So Many Times
THIRTY NINE

...Sometimes, don't force yourself to look okay. Crying and grieving are natural, meaning that the heart is still functioning properly....

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Dareel POVs

"Alana... What happened?" I entered alana's room and immediately hugged her. Papa Alana is now in a coma due to a heart attack. I don't know what really happened but now Alana is getting ready to fly to America.

Surely together with me, I can't just leave alana. Alana last night scared me. "I'm afraid something will happen.. pa-papa, he'll be fine right?" Alana was crying in my arms.

"Alana. hear-everything will be fine. Relax, you are not fully healed yet, I am with you. Don't be afraid, alana." I kissed alana's forehead.

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I looked at Alana who looked a little pale. We just arrived in Boston, United States after a flight journey of approximately twenty-one hours.

I clasped Alana's cold hand. "Al... are you okay? Is anyone sick?" Ask me to make sure. Alana just shook her head and smiled in response.

We both entered the Massachusetts general hospital. From the other end, a man dressed in black walked up to us. "Miss... ." The man bowed to Alana.

"Han, what's going on with papa?" Tanya alana held back a cry, I rubbed alana's calming arm. "Teresa deceived the solar lord, the woman made all the money of the solar lord and all the remaining assets as collateral for the gambling game. Now Teresa's running away from being a fugitive here." Yohan explained to us.

"Because that's why solar masters become stressed and heart attack." Alana closed her eyes tightly. Isn't this a fitting reply to solar abraham? However, other than that he remains the father of alana.

I understand how Alana feels now. Although their relationship is not okay, but the family is still family. Alana stood in front of the glass of a room, inside there lay a man with the help of breathing apparatus.

I hugged Alana from behind. "Merin... ." Saying slowly. Alana turned around and hugged me, alana's cry made my heart ache.

Three days papa alana is still unconscious, her condition is getting weaker. The doctor suggests getting ready to accept whatever will happen, because all the best has been done only God can determine.

Alana is leaning on my shoulder. "Betch... " Alana muttered softly. "Yes" I replied. "I want to say something-" had not yet had time to finish his words, the doctor and several nurses walked into the room where papa alana was being treated.

"Dareel what's wrong? What happened to papa?" Alana panicked. "Calm down, your papa will be fine. Please calm down. "my words hugged the crying alana.

After waiting for half an hour, several nurses came out after him by the doctor who handled papa alana. "Sorry I have to say this, the patient's heartbeat has stoppedped. We are sorry for the passing of Mr. Surya." Said the doctor.

"I hope you can release it sincerely," continued the doctor, passing away leaving me and alana who were now staring at the rigid body covered in cloth in front of him.

"Pa-- papa?" Alana said slowly walking beside the bed. Alana cried and hugged the lifeless body. "Papa. alana here, papa. alana here," said alana berung times.

I grabbed Alana's body and tried to calm her down. "Papa.Papa must repair our relationship, wake up. You should talk to me, please... " Alana's body decays to the floor with a blank look.

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We immediately returned to Indonesia, because it is not an American citizen so papa alana has obstacles to be buried there. Alana decided to bury her father in Indonesia.

"Non, come on, help auntie stand up." Said aunt rubbing alana's back. Since an hour ago all the guests and relatives who attended the funeral procession papa alana have returned home. But alana is still sitting next to the gravestone that reads 'Surya Abraham'.

"Alana, I believe you can handle all this. You have to be sincere, al." Nattali spoke to alana, but still she made no sound at all. Her tears kept dripping but her gaze still led to the last place her papa rested.

"l.. We go home, it's getting dark. You're not really fit either." I grabbed both of alana's shoulders. "Papa left when our relationship wasn't okay. Papa gets the flu in the rainy season." Alana lirih.

"After this it's gonna rain, papa-it's gonna be really cold." Alana rubbed her eyes with trembling shoulders. "From now on, every Sunday alana will come here and under two flowers. Flowers for mom and pa-pa." Alana.

