So Many Times

So Many Times
THIRTY-FOUR


...Whether you see it or not,...


...Your existence in this world makes a real difference. ...


...Because you are important,...


...You're valuable,...


...You're loved....


...♡♡♡ ...








"Hurry back when your business here is done." Alana nodded in response to my words. "And yes, sleep apart with the man, the man must teach you the no-no." I glanced cynically at the dareel that was behind us.


Alana laughs hitting my arm. "Are you not tired, huh? From that grand debate, wonder." Alana glared at me and dareel took turns. "Sister, it's so late isn't staying here?" Ask alana to me. "Say there's still something we need to talk about?" Alana.


"Many, there's still a lot I want to talk about. But not now al, after nattali's wedding, I'll say it all." My words ruffled alana's hair. "Stay here" alana looked at me begging.


No, I have to keep the limits on alana. Because now alana has been together with dareel. I've determined that from now on when I meet Alana, I have to behave like her best friend and sister.


Although it was very difficult, but I also had to keep the feeling of dareel and someone waiting for me. After Alana's departure, I learned that love can destroy friendship because love can end but friendship does not end.


"No, al. My hotel is not far from here, I also have to prepare some necessities for tomorrow's meeting. Heemm, maybe in the afternoon I'll go back to Indonesia." I said to Alana and entered the car.


"Alright, be careful, brother." Alana waved her hand. "Remember what I said earlier, don't sleep with the guy next to you." I laughed staring at Dareel with a face that I deliberately made annoying.


"Hey, listen. hey come here," Dareel walked over to my car which was now beginning to pass. I laughed and saw Dareel pointing the middle finger at me, it was very easy to provoke the emotions of the dareel.


From what I saw and noticed, Dareel had a cold aura which is why he rarely spoke. Even from the information I received, the people around Dareel said that he rarely spoke.


But when he was with alana he was very talkative and the smile never faded from his lips. Even her sharp eyes turned soft while with alana, she loved alana very much.


Alana POVs


"Hey, what are you doing? Very childish." I walked ahead of the dareel who was still cursing at ethan. "Am I not wrong? You're defending ethan?" Dareel walked beside me and clasped my hand.


"I'm not defending you two" I said. "You heard earlier, he told you not to sleep with me." Dareel said in an annoyed tone. "Bright, there are so many rooms, why are you sleeping in my room?" I stared at the dareel who now showed a contrived sad face.


"I can't believe you're gonna talk after last night we spent a hot night." I glared at the smiling Dareel winning. "Dareel, stop discussing that, my God." I ran slowly leaving the dareel.


Jeez, why when discussing it dareel always say without shame. Are all men like this? Or... is it a dareel that is very annoying?. I kept walking towards my room.


We both slept facing each other, but since then neither I nor Dareel have spoken in the slightest, just looking at each other. "Why look at me?" Ask to break the silence.


Dareel simply shook his head and smiled, rubbing my cheek. "What's it like to still be so hard to accept me?" Why did Dareel suddenly ask like that. "Why do you suddenly ask rich?" Ask me to frown.


Dareel just shook his head. "Dareel, what's wrong? Since Ethan's return, you've been very irritable." My words tidied up the hair of the dareel that covered his forehead. "Your hair is getting long" but Dareel took my hand and held it.


"that's right... Are you angry that I was defending Ethan? You jealous?" I laughed loudly hitting the dareel arm softly that was still staring at me flat. "Ah dareel mah it's like a bocil," I said withholding laughter.


"Okay, okay, here's my phone. You can change your name there, it's up to you to change anything. My love, my world, my destiny and my next." I gave my phone to Dareel, but he put it on the nightstand.


"Say how-" When Dareel had not finished his words he suddenly ran to the bathroom while covering his mouth. There was the sound of Dareel coughing.


"Hey, what's up? You catch a cold?" I asked after entering the bathroom and crouched down next to Dareel. I stood up again to pick up the tissue and the wind oil, seeing that the face of Dareel was getting pale made me worry.


"You've been drinking too much with Ethan, is this the effect?" Ask me again while applying wind oil on the back and chest of the dareel. "I'm just having a glass." Answer weak dareel.


"Come out, Al, this is disgusting." Dareel regurgitated his stomach. I'm massaging the back of the neck of the dareel. "See, I'll call the doctor." But when I was about to stand up, Dareel pulled my hand slowly.


"No, Al, I'm just a little exhausted maybe." Dareel said softly, smilingly looking at me. "It's over," we stood up and led Dareel to the bed. "I'll make you some warm tea." Dareel pulled my hand.


"Don't go anywhere, sleep here." Dareel patted the side of the bed next to him. "But-" My words were cut off as Dareel looked at me with teary eyes. Oh, my God, is he gonna cry?


"All right, but are you light?" Tanya rubbed the sweat on Dareel's forehead. Dareel nodded and again patted the bed beside him. I slowly turned my body to face Dareel.


Dareel suddenly lowered his body and hugged my stomach. "I'm not usually like this" said Dareel suddenly. "I really like to look at your stomach" said Dareel again and now he's sticking his head in my pajama-covered stomach.


"Dareel, tickle mei," I pushed down the dareel's head. "Dareel, a real sleep. Up here, I can't hug you." For God's sake, a position like this makes me feel wrong and a little amused.


Because I often watch some dramas, positions like this are often done by married couples when the wife is pregnant. The husband always wants to be close to their child who is still in the womb.


Therefore, if they sleep, the husband puts his face right in front of the wife's stomach and hugs her, as Dareel does today. I shook my head, no, no. What was I thinking.


Dareel always wears safety when we are in contact, it is impossible if that happens. I shook my head again and glanced at the dareel that was still rubbing my stomach. "Merin... ." Dareel raised his face. "Yes" I replied briefly.


"Smoke my head!" Dareel's orders put my hand over his head. "W-what?" My words were broken but obeyed his request. Slowly I rubbed the head of the dareel and occasionally restored her hair that I felt slightly elongated.


"Why does it feel so soothing if it's like this. I'm not sick and my dizziness is gone." Dareel said after a few minutes I rubbed his hair. "But I want to stay like this." Dareel raised his head to look at me, I just nodded.


"Heem," I answered again rubbing davel's head. "Sleep," I continued. I glanced at Dareel as he felt his regular breathing, it was true that he had already fallen asleep. And slowly I also closed my eyes and fell asleep in a position like this.


...*****...


...TBC...


Can you guess not gaes, why is it suddenly like that dareel? 🤔 In the wind? or the... ⁇ ️ Couldn't she be pregnant? 🤭😂


Ah yes, the update still can not be long either. See you again in the next parta 💃💃💃


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