So Many Times
FOUR
...In the end, I was just a stranger who knew all your secrets...
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Dareel POVs
True said Dion at that time, I was already going to look for Alana, but I was still hesitant at that time.
I'm afraid she hates me and doesn't accept me, and even more afraid is that her father will hurt Alana and her mother because of me.
Ah yes, now how is the old man, Surya Abraham. Papa Alana's.
He kept his promise to send me and Uncle overseas, we both live safe there. But does she also keep the promise to take care of her family, Alana and her mother.
Whether a Surya Abraham had turned into a role model for his daughter, whether she had abandoned her affair for the sake of her family, and once again the question I had in mind. Is Alana's life okay for 8 years, is she happy?.
In front of me he was laughing and looking cheerful, but no one knew Alana as well as I did. Alana who I know she always hides her wounds, in front of people she will look cheerful if not burdened by anything but when Alana is alone, she will cry silently, silently, silently, he did not want anyone to know his weakness.
He always wanted to be strong in front of everyone, and one more.. Alana hates being pitied. But that doesn't apply to me, I'm the place where Alana vents all the feelings she craves, only in front of me can Alana cry and tell everything she feels.
But for now I'm still the same place to vent all tastes, I'm still the one who always sees him laughing and crying, it seems not. I was the one who ruined that position and ruined his trust. Look, he ignored me even he was reluctant to look at me. I could see in his eyes, disappointed, that's what he said through his eyes.
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After finishing the dinner, I drove Dion and Nattali to the restaurant's parking lot, and Alana also walked them. After Dion and Nattali died, I couldn't stop staring at this beautiful face. His small but pointy face, round eyes, small and adorable nose, and beautiful lips became my opium. Really very pretty.
Alana walked up and ahead of me, as before she did not look at me at all.
I walk behind her following her footsteps, like 8 years ago, Alana really likes to follow my footsteps.
Wait for... If he's coming home soon, I have to tell him something. No, no, I can't make him hate me more. Then what should I do.
I unknowingly blocked Alana's arm when she was about to enter her car. Alana immediately turned to me with a shocked look and then became a look of hatred. "You can talk to me for a second, Alana,". I said in the end.
He turned his face away and let go of my check, but he stood in front of me again, "Say," I really wanted to hug him this second.
"You, I mean how are you? We haven't had time" I haven't finished, Alana laughs discordantly.
"My news?" Her question pointed to herself. "Sorry it's none of your business, don't ever ask me anything about my life or my news." Lv? Alana talks to you - I'm with me, she talks to me - you to everyone. I laughed, now I'm a complete stranger to him.
"Al, I. It's been eight years really hard for me. For God's sake, now I'm so happy and grateful to see you again" I told Alana. He did not answer, just stared at me sharply. "I'm not asking you to forgive me, but at least I hope there will be another meeting between us after"
"No, I don't want to see you again. Whatever the situation may be, this is the last I'll see. Whahuh? eight years of weight for you? Bulshit, whichever one leaves instead feels like it. For me eight years is a very enough time for me to forget all about lo," he said holding back tears, I could see the disappointment of the eyes alana.
"Al -" As I was about to hold her hand, she retreated. "Stop, whatever it is now, don't ever be in front of me again." After saying that Alana went straight into the car and left and left me in this parking area. Yes, I do deserve hatred from women as good as Alana.
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The next day, like the usual days I was busy with my activities as a lecturer. But my mind can't stop thinking about Alana, whether I should figure out how Alana's life is right now, whether I should just meet her but she won't want to meet me. All right, I've decided to find out the information about Alana.
After all my work today was done, I immediately went to see Dion in his apartment, yes today Dion leave permission because he took care of some files for his wedding.
"Gue the way now to your apartment."
"Oi, buy-in me a snack all you can."
"Hmm," I rushed to see him, there were so many questions I had to ask Dion.
"Come, bro. Where's my snack." I handed him a big plastic bag with a lot of snacks that I bought earlier. "Thank yee, um what do you want to arrive - come here. The event geek said it was important, as important as it tried," Dion said, munching on a snack he held.
"Gue wants to ask, you already know Nattali and surely you also know who Alana is. You tell me that Alana was like Nattali, Nattali must have told you a lot about Alana," I explained directly to the point, I think today I have to talk a lot in front of greedy humans who are chewing 3 kinds of snacks at once. "What?," replied Dion with his scornful face.
