Missing You Is Opium
The Part 11

"Yank, can I say something?" I asked my husband

"Yes?"

"I miss the atmosphere of our old household, how if you work together to fix it?shall we warm this cold atmosphere again? Didn't you promise to age with me?To stay with me? " tukasku at length..

"Well, what's your door? "

"I just want you to help me, take care of Nando, work on home affairs, talk before we go to sleep and remember you're obligated to give me an inner living not just matter"

"I'll try"

From that moment on I also began to reduce my bring, helping my husband to be as I wanted.I could not change Brother Umar to be like Mas Adam, but I could neutralize myself, lowering my expectations to stay with him..

I completely forgot about Mas Adam, I blocked all access to him.I want to be a godly wife is my dream..

Yes, there is no perfect.If I continue to search for the perfect, I will lose what I already have.This is my destiny, this is my path and my Husband is my soul mate.Whatever bad he is, he is my priest.

Let's say Mas Adam is just a figure of speech in the corner of the heart, no need to be sown because all will have no meaning.Let the journey of destiny that will find, at least I never again deny with a loyalty.

There will be trouble, but don't run

There will be a changed attitude but do not look for replacements 💕💕

Aging with you is my dream 🤗

May only death be a separator, all laughter, sadness and anger will not be able to change the household that should be sadinah, mawaddah warohmah..

*****

ADAM**

Looks like Vania blocked all access so I can't reach her.. I know Vania you're not playing with my feelings, you just want to be the best and be aware of your nature..

Kubikin abal abal account and contact him via wa.karna Vania online seller so it is very easy for us to interact

"Bak, sell love" I asked

"Yes that's mbak"

"Oh, there's the rest of your guy's motive and spiderman"

"JUST "

"Well, the price is so much and this is the account number"

With whose sister?whereabouts?

"Adam in mecca"

This interaction is only limited to buying and selling, I don't want to bother you anymore Vania.by blocking all my access, I'm sure you are a good woman.

"I love you but my happiness is to make sure you are happy, if still unhappy with him my number is still the old "updateku status Wa even though Vania does not know I wrote it..

"IKHLAS" this is what I'm applying. I declare all this to the creator, it is He who carries out all these stories. If there really is a way I can be with Vania somehow somehow somehow, but if it is not her destiny what can I do??

Thank you Vania, thank you for the happiness that has been inscribed, thank you for the love that was once married.I will no longer bother you..Your happiness is my happiness, let me keep all my heart in my arms without having to be scraped again..

Missing youiscandu💕

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