Missing You Is Opium
The Part 10

Vania often misses Mas Adam more than her own husband.Mas Adam is more understanding, more attention and more everything.

"Van, it's been 3 months we've only been in touch via phone.yuuk's meeting"

"Duh, how is this yes.notar if the meeting wants to do anything.can I get more difficult to escape from this trap"batinku.

"Ehm, can not be confused how to do it now mas outside the city. It's blocked by the corona"

"Yes, fine.there must be a way to meet"

"Okay mas, Vania off first want to tour Nando"

"Okay dear Vania, love you"

"love you too"

I'm starting to go crazy, this is all crazy.douh how yaa, I have to stop, I can no longer relate to Adam's mas, I have to finish.I have a husband how big my sin is on him.

Mas Adam only contact me if I start, it feels like I want to decide to stop contacting him.Submit all contact with him but my heart thrashed longing.Every night I cry if I miss him, do not forget to always send Al fatihah for him hopefully he is happy,cheap sustenance and soon find a soul mate so that I no longer appreciate it, the color I will not disturb the husband of people.

Well, this is crazy and this must end soon.I'm married, I miss anything with mas Adam we will never be together.I will only trouble Mas Adam"my monologue in heart.

How is it going?I started cooking I also have to end.You also why Mas Adam ? nurutin I really, sweet and sweet continue to be lucky I keep my diet and health. If not sure I have diabetes"I'm upset

"Mas is ,Vania kudu how" I sent a message

"Why baby?"

"Vania is wrong, is it rich gini? It shouldn't be Vania deket ama mas again, Vania's very sin am husband"

"Vania nyesel deket again ama mas? If Vania wants to retreat mas gpp, am always sincere whatever path Vania chooses"

"Argh maass kamuu 💔"

"Why else, baby?From the beginning knew Vania tu mas already fell in love, sampe finally turned out Vania prefer Kak Umar.since then I was sincere, but if Vania was not happy with him mas ready to nemenin Vania, but,mas happyin but Vania still with him, mass will not damage the household Vania"

"This is his name EDAN mas 😖"

''And for loving you😘''

God, I was wrong, I forgot that I was happy with my husband,it's just that now he's more cool and cold towards me.Indeed my husband is not the kind of romantic like Mas Adam but I'm sure he's a good guy.Second long married never even he double.Sepit stingy he , ' he ,never at all until I was starving, never was Nando's needs lacking.. Argh, I'm just being unstable. Exaggerating all the problems that actually Nothing.Surely this is just a curiosity, I was curious about life with Mas Adam.Before home all must look beautiful.She did not know how beautiful I was if again angry, but,he hasn't seen how restless I am if it's a laper.. Yayayaya is not necessarily going to be as patient as my husband, Baiklaah..

⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ 『What is it, 'I can't forget about Mas Adam without having amnesia. o Allah protect my household from the temptations of the jinn who are in charge of destroying every marriage.God only to you I beg and ask "my love to God the owner of all hearts.

I have to start this story again, I have to warm up my household again.. My patience must be excessive, because it is my paradise that I want to achieve..

"Darling, nannti's coming home at brepa?" Chatku to husband

30minutes without answer, when he's online

Astagfirullah, sabaaar sabaaar tahaan don't ngomel.mari kitaa listen to the song samba and then mengoget ria hahahaha..

Iuu can't change my husband, but I can control my feelings..

My husband is hearted stone, but he said that soul mate is like a mirror.if he stone means I pebble *eh hahaha

The choice is in my hands, where my heart is anchored, can I re-warm this cold home?or will I run and follow Adam??

#missing youiscandu💕

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