I stared at Alana who was staring blankly out the window. Alana's face turned pale again, I pulled the car over when Alana gave me the signal to stop the car.

"Non... " Call aunty when alana gets out of the car. "Al... is it still very painful?" I rubbed the wind oil on Alana's neck and back. "It's non, in the drink first." Bibi thrust out the mineral water then quickly alana upheld it.

I brought Alana's body back into the car. Alana refused to be taken to the hospital, and we would even argue if I forced her. But later tonight I'll call the doctor to check on her condition, whether she agrees or not.

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"Dareel, I'm gonna take a break. You can go home, thanks." Said alana slowly to me as she entered her apartment. I know it's very difficult for Alana and she needs time alone. But still I didn't leave him at a time like this.

"Non. aunty make milk yes," Alana nodded and walked up the stairs. "Alana" call me. "I'm not leaving when you're like this. You're gonna need some time, it's okay I'm here." I kissed alana's forehead.

Alana smiled faintly and then walked back to her room. I walked into the kitchen but my eyes were on the receipt paper lying not far from the trash.

I took the receipt paper to throw it away, but I scrunched up as I read what 'Tespack' had bought'. When I was about to ask aunty, but aunty went to deliver milk to alana.

Who buys tespack? "LORD DAREEL... NON ALANA FAINTED." The scream of aunt from alana's room gave me a shock. I ran up the stairs and entered Alana's room.

Alana was lying on the floor with a very pale face. "Bi, call the doctor quickly." My orders are with aunt. I quickly held alana and put her to bed.

"Alana.. wake, al." I shook Alana's body in panic. This really made me very afraid, I repeatedly said a prayer so that nothing happened to Alana.

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"Sirka's doctor has come" said the aunt to me. "Sis, please check out alana." I immediately got out of bed so that Siska could check on alana. "Lo just calm down, this often happens when tired." Siska smiled and started to check on alana.

I stared worriedly at alana who was lying unconscious with a very pale face. "Eemm--reel lo can come out for a minute? There are some things I have to check." Siska turned to look at me.

I nodded in agreement to cystic orders. After waiting for almost twenty minutes siska came out of alana's room. "Sis.". "I immediately approached the siska who put on the face of the sumringah.

Why with that expression, why is he staring like he is teasing me. "Gue has written some vitamins and healthy food recipes that pregnant women should consume." Say siska thrusting a piece of paper.

"W-what?" I scrunched my forehead when Siska said about pregnant women. "Aah yes, I have also written here things that should not be done with pregnant women. And alana's gestational age is still very young, please reel lo can be more alert to her." I round my eyes to hear Siska.

"Al-alana's pregnant?" My mouth shut. Siska nodded quickly in response.

"I estimate the age of six weeks, you can take alana to the hospital to check up more details. Alana tired and a lot of thoughts, later I send to email you some explanations about pregnancy, you can read it the same alana later." Siska patted my shoulder.

"Lo's in there, you're gonna wake up soon." Siska smiled at me. "I'll drop off to the front, doc." Aunt welcome siska. "Sis, thank you." I hugged Siska and immediately went into alana's room.

Oh my God. Maybe these few weeks I'm nauseous and it feels like different it's the effect of the baby in the alana. Ah no. Alana was also nauseous even worse than me.

I immediately sat down beside Alana who was still closing her eyes. I slowly revealed the top that was wearing alana, revealing its flat stomach.

"Hay baby," said I felt alana's stomach. "Baby, are you inside? Say hi to papa." I kissed alana's stomach slowly. I couldn't stop smiling, I reconfirmed alana's superior and looked at alana's face.

"Al. there is life in your body. You are my responsibility, whether you agree or not with marriage. I'll keep pushing you, maybe this is one way to change your viewpoint on family." I kissed alana's lips softly.

I rubbed my tears without feeling out of the nest. I can't feel anything now but happiness. Alana, wake up, I want to hug you.

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...TBC...

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