"Hem ho.oh ho.oh I understand this model of kayak gini mode, why do you now want to know about Alana? I said what was yesterday, she was beautiful to fit you, I'm the same Nattali never wrong choose the best for each of us. Waseekk," said Dion teasing me and ending with a loud laugh. "As far as you go, tell me now about Alana, or I take her snacks again," I threatened because Dion never told me about Alana.
"OK, dear Mr. Dareel, but before that I would like to say. Whatever I tell this story to you, it's up to you to find Alana what is not important I already tell you. And if you want to nerima Alana, please take care of her, you change Alana's thinking about all the guys is bad" explained Dion who I listened to seriously. Wait, did she say Alana thinks all guys are bad. What's been going on with him all this time.
"Alana was depressed when she was 18, but it didn't last long because she had a aunt who was a psychologist that helped her. You know successful businessman Surya Abaraham who has buildings in front of our campus noh, yes it's his father Alana. I swear this reel horrified the story from Nattali, tuh gak pantes called father. And because the problem may be Alana lonely, and as an impingement she often clubbing, playing with the guy and finally the guy was dumped by Alana, Alana, maybe he did it because he hated his father so much," continued Dion made me surprised. Has Alana been unhappy for eight years? Then how did his papa promise me to fix their family problems? The vandalism? No, Alana's not that kind of woman. Inwardly in my heart, this really made me even more surprised.
"How do you know he's been clubbing a lot?" Ask Dion. "It was fitting that I was still one city with them, I often nganter Nattali picked up Alana because she was drunk and did not want to go home. Alana was like a white paper that deliberately flush coffee as her own father, you know what I mean? He tuh his son is very good, but wrong to take the way of his imprisonment. The same afternoon Alana was very different," I really felt more guilty.
"Well that's all I know, I hope after you've heard all this you won't back down Deketin Alana," said Dion patted me on the shoulder and continued his snack activities.
"In, you know the woman who 8 years ago I lived, which makes me feel that I am a coward. Which makes me for 8 years to work hard so that I can be equal to him, and can be equally rich again. You know who he is?" I ventured to say this to Dion, because Dion was the only one I trusted, and edwin, of course.
"Don't say... ."
"Alana, it's Alana Lovata who's been telling me. Friend Nattali, who was present yesterday at your show. Alana, my Alana," I said shut my eyes.
"W-what? Alana who-that's Alana who you lived in eight years ago? Dareel.. lo geblek really, you think you leave Alana that she can live happily? You believe the same what his father promised you?" Reveal Dion who felt shocked and fiery - fire heard my confession.
"Gue knows I'm wrong, trust me, I'll fix all my mistakes. Even if I can't fix it I can make him happy again," I reassured Dion who still doesn't believe me. "Reel, it's not that I don't believe. Alana, he's ruined reel. And the cause of his destruction he was lo the same papa. I can't help much, but I'm sure that your intentions are sincere God must be your. Despite all your mistakes," Dion smiled at me, I didn't expect this to happen to Alana. "Thanks on." Dion knows what I've been through all this time.
True, Surya Abraham did not keep his promise to me 8 years ago. He hurt Alana and her family, I promise I will make Alana happy again and I will make amends. No matter whether Surya Abraham agrees or not, I am no longer afraid of him. The most important thing to me right now is my Alana.
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Now I'm in front of the building where Alana is the manager at her Papa's company. I'm lyric watch, it's 19:30 why he didn't come out too, I've been waiting for about 1 hour. Is he okay, I thought.
When my mind came to nowhere - Alana came out with a man, who was that man. They entered the car, it wasn't Alana's car.
I kept following their car. It wasn't until 1 hour that the car stopped at an apartment, was this where Alana lived? Why doesn't he live in a fancy house with his dad. I saw the man get out of the car and open the door for Alana, I kept an eye on them.
They both seem to be talking about something. Wait, the man stroked Alana's head and Alana smiled in response. I was just about to go out and get to them, but what I see now. The two of them kissed beside the car and right in front of me. Shit, this makes me angry.
Fuck what they're doing, I'll get to them. Nope, no. Long enough they do crazy things there, finally they end the activity****** that. The man also left in his car.
I got out of my car and walked over to Alana. He walked over and I pulled his arm to face me. Her lips look wet, this shit must be the behavior of that jerk. I wiped his lips with my hands, he widened in disbelief. "What are you doing?" He backed up and wiped his lips as well.
"You can't kiss another man but me" I said very seriously, which made me angry.
"What are you crazy about? I told you not to show up in front of the emmpph," doesn't he know I'm angry, he won't stop talking if I don't kiss him.
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