Missing You Is Opium
Part 8's
This is the beginning of the hell episode in my life...
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"Assalamu'alaikum Vania"
"Wa'alaikumussalam, I said after I saw his profile picture..
"Ga busy Van?"
"Ga mas, have been running all, and ando was sleeping"
"Oh, has Brother Umar left for work?"
"It's already been"
No longer any reply from Mas Adam, I do not care how much.I often post my activities in Wa status. So did Mas Adam, we often reply to comments about our respective activities until one day my anger to the husband peaked.
"Wife also needs to be pampered, be good with her" done post
Adam said "this doesn't work"
Hmm, what the hell is mas? Answer me
"Why?just tell me if there's a problem"
"Vania tu bete mas, Kak umar fun playing games only, I'm tired of looking after children, housework management"
"Ya arguablyin well, nnti pas sleep spoken to" he said
"Kak umar just slept after Vania had a beautiful dream mas, when there is time to talk. Seduced cake where also yes still not flinching"
"Yaudah, if Vania again beke or lonely, chat mas aja.Mas will be temenin"
"What is gpp mas? Your girl's not mad?"
"Which girl?? No one can replace you yet"
"Haha,chumba. You crocodile"
"When did you become a crocodile?? There really isn't a van, which is also already brilliant"
"Cochet??" Most mas anyway ga buru buru nglamar
"What'd you like to be in the room? Wong he followed a richer man"
"Oh, my dear, I will definitely meet a better woman" I replied
"Aamiin, thanks"
If you knew Vania, this would still exist, still exist. Still real I feel that you keep filling the niches of the heart..
Hmm Adam, why are you still so sweet, when I am evil. Leaving you married to someone else. Why are you too good?? I also fell asleep with the phone still in my hand..
"Maaas Adaam, Vania is afraid of the beauty" I said as I hugged Adam..
"Grandfather, gold is always going to be temenin"
"I kept holding her, until we reached the end of the suspension bridge"
"Van, you're beautiful when you smile" he said
"Ah, what the hell ? Vania again feared being seduced"
"Aargh maas, I'm hugging him back"
Trataaap, God willing I dream .kok can the dreamer Mas Adam, don't let him think of me.. Argh, back of the pillow let Adam change my dreams"I thought naughty.
I saw the pillow next to me was still empty, I found my husband asleep in the guest room. Argh yasudahlaah, I continued my sleep.
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Missing you is opium
The shadow about you feels fake
Dancing nari disperse the sane of my logic
Wrong is no longer beautiful
Just wanted to evoke the burning taste
This heartbreak, hiding from feelings
Want to try to run but miss unable to be held
Have you ever known, the heart has been stirred
But religion will refuse
Women are bound when they are married
Defending that feeling is the wrong thing
Want not to keep on holding on
For the sake of self-esteem and favorite fruit
Because men are not to blame
On the thirst of conscience by compassion
I write longing for you who can no longer be found but always decorate dreams..
Not because it is too attached to the memory, it's just been reincarnated into hallucinations
The fantasy of you feeling beautiful is that things have changed
The silent witness park you and I have met
No more hugs, just can chant alfatiha to make the heart cool
Kanguu mas Adaam
Kangeeeen once was
Vania wrote her longing through poetry in her diary 🤗
#missing youiscanduđź’•
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