressing room. Because honestly I feel nervous.

“Eiiitsss, wait a minute,” Hafiz is holding me back and with a flash taking some of our photos.

“Don't joke dehh”, I'm starting to pick up

“Good right?”, Hafiz did not care about my words, instead busy showing off his photos.

“Mbak, ask for a neat wrapped please yes. I wait in front of”, Hafiz gives the order to the employee.

After changing clothes, I headed to the boutique living room where Hafiz was waiting. I haven't been able to ask, he's already thrusting me a cold drink.

“Drink first, let strong ngadepin reality,” Hafiz meredekkku

I according, while still astonished by his treatment today. After that I prepared to explain.

“Wednesday, means the day after tomorrow. I want to know you as well as my extended family. Coincidentally the birth anniversary of my nephew, his son Ilham my sister. I am serious about you, and this is how I glorify you”, Hafiz explained straightforwardly

“This is a superior order or an offer to a co-worker?”, I replied diplomatically, so as not to offend Hafiz when I refused his invitation. Because what I was hoping for was Zaky's invitation

“Dea, please..”.Hafiz…

“You know, I already exist .., my answer is interrupted

“Zaky?”, Hafiz continues my remarks

“That's what I want you to understand. If he can't give you clarity, I can. If he can't give you status certainty, I can justify you. I also don't want to be your choice ingredient, the choice between him and me. Can you understand that?”, Hafiz tries to negotiate

Honestly this remark was really a crushing attack. Everything Hafiz said was true. All this time I've been unfair. Although Zaky was my lover, but Hafiz was by my side when Zaky hurt me. It's fact. All this time I enjoyed being between the two of them. Selfish.

“I do not promise yes, I think first,” answered me

“This time you can not refuse, I am really serious Dea..”, Hafiz begged. I finally approved her request. My consideration is humanity, the rest is non-existent. Because I honestly admit, my race towards Zaky means a lot more.

Hafiz this time drove me home with great vigor and victory. Somehow there was a feeling of guilt at the end of my heart, Zaky recalled. On the way, Hafiz pointed his car at all the restaurants. Without asking me much, I was honestly hungry. We also had dinner together. Zaky, I'm sorry.