So Many Times

So Many Times
THIRTY


...'Anyone who is special will also be met with a special figure'...


...Not to seek out the special or the less, but with one purpose to perfect...


...♡♡♡...







Alana POVs


Now I am in front of a man who is looking at me sharply, look at a very scary dareel like this. From two hours ago after waking up, Dareel did not speak at all and now we are both in the back garden chair.


"Aah it's cold, it's cold" I said, wiping my arm, trying to melt the atmosphere but Dareel remained silently staring at me. "Stop looking at me like, that's scary." I stared at dareel melas.


I saw Dareel exhale deeply, and shake his head. "Well, I won't ask you anything, I'll wait for you to tell me everything, one of them about you is the same ethan." Dareel.


Dareel stood up from his seat and knelt down in front of me, "I know, you need some time alone after going through all this. But I'm one of the people responsible for your injuries that, if you go how can I have a chance to fix that?" Dareel said quietly, holding my hand.


I stared at the dareel who was still kneeling in front of me, "Alana, I was so scared, looking for you everywhere like crazy. Even every day I see your shadow, every day I think 'what's the punishment for me for hurting you' really makes me crazy." Dareel looked down and now I feel my hands wet.


Dareel looked at me again, wait...does he cry? Oh my.... "Betch..... Sorry." which." I can't say any more words. "No, its not your fault. Im the one at fault, I'm sorry alana." Dareel.


I knelt down in front of Dareel, "Do you really feel that way?" I asked slowly wiping away Dareel's tears, dareel nodded. "Alright, just think of the feeling that tormented you in return for hurting me." I rubbed my dareel jaw.


"But I have forgiven you. I told you once, 'whether it's our destiny, let's see how our relationship is going forward'. And yes. slowly I accept you, I want to repeat everything as you say. Dareel, you can't fix what's been destroyed, but you can start over and create something better." I stared at dareel.


Dareel looked at me and hugged me, I rubbed his back. "We can start everything from now on" I said slowly. "Alana, I love you so much, love you so much that I almost feel crazy." Dareel kissed my cheek.


"Isn't he crazy?" I slightly pushed up the chest of the dareel, "No, don't take off my arms, I miss you so much, really." Dareel hugged me tightly and kissed me repeatedly.


"I miss Lala and Kiki so much, why don't you take them?" Ask me in our arms. "No, they'll just mess up our moment later." Dareel answered, I grabbed her hair slowly.


"Your hair is starting to be long" I said, rubbing the hair of the darele. "Intentionally, let's make you feel good." Dareel pecked my nape. "What the hell, pervert." We both laughed, Yes.my decision was to give dareel another chance. And as for Ethan, he's like my brother, I love him so much but we can't be more than friends.


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"Yes, maybe in two weeks I'll be back in Indonesia."


"....."


"Dareel's here, everything's fine, brother."


"....."


"Where may I forget your special day, I will come to your wedding."


"....."


"Okay, okay, take care of your health, Bey."


I closed my call, I just called nattali, I told her that Dareel is here and I have set a date for my return to Indonesia.


Hemm, dareel answered. "Just 'Hem'?" Ask Dareeel without looking at him. "I want to ask but ah come later," said Dareel suddenly.


I turned to her, "Say," I said, still focusing on television. "Alright, listen to me," Dareel took the remoot out of my hand and turned off the television, I stared intently at the dareel.


"Ethan's... He loves you." Dareel looked at me seriously. "Yes, I know. Then?" I looked at Dareel and smiled, "You didn't ask me first, who is Ethan and how can he love me?" Ask me again to Dareel.


"And you didn't tell me anything about this?" Dareel was still staring at me sharply. "How can I tell you my complexity with Ethan, when our relationship hasn't hit a clear point? I myself don't know how ethan can love me." I said slowly staring at the weak dareel.


"The three of us were friends for about six years, me, ethan and nattali. But two years ago Ethan settled in America and has only just returned lately." I tried to explain to Dareel.


"The three of us are like family, Ethan. He said that I should choose, live with ethan or destroy our friendship." I smiled and stared at Dareel.


"I finally decided to calm down and think again about you and Ethan, both of you... I love you guys with different radars. And how can I start a relationship with Ethan if I still love you so much?" I said to Dareel who was silent.


But suddenly Dareel kissed my lips, for a few seconds I just fell silent because I was surprised and slowly I opened my mouth. Dareel didn't waste it, our tongues clashed until I slightly pushed down the chest of the dareel as it ran out of oxygen.


"Don't go on with the story" said Dareel wiping my wet lips. "Why?" Ask me for gasps. Not answering my question, Dareel continued kissing my lips and cornered me on the edge of the sofa.


"Dareel stop," I said as the dareel's hand opened my bra hook from behind the shirt I was wearing. But again Dareel did not listen to me and now even kissed my neck.


I squirmed softly as my bareel hand rubbed my thighs slowly, and foolishly I looked up and squeezed my hair as if I had received this groan. Damn


"Are we going to do it here?" Ask me slowly to the dareel who is now busy tucking in my face area. "You in the pool?" Oh, my God, that sound is so sexy, fool alana, sober up.


No, not alana... Don't let Dareel do it a second time, realize stupid, realize you look like a woman who is very adding to the touch of the dareel. But I admit I really like this activity, no, no, I shook my head.


"Betch.... Aaah," I unknowingly calmed down as I felt the dareel hand begin to touch my sensitive area. "Dareel, you once said - I - if I didn't want it then you wouldn't - do that," I said gasping.


Successfully, now Dareel was silent and stared at me for a few seconds. Then Dareel pulled me in his arms and confirmed my clothes were exposed here and there because of his actions, "Sorry, I almost forced you." Dareel rubbed my hair.


I nodded and smiled, "But this is torturing me al, he is already standing." He closed his eyes, then stood up and walked towards the bathroom. I looked at him confused, what was standing? I turned on the television and continued watching the drama.


Dareel POVs


I came out of the bathroom after controlling my cravings, Shit, I almost forced alana. What happened to me, because the name of the man I became emotional.


"Why is it so long?" I stepped up when alana's voice was behind me. "A-anu, my stomach hurts. Yes, my stomach hurts," I replied lying. "Hemm, I'm hungry, aunty is buying some furniture. Cook for me" said Alana, pulling my hand slowly.


I smiled at her slender waist, "Lie, tell me you miss my cooking." I teased alana. "What? Just plain," replied alana, I scrambled her hair in an anxious tat.


"What do you want to eat, hem?" I asked her, still shuffling her hair. "Fish meatballs?" Alana was doubtful. "Okay, Ready." Alana smiled at me. "I really miss lala and kiki, how old are they now?" Ask alana to me. "Eehmm, seven months maybe." I hesitated, because I was not sure how old they were.


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...TBC...


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