The Door of Destiny Removing Single
Episode 16's
AN EXPLANATION
It's hard for me
Facing you
But I'm not giving up
You deserve me to fight
As for me
Holding my anger
But I'll do it
Even more than that
I'm the one who apologizes even if you're wrong
I'll hold back even if you want to split up
Because you are important
More important
Of everything I have
If you're wrong, I'll forget it
Although you may not necessarily do the same
Because to me you are more important than my ego.
As for me
Holding my anger
But I'll do it
Even more than that
I'm the one who apologizes even if you're wrong
I'll hold back even if you want to split up
Because you are important
More important
Of everything I have
If you're wrong, I'll forget it
Although you may not necessarily do the same
Because you are important
More important
Of everything I have
Temple by temple kunenjoying. This song reminds me of someone, Zaky of course. We haven't contacted each other for 1 month. The best option I think is for us to no longer hurt each other. But this time I miss him.
Zaky, it's been a month of no news. I didn't even try to reach him through my office number. Maybe this time we really need to separate. I thought back to the last fight that led to our separation. Actually I do not really understand the reason Zaky who until now seemed reluctant to marry me. If he's making money, it feels like it's just an excuse.
The position he currently sits in his father's company, is enough if only to meet his savings coffers. Not to mention, the business owned by the Mother, which should also be more than enough if only to prepare her son's wedding party. Zaky never really conveyed the reason why up to 3 years together, he didn't propose to me.
Sometimes I wonder. Is he just playing me? He should have said it at the beginning, I I do not need to bother to live with him. I don't know, for sure 1 month I'm much calmer. Good from before.
I saw the clock showing at 11pm, I wanted to feel a comfortable nap. Because throughout work, I very rarely get a comfortable nap. If I can, I do it on Sunday, but it's very rare. This time I want to enjoy it.
Almost as soon as I fell asleep, a message on my phone made me come back to my senses.
Deby
“Back work I picked up. Do not stay home.Holiday kok in Mattress ajaaa he he he he”.
This kid knows me the most. I made sure he was lonely in the office without me.
“Where are you?”, ask
“Temenin monthly shopping, all stop by the tailor,” Deby replied
“Ok siyaapp”, I replied
I turned off my phone, and I went to bed. This expensive holiday I think. Must be used well. I'm asleep too.
I woke up, something surprised me. It turned out that Deby was suddenly coming in and sleeping next to me. Apparently his illness has not healed. With a sweet smile she handed me a box of ice cream. I wonder, tumben him this good. Mmmm, there must be a desire.
Immediately I asked him a question, so that he would confess. Turns out he shook his head. I was more surprised, the purpose of giving this chocolate ice cream.
“Titipannya Mas Hafiz..he said kangen,” Deby groaned flirtatiously and began to mingle me with his funny gestures.
Ah…. Hafiz. It is amazing that this creature. Thank ye.
I immediately devoured the ice cream without caring about Deby. Until finally Deby followed the trip, so he was also tempted when he saw me devour the ice cream given by Hafiz.
That afternoon we headed to one of the shopping centers, as Deby wanted me to drive him to monthly shopping. This time we chose the one that is located quite far from my home, all the streets. Arriving at the location, Deby with a swift movement included everything that was already recorded on his shopping list. I saw that he was so deft, and it was true that just an hour around, 2 trolleys had already been fulfilled. We're heading to the cashier soon.
While queuing, my eyes fell on someone who was also waiting in line at the cashier next door. Surely that guy looked at me.
“Borong also Dea?”, Mother of Fatma, Mother of Zaky
“Again Nganter temen.” My answer.
Mother Fatma then whispered something to me. I nodded in understanding. I told Deby that Mother Fatma wanted to convey something to me and took us to one of the nearest cafes. After finishing the purchase, we headed to the cafe.
Deby wouldn't mind accompanying me, because for me there's nothing to keep secret from him. Mother Fatma drove her own car, it has been one year with Mother married, but I have also never seen the figure of her husband. Too bad if I ask. This unintentional encounter, of course, reminds me of Zaky.
Mother took a seat in front of me, I also pay close attention to every word delivered by the woman who until now her son is still very much loved and hated.
Our Lady of Fatma began by explaining Zaky's visit some time ago. It must have been my fight with Zaky that night. That night, Zaky went to see Mother Fatma alone. As Zaky told me, to give you news of P's marriage. Suryo is accelerated. The wedding was just two days ago. Of course I didn't come, because I didn't communicate with Zaky anymore.
Apparently it was known by Mother Fatma, and that's why she wanted to see me. Unable to reach me, Mother Fatma could only wait until she could explain to me. Actually, it was the extended family from Zaky's father's side who did not give our blessing to our relationship. For them, our family is not equal. But Zaky chose to keep this a secret from me, not wanting to hurt me.
Mother Fatma also explained why she could separate, none other than because of the same thing. In the past P.Suryo and Mother Fatma married because they loved each other, at that time P.Suryo fought desperately to get blessing. Finally they married though without blessing, but fate said another at the age of marriage 14 years, at which time Zaky was still in the 2nd grade Junior High they had to separate. Mother Fatma felt unable to bear the pressure of the P.Suryo family. Even more painful, the two children of their sagas are also not allowed to be brought by Mother Fatma. Zaky and her sister were raised by the P. Suryo family.
While Zaky who previously never wanted to accept P.Suryo's marriage with Aunt Farida, finally made a deal. He'll bless his father's marriage to his new wife, as long as he's allowed to marry me. That deal I never knew about. Therefore, P. Suryo's marriage accelerated. Not without reason, because at that time Zaky also intended to marry me as soon as possible.
After giving a long explanation, Mother Fatma said goodbye and did not forget to apologize to me. I did the same. Deby, who had realized that I was in such a state of shock, patted me on the shoulder and took me home. I refused, because I don't want to go home right now. Finally Deby drove his car to the cafe, which some time ago when I opened it I was present.
Again, I felt empty. Played by destiny. What else does my destiny want. I'm rattled. Tears are also mongering. I chose to sit in the second-floor cafe, it was quieter and I needed a quiet atmosphere right now. Lamenting the fate of my destiny.
