The Door of Destiny Removing Single
Episode 37's
LET'S FINISH IT
It was a hard and hard decision, but I still have to make it. Today I decided to meet Tama. Unbeknownst to Deby and Farhan. For me this will be the final game, so that I can start a new life soon with Farhan without any discomfort over Tama's threat.
Now this man who has become the husband of my best friend is sitting in front of me. I saw his eyes implying that his sleep hours were lacking, or maybe he was in an unhealthy state. Tama covered his unhealthy look by staying neat and masculine. I admit, Tama is handsome and with a proportional body it makes her good looks more complete.
Likewise with Deby, my best friend has a perfect look. Smart, energetic and independent women. Supposedly, this is a major consideration for Tama if you have to treat Deby. I thought after her marriage she was very happy, because not once did Deby tell her about the conflict that was in her household.
Lemon tea and a cup of coffee at the table. For about ten minutes, we were silent. But I clearly saw the look on Tama's face that was obsessed with me. Very clearly seen, as if forgetting that in front of him at this time is the prospective wife of the person as well as a good friend of his wife. My instinct as a woman stated, if I were in front of this man any longer, there would be something bad.
“Whatever you are thinking right now about me, stop”, I start the conversation
“Alas you know what I'm thinking,” replied Tama with a look that made me uncomfortable
“Colah... we can live each other's lives more calmly. In fact, you are married as well as me, soon will be the husband of Orang”, Dea emphasized
Tama pushed forward and grabbed Dea's hand, but was immediately pushed aside by Dea
“I don't mind at all, forging another relationship while maintaining each other's marriage”, replied Tama
“GILA”!
Finally Tama tells about her unhappy marriage with Deby. The fact that Deby can't give her offspring makes Tama feel more free to be able to play around with her marriage. She does not want to divorce Deby, but still wants to play around with her marriage. That's why he offered this affair to Dea.
A week after meeting with Tama, I got less bad news from Deby. The accident resulted in his right leg having to be amputated. Currently undergoing treatment in Surabaya. I told Farhan this news and we agreed to visit him.
Sunday morning, we were on our way to Surabaya. On the way it occurred to me to tell Farhan about my meeting with Tama a week ago. But I paled, I was worried that this would only worsen the atmosphere.
We decided to buy souvenirs and have lunch first before meeting Deby and Tama. The caring attitude that Farhan showed during the trip made me even more confident and steady to continue my relationship with him. When traveling out of this city even Farhan treated with understanding. The other side of a Farhan who also turns out to be easy to fall asleep if in the car, it turns out also be the reason why he uses the services of a driver to take a trip out of town.
“Your meeting a week ago with Tama, no need to tell Deby”, he said flatly
“Ka..you know Dear?”, Dea answered staggered
As soon as I panicked, the feeling of fear began to overshadow. I don't know what Farhan is thinking about me right now. I tried to explain, but Farhan gestured for me to shut up. Turns out he already knows my past with Tama.
It turned out that Tama had bad intentions at the meeting, she deliberately called Farhan and left her phone on while our meeting was going on. His intention was to show that Tama and I had a relationship, so Farhan cancelled our marriage. Fortunately at that time I was not trapped, I was not looking to do imaging and at that time the honesty I said in front of Tama was automatically also known to Farhan.
I am so grateful, once again grateful to my destiny. Putting me in this kind of situation, getting a guy as good as Farhan. Farhan's decision to remain willing to accompany me to meet Tama is a form of humanity as well as stating that Tama can realize his mistake.
Finally we reached the hospital where Tama was treated. After getting a hint from the information room, we rushed towards Tama's room. Sure enough, I found Deby sitting withered in a waiting chair in front of a room. As soon as I realized my arrival, Deby hugged me and cried.
Deby narrates the chronology of the disaster that befell her husband and how amputation should ultimately be decided. Sealin's Deby also told about the difficulty of getting offspring. He said he was very afraid of losing his home. I tried to hug and calm her down.
We also had the opportunity to see Tama into the treatment room. Farhan came in first, and Deby and I followed behind him. I'm sorry to see how he is. This must be hard for both of them.
“I'm sorry...” Tama said softly and reached out to Farhan.
I caught the astonishment in Deby's eyes, why did Tama apologize to Farhan? Probably because of something that happened a week ago.
“Focus on your healing, I'm sure Deby will faithfully accompany you”, I hurriedly replied so as not to continue on the other chat.
Finally we decided to go home and before going home, I took the time to say goodbye to Tama and told her that at this time she also had to be fair and heartened to Deby. If Deby can accept Tama's current shortcomings and remain faithful to take care of them, then there is no reason for Tama not to accept Deby's shortcomings.
The way of life of every person is governed by the Almighty. Man as a creature that is used as the executioner of God's plan must be able to accept with breadth of heart. Believing that God loves every creature of his creation in a way that is tailored to the needs of the creature and not according to the desires of the creature alone.
I feel relieved, Tama can finally let go of me and live her life with Deby. Right now I just want to focus on preparing for my wedding with Farhan. May this time fate no longer lead me to a false guarantee. May this be the good destiny I have to accept at my age of 30 years.
