The Door of Destiny Removing Single
Episode 36's
YOU, ME AND THE PAST
Saturday afternoon
I leaned on Farhan's shoulder, who was sitting next to me staring at the waves of the beach. We intentionally want to spend time alone. There are a lot of things that we agree to talk about before the wedding. I'm no longer young, 30. Farhan was four years older than me. We want this marriage commitment to be built on an open foundation.
A little dejavu also me at first, while on the beach. Maybe it is a different beach. But the beach, it once witnessed a major decision in my life to let go of someone who meant so much to me. Destiny always has a unique way. Injuring and also treating. Scratched a huge trauma on me through the breakup with Zaky, but also healed me through the sweet memories I was dangling with Farha. Beaches and memories, the right package to foster a sad atmosphere.
We feel the need to convey things that if later the new day is known to each other, it will leave prejudices and lead to misunderstandings. We agreed that today those things will be told in full. In the future, the past of each other will be things that must be respected and not to be revealed let alone ahrus cause conflict. So that we can live the relationship by focusing on the beautiful days we went through and the future we planned.
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I started my story from my first love story that failed because of betrayal. The second person who was present was forced to separate because of fate. I emphasize that for me, family blessing is the main way to start a marriage relationship. But I don't have to worry about the Farhan family. He is an only child, both of his parents have died on the way home umrah.
I got my ticket from Jasmine and that's enough. As for the other extended family, it is certain that in the near future Farhan will invite me to meet them by delivering the happy news of our marriage. I also told him about Hafiz and how our relationship that was one step away from marriage had to be let go because of fate. The fate that first took Hafiz's life.
I ended my story by looking fixedly at this handsome man next to me. His face was clean, without whiskers and sideburns. Large eyes with a sharp nose, look harmonious describe the good looks. Life is indeed no one perfect, who would have thought his soul mate turned out to be a widower with one child. Just imagine not.
This time it was Farhan's turn to tell me about his past that I should know about. Farhan has been married twice before. Pretty shocking to me. His first wife was divorced for cheating. His second wife, Jamine, died in childbirth. I was sad enough to hear Farhan's life story. It turns out that people as handsome and as steady as this also still have to feel the pain of being left cheating.
Finally I must be grateful also for the destiny of my life, after which I felt the affair outside of marriage. I can't imagine if I had to be widowed because of my partner's infidelity. I understand that God loves me too much. Broke my heart for my first love, only to say that I didn't deserve an affair.
As a human being, sometimes I feel ashamed of God. Often I complain of my destiny, fall in love with the wrong people and end up heartbroken. This is how God saved me from the wrong people.
A lot of what we're talking about today, as if it's a past confession. We agreed, that after today anything unresolved, there is no need to be a way of misunderstanding in our relationship. The discussion continues on the commitment to work after the wedding.
Farhan wanted me to focus more on the household. Take care of himself and our children. I asked for time for it, For me this career that I have worked so hard to achieve, I can't just take it off. Not to mention the employment contract I have signed of course I have to think about that as well.
Farhan is an understanding man, he wants that we solve together while continuing our marriage plans. He proposed a negotiation, allowed me to work but was an entrepreneur. I still ask for time to agree. We finally got home, with a problem waiting to be solved.
I am probably the happiest woman in the world today. God gave us a beautiful day today. The day I can talk heart to heart with someone who, hopefully, I will spend a happy old age. Thank you fate. Thank you god.
I am probably the happiest woman in the world today. God gave us a beautiful day today. The day I can talk heart to heart with someone who, hopefully, I will spend a happy old age. Thank you fate. Thank you god.
There were a lot of people, but there was a bench available for us. While waiting for the order, we decided to make a Video call with Jasmine. This adorable little guy must have missed us so much. Sure enough, her potent voice with a pretty face appeared on my phone screen. We ended the conversation, because the order had arrived.
Farhan enjoyed the food, his tongue also expressed agreement that this soto is indeed delicious. A few minutes later, someone came to our table. I looked up and stopped eating. Deby
“...Mba Dea.........??!!, Deby spontaneously hugged me
I was still in a state of shock, trying to maintain my balance due to Deby's body's impulse. As soon as I almost fell, someone caught me from behind. I wish it was Farhan's hand, it turned out to be Tama.When I let go of Deby's embrace and took a position away from Tama.
Of course it was impossible for Farhan to reach my body, because of his sitting position facing me. There was a slight awkward atmosphere for a moment. But Farhan tried to dilute the atmosphere by allowing them to sit down and call the employees to add food orders.
It's not a coincidence for sure. Deby apparently also misses this place, as well as miss our togetherness. Indeed, since marriage Deby decided to resign from the office. Choose to continue the cafe business with his brother. This was our first meeting since the wedding. Sure oes. Deby is now living in his new home.
Actually not because of anything, I reasoned that busyness so never visited his new residence. I just keep the feeling safe. Surely I have not forgotten Tama's threat to me. But this time I am grateful that we can meet again. I'll introduce Farhan as my future husband.
The look of the face does not like to be seen at a glance on Tama's face. But again he put on his smile. I caught the impression, but Tama hastily changed her expression. Apparently it is true my hunch, Tama has not stopped with her intention to bother me.
After the dinner, we separated. I promise to visit Deby's residence in the near future. Similarly, Deby, promised to attend my wedding. We finally took off our hugs and went home with our partners.
On the way home, I hesitated to tell Farhan about Tama. Because throughout my story today, Tama was not one of the things I told Farhan, because to me he was just a monkey. But his treatment to me the other day, certainly can not be underestimated. I finally had the courage to tell Farhan.
Finished telling the story, I observed the look on the face of my future husband. So flat without expression. Could he be angry? A few minutes later, he grabbed my hand and said without looking at me.
“The time will soon come, where I who have you fully will give you birth and inner protection”
Romantic in a special way.
